Friday 17/03/2006

Just change some of my profiles.. recently kinda addicted to hot soya bean.. so it has now climb to my fav drink chart.. if you are buying for me dun forget to buy it without sugar.. i dun take sweet.. and of cos.. Dear will not forget.. *winks* and some of the wishlist.. i have strike it off.. can see which one i strike off ma?? time de.. cos no more needed the extra time to do anything.. time to me.. is just a record how a day has pass so fast and how long i have seperate from my dad... i know i know.. here i goes again.. but just let me rant a while.. i soon will get over.. it is just like how i tell Xiubao.. We Xiubao is strong and nothing can beat us down..

Cold... office is so cold today.. imagine now i am wearing two jackets and yet i still feel cold.. actually the cold is come within me.. not the outside exterior effects.. i dunno.. maybe falling sick again.. haiz.. cannot cannot.. i already took so many leave.. cannot take anymore..

Guess what.. recently have been trying hard to gain back my weight.. everyday i had breakfast, lunch and dinner.. not a meal skip.. but my dinner will be intake less.. always at that time will feel like vomit when eat.. during last week everyone keep saying "Girl , you must eat a lot k.. you are too skinny.." haiz i know lah.. but cannot eat is cannot eat.. i know i have gone thin.. those places used to have fatty meat all gone.. haiz.. what is happening?? guess i stress out too much.. But lucky guess got Dear dad.. as i guess since everything all over he will cook a lot of thin to pump fat into me.. just like wee sze.. OMG can you imagine me change into become wee sze? *shakign head* haha thanks god able to siam a fews weeks of all this as i cannot go to Dear home at the moment as my dad "spirit" is still at home.. i have to stay home.. infact i can sense him sitting at his usual chair looking at us.. or walking around.. i guess he dun wish to scare us.. but i do hope.. to dream of him and commuicate with him..