well a surprise i get yesterday... (*_^)
when i was about to go out of office to meet nerd nerd they all for dinner at J8, my receptionist Joey suddenly run in with a bouquet in her hands shouting "Amy !! Amy!! you have admirer wor.. got flowers leh!! " at first i thought she was joking cos my mind went blank.. cannot think who will it be to send me flower.. my first instint was cannot be "shawn" he has already lost hope in me and there no special occasion for me leh... and guess who gave me this surprise? MJ..
hmm i have ask why give me flower?? he say nothing special just passby the florist so buy it... haiz....
Friday, January 28, 2005
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
hmm... bad headache ...
well suddenly find i did not update my blog for a week maybe it is time to put something in.. well did not went to Db last week.. haiz.. last minute change venue to China Black hmm well first time there so was kinda curious.. wtf.. the ppl there so attitude.. if i am the boss confirm ask him pack up go home.. kaoz.. well whatever bah.. the place there not my cup of tea.. dun really like the songs there.. so my dancing was like so stone .. they keep asking me to change style haha how to when the song sucks.. wahahah
but was very "qiao" saw my secondary school frenz when walking to China black and a friendster frenz.. haha quite paisei for the second one cos when i see him i keep shouting "kan dao le kan dao le" haha but well my "kan dao le" left a very deep impression to him wor..
erm.. main purpose i came in here to write blog was becos of ah jie.. haiz.. how can a guy to be so good and sweet.. this is the first one who really do everything all out for me.. haiz.. and yet i cannot... well dun wish to talk about it now...
must be curious about what he did? no not mix nuts this time... haha *shy*
Well it all becos of my hp.. was low batt so ah jie thought i overslept, can you guess what he did? he drive to my home thinking i might be late for work and wanted to send me to work.. when i finally got into office i put in the plug and charge the phone.. and receive his call... haha and he told me that he is at serangoon now.. again.. i got touch by what he did..
I really hope i could have those time machine to travel to future ... i really want to know who is the one be spending the rest of his life with me... if it is not him.. i hope he dun spend too much efforts and get back nothing.. i will be guilty...
PS: Kor stop checking my spelling mistake... you know what i am typing so no need to change one loh.. okay lah going to prepare to go class soon.. tata cya guys...
but was very "qiao" saw my secondary school frenz when walking to China black and a friendster frenz.. haha quite paisei for the second one cos when i see him i keep shouting "kan dao le kan dao le" haha but well my "kan dao le" left a very deep impression to him wor..
erm.. main purpose i came in here to write blog was becos of ah jie.. haiz.. how can a guy to be so good and sweet.. this is the first one who really do everything all out for me.. haiz.. and yet i cannot... well dun wish to talk about it now...
must be curious about what he did? no not mix nuts this time... haha *shy*
Well it all becos of my hp.. was low batt so ah jie thought i overslept, can you guess what he did? he drive to my home thinking i might be late for work and wanted to send me to work.. when i finally got into office i put in the plug and charge the phone.. and receive his call... haha and he told me that he is at serangoon now.. again.. i got touch by what he did..
I really hope i could have those time machine to travel to future ... i really want to know who is the one be spending the rest of his life with me... if it is not him.. i hope he dun spend too much efforts and get back nothing.. i will be guilty...
PS: Kor stop checking my spelling mistake... you know what i am typing so no need to change one loh.. okay lah going to prepare to go class soon.. tata cya guys...
Thursday, January 20, 2005
Long Weekend...
Well it is coming to the end of a week.. one more week and it be the end of January 2005.. (*_^)
tomolo night be going DB, hope i will not get drunk wor... haha and also my study time has come got to study for this few week.. i am hoping to get distintion for exam.. aiming high hope to get high too.. (^_^)
maybe i am thinking too much for Lex,.. this morning message him thank and hope you do well for his work too.. what i was thinking man.. hope he could start conversation with me? how are you been doing.. i miss you badly? haha guess i am thinking too too much .. haiz...
Okay that is all for today.. well when i come back should have more to write bah.. cya
tomolo night be going DB, hope i will not get drunk wor... haha and also my study time has come got to study for this few week.. i am hoping to get distintion for exam.. aiming high hope to get high too.. (^_^)
maybe i am thinking too much for Lex,.. this morning message him thank and hope you do well for his work too.. what i was thinking man.. hope he could start conversation with me? how are you been doing.. i miss you badly? haha guess i am thinking too too much .. haiz...
Okay that is all for today.. well when i come back should have more to write bah.. cya
Kor i am faster !!!
Artist: Jamelia Lyrics
Song: Superstar Lyrics
People always talk about (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
All the things their all about (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
Write it on a piece of paper,
Got a feeling i'll see you later.
There's something bout this,
Lets keep it moving,
And if its good lets just get something cooking.
Coz i really wanna rock with you,
I'm feeling some connection to the things you do.
(you do, you do).
