Blue stand for moody.. it fully shown what i am feeling yesterday.. it was a terror.. not relationship has got a problem.. Dun wish to say much too..

Life is fragile.. at one moment of time i really think i might just lose him forever.. why would he think that way.. a burden to us.. we are together this lifetime.. nothing can change nothing is able to distroy this link we have.. everything is not a burden at all.. Please dun give me the memories i had 5 years ago..

I really should thanks the CityCab driver.. he is so kind that he did not accept my money.. partly becos i was paying by card it take some time to process and i was already so anxious.. I feel so guilty for not paying.. Any way to find him out? i forgotten to take down his no.

I dun wish what happen yesterday to happen again.. really dun.. even the thinking of what happen.. i still unable to get over.. a frightful day.. Pls God Above.. Please dun take him away from us..