Over the weekend.. so much things happen again..
From quarrel until bursting out all my unhappiness until now.. I dunno how to describe our status now..

I can feel and see he is trying to change to fulfill and save the whole things.. I tried too. But I have been thinking is it worth doing it.. Saw his effort in spending more time with me (swimming, watch TV, etc..) but I know.. at home, playing/ facing the pc would be much more entertain than those..
I am wondering.. why am I asking so much.. it seem.. the two of us.. our life does not seem compatible at all, but I am simply sorry to say.. have to realise it after so long.. and after ROM.
Though I guess even without ROM, he will not be that willing to let go of this r/s too.

Would letting go be the best solution?
I dunno, I am not sure..

Carry on with this relationship?
I am not sure will we have a happy ever after

Afterall, I have been thinking too much of he does not love me anymore, but just more to himself only. I am thinking too much..

It hurt to see him sad because of this
It hurt to see him making changes to make it suit
It hurt to see him get thinner because of my willfulness