Wednesday ( .... still angry.. am I wrong?? Heart break..)

Well lets talk about my angry thingy cos i guess a few sentance i can settle it cos i have already complain to Toro about the problem.. i did hear what he say.. that means.. I might be wrong.. but i just not happy with my AM.. cos her attitude towards me always not good.. and she is using this time to revenge.. argh... boiling again.. better stop this..

Heart break?? hmm.. well.. i always thought Thomas is the one who love me most.. cos the past three years relationship we had made me feel we know and understand each other.. just like other couple.. a bit of shaking the tail will know what my partner going to do next.. but it seems all wrong for my feeling towards him.. kinda sad.. cos.. I HATE PEOPLE TO LIE!! really no one like it.. so why did he do that to me.. today i get to know some shocking news.. well this tactics not the first time use it on me le bah.. i mean others guys use that tactics to want me go back to them but haha others tell me the truth.. well guys are bad bah...

So what did he lie to me?? Well this seem honest guy told me after me he does not have any gf but how come today i got the news that he had gone steady with a ex classmates after break off with me??? well this is a shocking news cos i guess when he is with that gal.. i was with him too bah.. a third party again??? i dunno the exact timing.. but i just find myself stupid.. stupid to believe a guy could wait for so long.. stupid to think he is the best... haha well stupid is the only words i can think of to descride myself le.. i dun have the life to be a real gf bah.. always a third party i hate it!!! why??!?!?!!

Really.. to have happy things to talk about inside my blog i guess it is hard.. really.. relationship made me sianz and sad.. that partly why i dun wanna go into one.. scare of heart pain...