Fate Game.. (-_-)

well.. i deeply insdie my heart i believe in fate very much.. and it has actually proven... that day friday i was actually very down in mood.. that day was the first time after i have break off with Lex and i use the helmet he had bought for me.. and fate made fun of me by letting me saw his bike at Gain City ... and i got a stupid request to ask Eric to made a U-turn to let me double check... and my heart shatter once more.. it is confirm that was his bike.. his fav white horse which i dun have chance to sit on it anymore.. *sob* to me.. it was really all so fate as after so long i did not wear the helmet and just when i use the helmet i saw his bike.. the feeling was.. i was actually so near to him but his heart to me is so far... (T.T) cannot stop myself from thinking of him everyday ... misses start to pile more and more in my heart.. sometime even cannot stop myself to actually wanted to go to Gain City and just to look at him.. but what is the use to look when i cannot even to talk to him.. even i talk what is the use if i cannot hug and kiss him the way i used too.. it is like human are greedy they want more and more thing from ppl they just cannot stop..