Monday *red*
haha finally the every month worst worry is over.. but now is suffering from the pain.. I start to complain to him about why am I not pregnant , it is all his fault to make me not pregnant as I have to suffer the pain now.. the pain is unbearable loh.. lucky i was on leave today and tomorrow.. but ahem i got better things to do than lying on bed k.. so he said.. ok is that what you want? then I know what to do.. *oops* I was just joking and simply whining on the pain nothing else.. pls just ignore me..
haha

Went UniSim on saturday.. it is a total sadness for me.. which now i truely and really understand his disappointment when he could not get straight to degree that kind of feeling now.. it is not just to study again or imagination can be describe..
Due to no local dip or A level, i guess i will most probably be rejected by the school. Even though now how much I wish to get into SIM does not mind it is a 3 years course and the school fee.. i guess it is a no no answer to me already.. just waiting for the reject letter from them on May bah..
Though everyone in family is encouraging and giving me support i do appreciate it.
Once again family warmth is being felt deeply in my hear.

PS: Finally I have the courage and mood to tell him about how I felt.. with some tears flowing out of my cheeks.. it is a disgrace as i was outside, waiting for train at Somerset.. I am not sure does he know what i am saying.. but at least i did my part to open up isn't it?