A bad Friday...

Must be surprise again i update on a saturday.. well.. i dunno too just afriad this feeling i will slowly get used and forget about this memory who was given by a person.. i should say i must hate him??

I dun think i be able to hate him.. just that.. he is a guy who are able to make me sad and cry out for twice in a short period of time... Well everything happen was all seem like fate bah... i went orchard to meet up with frenz and den... i request to look for bdae gift for frenz at far east.. purpose?? i dunno i know i will not able to see him but just hope maybe i can still be nearer to him.. but maybe fate really dun wanna us be together bah... when i was eating dinner with frenz.. i receiver a sms telling me to go for others... haiz.. i could not stop but to drop my tears in front of my frenz... everyone got a shock well one moment i was eating happily my almond cream next moment tears drop but lucky got my kor... he bring me to go ladies... to let me cool down.. thank... i always dun like to bring out this to let others know about it cos i dun wanna share the sadness inside with them cos dun wanna be unhappy and stress... i know what i do this fews day is out of my control and i do things stupidly cos this time go with my feelings... without any thinking

well everything guess has come to a full stop.. really this time is true.. dream has to wake no matter how much i am unwillingly... cos the prince in my dream told me to give up.. and well............


I went boat quay after dinner to go drinking.. well not able to get drunk but maybe tonight bah.. do what i like not to be myself cos i dun wish to think leh.. really really very tired cos a lot of thing in my mind yet i am not able to get it out.. i cannot say..........

now i understand no matter how strong a gal can be.. when come to realationship she is a loser.. and when she get hurt it is really hard to believe she will think of thing that she never had thought b4... i should admit i did thought of dying at a moment of time.. and keeping myself drunk ... or even so stupidly get a guy to satart a relationship.. but well sometime... not rational thing will still not happen bah...

well i shall end it here... Happy Weekend..

Last but not least... A happy ending to Prince And Princess...

After sometimes Prince found that the Princess is actually fake ... but glad to say he finally found the real Princess for his life.. The fake Princess know that .. and give his blessing to him .. hope he be happy.. she will try hard to be happy too... And they live happy ever after....(^_^)