(-_-") I am confused

Is today a good day for me? below is what i have receive in the morning...


mayb the desert nv will habe the rain coming passby says:
new yr ahead , take care

message received at 11.37am on 19/01/2005

I am shock to receive it.. i began to be blur about the fate which is playing around me.. who is the person who send me this? It is him.. only him can made my heart turn upside down.. i dunno why will he suddenly message me.. i am so surprise.. cos i have been thinking of him very very often recently... i am giving myself hope again.. maybe i should do what they suggest go try.. you dun try you will not know the result but.. i am more scare to get hurt now.. very please.. i have been crying a lot recently so tired le..

what should i be doing and thinking?.....