In Memory For My Dad

(Who Left Us On 06/03/2006, 2pm)

Accepting the fact that he is leaving us is hard.. it will be harder when it happen.. and it has already.. On the Monday morning , has already sense something is wrong.. and my colleague allow me to go back home to accompany him.. though i was confirm this month only.. Lucky i chose to went home.. as after a fews hours of struggle.. he left.. without telling us anything..

I am not regret.. Cos during the time he is unwell.. i told him of how i feel .. how much i love him.. but all this changes when i heard a auntie talk about him.. He did not tell me of how he feel.. how boring he is at home.. and all this while he has been tolerating the pain.. I feel i did not do enough for him.. else he swallow all this inside his heart.. not to let us worried .. he is a good man with all his heart devoted into his family.. even for frenz he will help all his way to help them.. but ppl.. just took him for granted and cheat him.. maybe i am bad.. but i do curse those ppl.. i hope they will be haunt by their guilt..

Nothing much to blog already.. all is in my mind.. my heart.. memories is not able to be taken away though i know.. it will fade.. i use a box to kept all my memories for my dad .. it will be the only link between me and him le.. there is no other way i can still hears him nag at me.. or every morning.. the cute cute "bye bye" he tell us.. no more..