No more waiting.. no more sadness.. well finally he come back on 30 Apr 2005.. after a 3 weeks and 5 days not seen each other.. we turn to be a bit distant at first.. but those feelings was gone soon when we slowly getting back the feelings b4 he left..

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A day he is looking forward bah.. haha he told me he never waited so long for a gal .. well.. i dunno good things are meant to be wait right? guess this is the day we were official together le.. bgr.. hmm i really really hope this is my last relationship and it will be happy ever after...

He gave me a surprise the previous morning by buying breakfast to my home.. early in the morning.. later in the noon den i know he did not sleep much that night.. * heartpain * after the breakfast i went to wash up then get prepare to go buy my nerd nerd gift.. heehee lucky Toro has a copy of the photo so without too much effort manage to get those things done..

That day we watch "Infection" a very very boring show but manage to get to get scare a fews time... bad Toro keep forcing me to open my eyes to watch those scary parts.. keep saying it is a waste of money if you dun watch those parts.. Kaoz.. but now i am wondering how his hand le.. haha got a part i got so "kan jiong" i think i grab quite hard.. haha

hmm den we almost spend our whole weekend together.. but there is a part i know we have our unhappiness.. i am sorry.. haiz.. guess we have ups and downs this weeks.. i got do things that make him unhappy though.. haiz.. my clothing.. my job.. all this i know.. what done has done le.. what i can do is to change..

yah and we went to play pool yesterday.. hmm he really getting very good.. just mange to win him two games and he won le.. we were playing best of 7.. haiz.. i must buck up.. haha kinda guilty cos when going home time.. he look so tired.. i should have care for his feeling to go back early too.. or else i guess his flu will not recover too..

Today feeling very sick.. cough and flu.. and losing my voice to talk.. now guess i sound like a man.. haha hmm so sweet of him that he want to come after work just to accompany me go see doctor.. maybe i can get more medi so we can share.. haha.. Toro say one.. want to share all my things ma.. so share loh.. lol..

hmm.. today i went into Friendster to see the bulletin board.. i saw a frenz that has lost contact for a fews months past sth like miss her.. well who is he missing?? I am not sure was it me.. as i have told him le i am not angry about the things he did not tell me.. but think i am angry about when i want to take back my things i could not get it back.. haiz.. not sure was my phone install wrong phone no. or what.. but guess what past is past.. those things i cannot rememebr much le.. just sad why when we cannot be bgr i have to lose a frenz.. now i dunno how many more i am going to lose le..

Well i shall end it here.. more update guess keep tune in to Baobao Channel bah..