Back at work..

Monday le.. today a bit not use.. use to give dad his medication b4 i left for work.. but now.. seeing the bed there is no more him.. the chair he use to sit.. make me remind of him too..

Everything almost settle.. but family.. i am having problem to cope.. dun ask me what.. haiz.. i dunno.. maybe everyone is having a bad mood.. the way we talk to each other is kinda easy to burst into anger..

I am feeling fine.. better le bah.. just not use.. some time when do a things.. or ask a question.. my mind will flash.. my dad know the answer.. he know what to do...

Walking out from the grief and stepping out from the memory how he has left us really hard..

Last but not least..

" Thanks to Dear.. for helping me all the way.. even to skip lesson to stand by my side and there to support me when i need him..Not to forget Janet and her sis Siew Siew.. they help out during the nights of wake.. and lastly Dear Dad.. purposely took leave to came on friday.. and lend us the car with no commitment for transport.. and thanks to all who came to the wake.. "