Monday Blueeee (-_-)

Yawnz... so sleepy today.. why? cos last night accompany my ex to his D & D .. well my first time to accompany attending this function.. so try to do my best to present myself bah.. so that not to let him lose face right? keke... but think i will not go again this kind of function bah.. unless is my bf one.. well very boring when you dun anyone there.. lucky still have frenz to sms me throughout the dinner... keke...

This morning .. one funny thing happen...
Well recently been wearing ring.. (at my fouth finger on my right hand) den it was so funny when this morning.. i wear it without noticing i wear at my left hand instead of my right.. a thinking of mine was it turn to be my wedding band.. lol... hmm well not much ppl know who gave me that ring bah.. and they dun know the story behind it.. but deep inside i know it by myself bah... a person who will never hurt me and someone i can always believe in.. maybe i might just turn out to be with him.. haha.. but i know.. i am stubborn and "ren sin" when i am angry i will just put my angry on him.. and he will always tolerate and comfort me.. when i am unhappy he is always there to console and lend me shoulder to cry out loud... after that will tell me the pro and cons of the matters... he is really good to me and yet i always hurt him.. everytime i told myself i should stop going out with him.. in the end after a fews month things will repeat again.. why.. i have been always asking myself... haiz... the ring made me think back a lot of the things from the past...

Apart from past... i guess present got sadness too... Remember i say Lex going oversea.. i guess he had left le.. till now i did not see him online ... the feeling is... when will i see him again.. (-_-) dunno if i travel oversea will there be ppl think the same way as me too?

Lots and lots of things in my mind.. i cannot get it out.. dunno what to do.. shall i just be one time stupid.. although say will be much more easy than action.. i dunno what will happen when it is time for the dream to wake up....