After Terror...

Finally we talk out about what happen.. why am i treating him so coldly.. i know no one will like that .. even i dun.. i was told i simply stop those care to him.. well i told him how i felt.. i need time.. i must thanks Dear for not doing what i did to him back to me.. i guess i might not hold on and give up if that is me... i am truely sorry.. you need not to be sorry of those hurt you have given me.. i dun blame you.. when you ask how is my hand? i dun intend to tell you... hmm it is really nothing at all.. physical hurt is not more than mental de.. dear.. you understand?

Went to wlny to see how the outcome for what i had post yesterday.. it make me clear and more possible.. it might be him who did those thingy in my cbox.. those things he said i really got to "pei fu" him.. can make up those things that did not happen.. lucky i did tell all to Dear what had happen.. nothing but truth.. ok sorry dear i know i should not be bringing him up again.. last time k..

From the posting in wlny make me recalls some thing happen a fews month back.. now i understand how that guy feel when he is in between two gers.. and one is his loved one.
ZZZ!!! let me summarize this story ok:so-called '3rd party' and this guy met. started to be frens. this guy FAKE and say no gf. then '3rd' likes him. BUT, this guy nv FALL for her before. so they nv fall for each other like wat jinni said. then this guy went back to the gf, actually not say went back, cuz nv broke before. just admitted his mistake. as to why the guy behaves that way, it's either he's the fool ard type (if so, then why '3rd' u still wants to like him leh), or maybe he in bad mood quarreled with gf, so do that to spite gf. so now he made up with the gf liao, he's happily with gf. then 3rd also know the truth. so everyone move on with ur lives and stop this chilidish and waste time game ok.

At that moment of time i dun understand why would he still chose to go back his gf, and why would his gf forgivehim.. well now i understand.. gf accept him as she still love him a lot unable to put down.. and that apply to my dear too.. he loves me *right dea?* As for the guy.. guess at the moment of foolish he went fling around and causes so much trouble.. just like me.. but guess both of us manage to awake in time to find out who do we really love and that is why we chosen the one we love.. the short term so-called "relationshp" was not even counted as one.. the ger might just be fooling around with that guy..

Whatever it is.. story has end.. so no more things for you all to see ... it be another new start for other story...