Thursday, March 31, 2005

4 more days... (Counting down le)

Haiz kinda sad.. cos the time is coming nearer and nearer for Toro to go Taiwan le.. feeling getting stronger between we two.. we are trying to cherish the time we have now.. like we meet up again after work yesterday.. he came rushing down from Changi to my home.. den after wash up we went Hougang Point have dinner.. den go back my home we chat and play "Dai di" ...
He been listening to songs inside my MP3.. for the first time we are not thinking alike.. maybe he is right too.. if everything we think alike then there is nothing for us to talk le.. well as he is thinking to listen to "Tong Hua" and me.. what cames into my mind is "Rang Wo Ai Ni".. (^_^)

Before he left.. as like in the past.. always "nan fen nan she" when come to the time we have to be seperate.. just cannot imagaine why are we so sticky to each other.. never have enough time for each other.. and really time passes too fast for us... back to the point.. before he left he ask me to think of a question when he is going to Taiwan.. "How much does he means to my Heart?" well.. haha i have been start to think since yesterday.. so i still have not get the answer.. anyway i still got a month to think about it.. (*_^)

On our way down to have dinner yesterday.. he suddenly pop a sentance.. it be so good if we are living together .. haha got a shock.. he always say things that out of my expectation.. well i answer him.. when living together there be other problem.. but i cannot say yesterday i feel that way too.. it has been a long time that i have this feeling le ( those feeling to go out with your partner to do things) .. the first one who give me this was Thomas.. my ex... haiz...

Recently gettng angry with someone le.. she is trying to test my system.. well dunno how to say.. i have been tolerating a lot.. i guess when these thingy still dun stop i dunno what i might do le.. and most important when come to things/ people i dun like.. i am selfish to it.. saw the blog with the email i send to the others person.. what the F***!!! i guess my nerd nerd have the same feeling with me too .. So as my dear Toro..so really when there is someone supporting your decision really that great huh?? Toro even ask me not to care that childish lady what she is doing.. well guess.. not to let you worry i have to kept my promise... but IF she still dun stop.. hiak hiak.. hope i will not do sth stupid...*bleh*

Work place has been getting more and more stress thinking of leaving but cannot.. cos i cannot give up the pay here... too good le... so many bonus.. haiz.. The only solution is when i finish my studies i will leave here to get better job.. hope my future job i get better colleague.. haiz.. haiz..

Guess i will stop here.. today need to pass up my project le.. hereby have to thanks my ah kor.. helping me to do the last time checking and Toro who accompany me to go find research (really help to look for the things for me !!!) and type out those informations i need.. i just wish why my project cannot be as long as what i have written in here.. i have to struggle to get a thousand words.. here i am like writing a composition.. whahaah.. ok lah stop here and continue to do my filing le...

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