Moods Up and Downs

The thought of thinking tomolo is a holiday and we be going to have our half month Anniversary i am happy.. thinking of going to zoo tomolo all those preparation make me awakes for the whole day.. thinking tonight Dear is going to give me a surprise i am looking forward too..

BUT

thinking my dad case.. my mood goes down down.. have not been sleeping well.. and once i got up i was unable to fall asleep again.. mind turning round.. how to earn more money? how to persude him? how to make him happy? how to keep this family going?

Life is unfair.. why must i worried for all this at this age? should i be thinking my future husband.. who i be with and just work? maybe GOD feel that i have been to free le.. so gave me all this.. but i do believe They give us problem to let us grow up.. it really does when my sis pass away.. i grow up.. i think different from those who is same age as me.. but when i thought i can relax le.. more problem are here to test me...

Went to Dear school on saturday.. and surprisingly while passing by boat quay "someone" sms me.. haha guess who? one of my kaki who i always will ask him got go Lighthouse if i am going Frenz place de.. Thomas la.. haha my ex-bf.. hmm his bdae on 30 oct.. he sms me to go pub.. hmm at tanjong pagar.. So back to the story.. after picking up Dear entry proof for exams.. we took 130 to amk.. haha cos the night b4 Dear saw the S11 back to service le.. so thinking i miss the Western so much we went there to have our "breaklunch" (breakfast cum lunch) ooh.. this is a long journey back to amk wor.. go pass so many places.. like Blastiers.. (is it spell like that??) haha saw a car SFZ XXXX haha not able to see the no. lah.. then suddenly recall.. Jie gege changing his car.. maybe is that.. hmm very family wor.. no more those sporty car.. but really still miss his old one.. but hor!! where my sunglasses and cd!!! must beat his backside le.. haha

Saturday night.. 29/10/2005.. haha a night which made Dear and me been thinking to go or not to go.. why? cos one is ex bf bdae.. the other side is Dear brothers loh.. and most important another special person be going.. my Dear ex-gf.. it is like very croweded.. guess everyone was lookign forward to see what will happen.. in fact there is nothing.. well second leading actress left not long after she arrive.. reason not feelign well.. i should admit that night i might been too overboard.. keep hugging my Dear.. got chance we will.. *muacks* haha.. but well.. at least now we know.. we still can go out de lah..

I think update till now i should stop le.. nothing much to update.. tired tired.. sometime i really wish i can rest forever and never wake up again.. oh yah.. just have my hair cut.. wait till i meet up my Dear use his phone to take down some photo then post it inside here bah.. not much changes but just shorter.. hee...