09/03/2005 ( Tears still coming out )

WHy am i still holding on? What am i waiting for? Anyway.. i gave my promise .. i will not be attach at the moment.. maybe can let me think what i should do next... to move forward to put my heart for others.. or to still holding something that it might not happen.. i not forcing anyone.. i prefer to suffer alone..

Just like Chris has said... i am a cry baby... haha.. tears seem to come so easy.. and when i am alone.. it just roll down.. I dun like this side of me.. but it is still me.. i have to accept and learn..

Yesterday quite enjoyable.. got some misunderstanding with Chris but clear it in no time.. we met up in the evening.. and ate a lot.. hahah i told him i thinking to eat porridage and teriyaki chicken set.. and he say buy loh.. dun xiao kan ta.. haha in the end we got so full cos he buy two bowls of porridage and i buy one teriyaki set and a salomn fish.. lucky we still manage to finish those food except the rice...(^_^)