Extreme Jealousy overcome into my head.. haiz.. yesterday Toro san came to my work place to fetch me .. on our way to Bishan J8 we saw... his ex.. very very pretty one.. haiz.. me compare to her is like nothing.. sad sad sad...

Jealous came into my mind.. so unhappy.. eee.. argh.. hump.. blehz...

Tonight be meeting Toro san to have dinner again.. although it is a happy thingy but i feel heart pain.. cos he stay at jurong.. all the way came to my place to meet me.. then after that still all the way go back home.. it is a tiring thingy ..

haha recalling this afternoon what my colleagues say might be true.. guys always tend to say .. "as long as you happy, I will be happy" so this sentance is so sweet right? but it is all fake.. !!! cos the actual meaning of his happy is when the ger are happy with what they have they will have less trouble to please the ger.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz... why can they think and say all this man.. i dun fully agree loh.. cos i feel happy when my partner is happy.. sometime might be things i do or say.. but definetly not this.. haha.. dun you all agree??

Haiz.. still very trouble.. wanted to give my dear a surprise.. for his bdae.. still cannot think of one.. haiz.. trouble.. anyone got any suggestion?? any romantic thingy to suggest to me?? he not gers lehz.. if not i give him flowers, chocolate.. teddy bears.. hahaha Toro san you like all these ma??