~moody moody~

Today already sunday le... I am at his house now.. to help Toro to pack his thingy to prepare to go TW.. heart began to sank.. cannot hide anymore le.. the fact he is leaving can no more avoid le.. the topic of "when he come back, is both of us dun wish to talk about now" cos we both cannot and dun dare to foresee what will happen and turn out when he come back... we both understand..

One Week = 7 days

Six Weeks = 6 X 7

= 42 days

This is what we were chatting just now... and tears just come out.. why? at that moment was playing "tong hua" and i guess after he had read my blog from starting till now.. guess he understand i am looking for a Prince... A Prince to be with me.. This stupid Princess...

I know his thinking bah... and i start to cry as time is a thingy that is playing us ... and my mind was in a mess.. "she bu de ta de li kai", also when he come back i really scare what might have happen... dun wanna say out i dun bear his leaving cos i know.. the more i say about my unbearable.. the more he be more sad he be leaving me in.. two days time... *sob* (-_-)

~things that i want to tell you~

Was hoping when you are oversea, you are still able to see my blog.. cos i hope to say out whatever is happening around me all written in my blog so you be able to read it even you are far from me phyiscally.. but do remember k.. no matter how far we are, we are still sharing the same sky and looking at the same star ... (*_^) I hope nothing will be changing after you come back.. those attidude and lots of lots of more thingy k... Promise me!!!

I am not good at saying out my feeling through talking.. now.. writing a blog i am blur too.. mind is blank dunno what to say... well like what everyone who cares will say.. Take care of yourself..dun worry about us when you come back we will still be in a piece.. i hope you be fine too k.. take note of everything you do i hope when you come back you have lots and lots of things to tell me.. i like story k.. and something more what i will tell you is.. dun forget to write report wor.. what you do there i WANT a REPORT.. lol (^_^) just joking..!! hope you are laughing rather than unhappines feeling your face while you are reading this... (^_*)

Remember I like to see you smile too!!!

ok ok enough of those rou ma stuff... dun wish to write a blog until i cry in front of the pc.. ppl will think i am crazy... lol... hmm well.. let talk back my daily life.. ever since my last friday that bad luck friday for me.. i am back to my happy go lucky mood le.. haiz.. dun understand my April Fool day can be so "dao mei"... First got wake up by Dino den the breakfast i bought has already turn bad.. and in the end no breakfast to eat.. after work miss my bus and late for appointment den while walking to tcc a "kaka" got into my tummy.. and so scary... lucky ah i did not scream or else i be so paisei.. hmm still got anymore unlucky thingy.. no more bah...

Saturday was a tiring day bah.. wake up after a four hours sleep den meet up with Hua zai.. we went for Breakfast cum lunch den went for a movie and after that travel down to Tampines.. haiz.. Janet and Jasper got me wait for them for about two hours.. i almost got angry.. i hate latecomers.. but those two haiz.. one is my best best frenz another one is my ah kor.. how can i get angry.. so there we went to the chalet.. (*_^)

~Hua Zai~

I know he care for me.. and to him time is also a thingy unfair to him.. cos he is a nsf got to stay in .. so he is always complaining why he is a stay in and not like Toro able to 8 to 5.. Rememeber above i mention about i waited two hours at Tampines.. hua Zai was accompanying me.. and we chat a bit about the situation.. He is a bit "xiao nan ren" cos when I was with Toro he try not to call me.. but when I was with him.. Toro call i chat for a while before hang up.. haha "xiao nan ren" got jealous over it...

So what did we chat about ?? that is for me to know only.. unfair to type it out and let everyone here read right? As like what i have told Toro.. I cannot foresee 6 Weeks later what might happen.. maybe three of us will not get to anywhere cos remember i never want to settle down yet.. so i dunno... I might not get my Prince yet bah.. i am so confuse now...

Okie i shall stop here... someone cannot wait to read my blog le lah... hahaha.. walking up and down think i dunno .. perfect eyesight huh... also have to walk near ma.. kaoz.. hahahahahah