~ 23 days without him by my side ~

Ok set from now onwards i will only use this colour.. hmm it represent happiness and sweet.. well hope my life be that sweet and loving from now on.. am i able to?? haha who can answer me?

Yesterday i have my down down mood.. very bad.. cos this time came so down that i cried ... haiz.. dunno why our human brains can be like that.. dun ask me why.. there is nothing that made me unhappy just that i think of the past and for all those misses i have for him made me so down..

hump a fews days no contact so bad... the feelings is so miserable.. i can only complain and keep thinking.. other than that there is nothing i can do le.. haiz. haiz.. haiz..

I guess i got nothing much to chat about today le bah.. exam coming so tonight is my last lesson and so tips be giving today.. hope it will end early too i am very very tired today.. i want to replenhish my beauty sleep.. and look forward for my friday.. not to play but to stay home and study.. but guess i might go out to coffee bean to study real hard to concentrate at home with all those "you huo" tempting me.. like the tv, my books, and my bed.. really got to start revising more..

Tomolo might not able to update cos in noon i be going on course will not be in office after lunch so you all dun miss my blog too much.. cos no update be given.. hahaha hmm so to compensate i write more rubbish today.. haha.. guess no more le got to go class le tata..