*argh* this is my second time to write this same blog le.. so angry ... oh ok now have to try to recall what i have written...

hmm think my intro can be skip le since this is the second time.. i shall just write why i am able to come online now to update my blog.. hmm as was doing project i have borrow my colleague pc to bring home use .. hmm below i forgotten le.. guess i was saying how good he is to lend me loh..
ok ok back to the point why i decided to come online ...

At 8.40 pm , Toro call me.. hmm did not expect him to call that early as i thought today his sailing will be the same like yesterday till 11+.. but it turn out today is much eariler.. but he got one bad new and two good news for me... haiz.. which one should i say first ... ok let talk about the bad one first .. well first be unhappy den at least i still have two good ones to cheer me up..

Bad News (-_-") = After today guess tomolo , the day after tomolo, and next day day tomolo will not be able to call me to chat le.. he be going for excerise and it last for 48 hrs.. that means.. hmm.. that means to say saturday i might den be able to hears his voice again or will be sunday le.. so sad...

Good News (*_^) = Actually also not consider a news bah.. it is somethign that he did that make me feel so sweet... First was the moment he call me he ask what happen to my family .. i was shock as i remember i did not want to let him know as i dun wanna him to worried and think of problem solving for me.. but guess i cannot hide it from him and so i told him about it.. why i dun wanna him to know cos i know he has a lot of thing to note at work le.. dun wanna to put another burden to him..also other than work he should think of me.. keke ME only.."thick skin huh" but it was so sweet that he made efforts to remember those things i have say.. cos remember he always have short term memory?? Another one was.. when he talks about he is unable to call me .. he add a but behind.. guess what did he say?? kekek he will keep looking up the sky .. i will too k!!! those stars and clouds is the link from me to you.. *sob.. feel like crying again le lah*

Really like the way how he treat me.. i enjoy a lot.. hmm i really hope everything turns out well for us and we can really last.. he has his ways to attracts me.. and the best was he do not need to do anything just be his natural self.. that is the best le.. (^_^)

Just now i wrote til here when i try to change the colour of my text when it all disappear.. so sad..and i complain to Toro cos he call me again.. hmm he comment something able my colour of the text need improvement.. Kaoz... how come he does not know those colour represent the mood for that particular paragraph?? dun tell me no one know about it?? i be very very sad.. haiz.. but my Mr Panda say dun worry for his intelligent he be able to figure those colour stand for what moods..zzzz he ah... haiz.. but i just simply like the way he is... *smile*

Ok shall stop here and go orr orr le.. tomolo still a long way to go.. nitez...