Nightmare

I thought my problems has solve most of it.. but in fact there is a lot hidden inside a cave.. now.. it is all coming out.. out.. haiz... Money.. i really need it.. alot.. think my planning for now is to work part time other than my currently job..

Updates of yesterday..

Two Words.. NOT GOOD.. next thursday going back again to decide what has to be done.. so afriad to lose my dad.. and his confident he be alright.. what he said yesterday really make me scare.. although he is not afriad to die.. i guess he cannot bear to leave us too.. when i say no not enough.. i saw his eyes red red too.. and i am so useless to drop tears in front of him.. but i quick run back to my room to hug my dear.. *sob*

Read quite a fews article on liver tumor.. i dun like what is written inside.. they all dun have good comment on tumor inside liver... there must be cure for this.. not just a year or two.. dun wish to say too much.. maybe i will update later as be going to toro san home.. haiz.. see ya

Hope Dad be back healthy again..