Broking Down Me Some update for the past fews days.. i have been very busy.. running here and there.. HOME --> NUH -- > HOME sometime even work ... haiz.. like this thursday i think i have to go to NUH den rush back to work.. cos office not enough ppl.. Dad condition is not turning any good.. i am so scare.. worried keep climibing up into my mind.. i could not control anymore and broke down yesterday in front of Toro san.. i guess i gave him a scare.. well.. i did not expect i will cried.. i just hope to tell him what has been in my mind.. and why i give him attitude again.. thanks for him to be understanding.. so i am back here fine and fighting with my dad against everything.. Saturday i was at Toro san house.. actually now when i am at his home i am afriad my phone to ring.. if it rings i hope it is not my family members.. just so scare it might be sth happen at home so they call me.. anyway what i wanted to say was not this.. hhaha i think i am really going to be Lim's Family daughter -in-law.. haha we had breakfast in the morning then Toro san call his mum asking who be cooking today (which is saturday lah) and i dunno why it turn out to be be to cook.. hahah and they was back quite early that day... his mum and dad.. so both was at the kitchen looking at me cook and talking to me.. the feeling was i am so neavous.. and where has toro san go to?? his project.. poor me got to handle them alone.. lucky dinner was not bad.. got comment i know how to cook heehee.. *ahem.. getting a bit proud* wahahah Went Toa Payoh yesterday.. while on our way back.. a watch by JL catch my eyes.. so was like glancing through those design .. as when Toro san came find me ask me what i was looking.. so i say i know what i am going to get for our one year le.. a couple watch hee den i tell him " After a year being together, The watch is to remark our following days of being together.. it stand for every minute and second i cherish you .. " hee hee very "gan dong" bah.. hmm never have i give a watch to any ppl so it is a special gift.. and i say give me this half a year to save up in order to buy this gift.. hee hope by 01/05/2006 i be able to find a couple watch which suit both of us and i can afford.. haha this is the most important.. Ipod Mini/ Ipod Nano??? Hmm Dear almost able to get his Ipod Mini on saturday.. but too bad something crop up so unable to buy.. but at least give him a picture he has to pay more when he using instalment to pay for it.. really not worht it.. better try hard next time bah.. hee hee