Happy New Year!!

*yawnz* a belated greeting huh? yah i agree.. erm ... all becos i dun have a pc at home.. so got to wait till when i got back in office to work den i am able to use... haiz... a bad starting though... got sick.. down with cough.. and flu...

okay a recap what i have been spending my holiday too..

Friday 31/12/04

A bad planning for the dinner.. was expect to meet up at 7pm to go MS (not mohd sultan, but marina south) for dinner... and last min there was changes yet no guys told the gals about it and in the end.. i got to ask the other frenz of mine to send me there... well i know.. he is really good to me.. this was the first good he done for me.. later have more...

Bad bad day... just started to eat for about.. erm... 15 mins? it start to rain again... zzzzz....
Decide to pa pool first to let the rain stop first... in the end it was about time to countdown we were still rushing down the food into our stomach..

KK and Jass went down to Frenz place first and me plus two gals was waiting to sit another frenz car down.. well i understand how nerd feel.. actually wanted to bring her sis to count down have a feel of the atmosphere but was pull back by me.. (-_-") kinda guilty.. but never mind.. we will have another one again soon.. :)

btw.. jass where is the mahjong?? always did not get to play...

Saturday 01/01/05

Kinda down down mood... not able to jio ppl out to accompany me.. but still manage to get one "Toro"... but i just dun undertsand ... really meeting a person can be so hard... i wanted to pass him things... and yet he was not out yet.. and worse of all.. i waited till night to ask what time they be meeting.. he told me might not be going to ktv.. and i ask wanna go clubbing @ DB? he reply i call you back in five mins... this five mins is so long.. (-_-") Zzzz.... till now the five mins is not up yet... i was so sad and down.. lucky there is "Toro" to chat with me throughout the journey to DB...

Met up with some wlny (new short cut i have learn) frenz.. well i know.. i was a bit AS (anti social) yah sorry frenz... really not in the mood to get to know.. cos.. i am not myself.. ?? no bah.. was thinking where and why he did not call me... that night think was the night i drank the least but dance the most already bah.. i was hoping through dancing i could forget all about my worried... those problem i have last year.. and not to think of him.. i guess i am just stupid of me..

But... got touch again by him... we were sms-ing again when i was sitting outside 7-11.. he ask why i still not going home.. i told him.. they still sitting there drinking and i was so tired... minds are runnign wildly.... he say he come and fetch me... was touch by that cos.. in the evening i told him i not meeting him.. after so much planning of fishing...i know he got a bit of angry of it.. but haiz... i wanted to meet the other so badly... yet in the end... i still not able to meet.. what is the use??

Sunday 02/01/05

woah.. never again i am able to sleep till so late... i woke up at 3pm.. half my day was gone.. but the weather is so good... to sleep... Zzzzzzzzzz.... sms ah jie again.. met up with him and his frenz to eat my so called breakfast... haha... after that went pool again and ktv... but this time i did not sing.. i know i cannot liao.. my voice all gone wrong.. haha i dun think they wish to listen to killign chicken and ducks.. wahahah and there goes my sunday.... so tired....