Moody... Sad.. Just Cannot be happy...

I really dunno.. actually i can avoid those sadness.. as long as i dun go into friendster.. all this feeling.. can be avoided one... but.. i just cannot stop myself.. have the first time will have a lot alot more time... never able to stop... help...

but one thing... maybe i should leave.. cos.. i saw what she write.. she is getting better more happy.. aren't Gemini job is to make everyone happy? maybe i should just accept what he say... MIA.. but i cannot make myself to do it.. can i be selfish for just once?? can i?...