~ 42 Days to go ~

He finally left left yesterday.. at night.. well.. really.. i find him a romantic man.. Yesterday he purposely take cab from his home to mine.. just to pass me the book and a vcd.. too bad i was at work.. so he ask me to open the lettersbox when i got home.. I was thinking what was the vcd at first.. guess what it is?? see whether you are thinking the same as me??



ok answer out.. not video clip of what he want to tell me.. but it is "Tong Hua" mtv.. i dunno why.. while watching the mtv i started to cry.. sad of the story.. also.. sad when i think of Toro all those things been said and done.. Haiz.. really miss him now.. kinda not use to it... Keep thinking what is him doing now?? Have him taken his lunch??

Yesterday night before handphone goes no reception.. he call asking what am i doing now.. i was already sleeping cos very very tired.. but i did get to chat with him for a while.. Ship spoilt and get to know while doing those work he slip and fall.. kinda worry cos his ship is really very dangerous thingy if he did not grab correctly he might just fall into the sea... (-_-)


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Day 1 (without him in my life)

This morning i forget to wear my watch is the first thing i find myself blur about.. haiz.. still say want to use this 40 plus day to buck up myself.. guess day 1 already made me lose heart.. Kaoz.. I am already starting to read the books, Man are from Mars Woman are from Venus.. Although have already scan through what Toro wrote inside.. i still feel happy when i read to the part he wrote some wordings there.. I promise.. my blog i will try to write happy memories more than unhappy one.. and when you come back with the box i want.. i will put all my happines inside... (*_^) this is the promise i made to you...

Well guess tonight be simple bah.. be going home after work and start my project thingy so that able to pass something to my classmates tomolo and go sleep.. i feel myself is out of energy.. no mood to do anything at all.. what had happen... ???