~ 41 days to go ~

Second day of sailing le.. was wondering how is he doing in the " big big ship " .. haiz.. got eat ma?? He say when he come back he want to be big big size wor.. i guess i might be able to help him heehee... cos before he left he already was saying hmm.. i think i am getting a bit fleshy.. kekeke.. of cos always go out with me.. i will order lots of things just want to make him finish his and mine portion.. ekek like that not fat very hard hor...

Today i am quite blur too.. while walking to my office building my heels got caught on the stairs.. hahah and i do those "ah" sound.. so paisei.. cos in front was a lady going inside the lift.. lucky she did wake for me lah.. but so paisei cos that "ah" hahahah.... *blush*

Thinking..... thinking.... thinking...

Have been thinking what to buy for him when he come back...cook something for him?? or cookies?? erm.. or gifts that he like?? or all of the above..???

no lah i dun think so cos if i am to do all.. there will be no surprises for him in future le...also.. cookies very long time no do le.. got to find back my notes..hahaha....

~ Day 2 without him in my life ~

I miss him... haiz... also dunno why.. keep having his image and sound in my mind flashing here and there... what to do now..??? Even Hua Zai is saying i have change.. ever since he left my tone change , my mood too.. the only time my mood be energentic is when i talk about him... his so-called jokes.. cos those are not plan by him.. he is simply so cute... kekekek.....(^_^)

Reading the book Man are from Mars Woman are from Venus , Chapter 3

This chapter is talking about man, their thinking and the way that they behave... but i find those does not look like what Toro is wor.. more to Hua zai bah.. and also me... lol

As how can a woman be like a martian?? well i dunno.. woman have their caves too.. they sometime tend to hides inside their own world and do their own things too.. do you agree??

At the back of chapter 3, there was a message from him.. " you mei you xiang wo"... although i have flip through those message he wrote.. i still look forward everytime i read those pages.. thinking is there any message on the next pages?? hahha silly of me... *bleh*

Still trying to get use the life i am without him.. lunch time try not to bring phone as no one will call me to chat during lunch time le.. and back home is only Hua Zai will call.. and school journey might be boring le.. without him... i dunno.. maybe those fews weeks whatever had happen for me causes me to reply on him and tends to believe i be with him le... i am not sure.. i dun wanna break anyone heart.. but.. i dunno who to chose too.. what changes me now i dunno is becos of what too.. was it really Toro going TW that why i always accompany him?? or is it becos i feel comfortable to go out with him so i always stick to him?? I dun wanna both of us becos of crush and get together.. dun even want to hurt someone who have been there supporting me and helping me.. standing by me ... haiz...haiz...

Going to start work le..guess i shall stop here bah...

Today planning is.. after work be going school den take bus back to home... (*_^)