[Chorus:]
I dont know what it is,
That makes me feel like this,
I dont know who you are,
But you must be some kind of superstar,
Coz you got all eyes on you no matter where you are,
(you just make me wanna play)
Baby take a look around (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
Everybody's getting down (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
Deal with all the problems later,
Bad boys on their best behaviour.
There's something bout you,
Lets keep it moving,
And if it's good lets just get something cooking,
Coz i really wanna rock with you,
I'm feeling some connection to the things you do,
(you do, you do).
I don't know what it is,
That makes me feel like this,
I don't know who you are,
But you must be some kind of superstar,
Coz you got all eyes on you no matter where you are,
(you just make me wanna play).
I like the way your movin' (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
I just get into the groove and then (you just make me wanna play),
If you just put pen to paper (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
Got that feeling i'll see you later.
Make your move, can we get a little closer,
You rock it just like you're supposed to,
Hey boy i ain't got nothing more to say,
Coz you just make me wanna play,
i don't know what it is,
That makes me feel like this,
i don't know,Gotta be, gotta be a superstar,
All eyes on you.
[Chorus x2]
Song: Superstar Lyrics
People always talk about (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
All the things their all about (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
Write it on a piece of paper,
Got a feeling i'll see you later.
There's something bout this,
Lets keep it moving,
And if its good lets just get something cooking.
Coz i really wanna rock with you,
I'm feeling some connection to the things you do.
(you do, you do).
[Chorus:]
I dont know what it is,
That makes me feel like this,
I dont know who you are,
But you must be some kind of superstar,
Coz you got all eyes on you no matter where you are,
(you just make me wanna play)
Baby take a look around (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
Everybody's getting down (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
Deal with all the problems later,
Bad boys on their best behaviour.
There's something bout you,
Lets keep it moving,
And if it's good lets just get something cooking,
Coz i really wanna rock with you,
I'm feeling some connection to the things you do,
(you do, you do).
I don't know what it is,
That makes me feel like this,
I don't know who you are,
But you must be some kind of superstar,
Coz you got all eyes on you no matter where you are,
(you just make me wanna play).
I like the way your movin' (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
I just get into the groove and then (you just make me wanna play),
If you just put pen to paper (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
Got that feeling i'll see you later.
Make your move, can we get a little closer,
You rock it just like you're supposed to,
Hey boy i ain't got nothing more to say,
Coz you just make me wanna play,
i don't know what it is,
That makes me feel like this,
i don't know,Gotta be, gotta be a superstar,
All eyes on you.
[Chorus x2]
(-_-") I am confused
Is today a good day for me? below is what i have receive in the morning...
mayb the desert nv will habe the rain coming passby says:
new yr ahead , take care
message received at 11.37am on 19/01/2005
I am shock to receive it.. i began to be blur about the fate which is playing around me.. who is the person who send me this? It is him.. only him can made my heart turn upside down.. i dunno why will he suddenly message me.. i am so surprise.. cos i have been thinking of him very very often recently... i am giving myself hope again.. maybe i should do what they suggest go try.. you dun try you will not know the result but.. i am more scare to get hurt now.. very please.. i have been crying a lot recently so tired le..
what should i be doing and thinking?.....
mayb the desert nv will habe the rain coming passby says:
new yr ahead , take care
message received at 11.37am on 19/01/2005
I am shock to receive it.. i began to be blur about the fate which is playing around me.. who is the person who send me this? It is him.. only him can made my heart turn upside down.. i dunno why will he suddenly message me.. i am so surprise.. cos i have been thinking of him very very often recently... i am giving myself hope again.. maybe i should do what they suggest go try.. you dun try you will not know the result but.. i am more scare to get hurt now.. very please.. i have been crying a lot recently so tired le..
what should i be doing and thinking?.....
A bad day (yesterday)
well i dunno what come into me ... maybe becos jie send me an sms "miss you" i was shock cos guess he getting deeper into the relation with me.. i have to stop him.. i cannot commit to anyone now.. but in the end i spoilt the day for us as both turn out to be very unhappy becos of me.. sorry..
Thomas finally cannot take it and bring out why i always ignore him recently.. i dunno frankly speaking i really dunno.. but i feel really i should let him go.. although we have happy moment i guess this fews years there are more unhappy than happy bah.. (-_-) he told me he want to find a gal that can be his future wife.. yet the person he find want only to play now and not settle.. deep in my heart i feel pain i cry but not letting him know.. i guess last night was a painful night for three person cos three did not sleep well after that bah...
IF
In this world there is a lot of "IF"
If i did not left Thomas i will not get to know Jasper, Mingjie, Ah Wee and i will not go out that often also...
If i am still with Thomas i will not get hurt by "him"
If i am with Thomas guess i am already preparing to get married already...
So much of IF and yet there nothing we could do to turn back the time.. but i never regret to know you all guys k.. and "him" not from him i will not know i am actually so bad and hurtful when i break others heart... not for "him" i will not know.. misses is a so hurtful and painful thingy.. i will never want to hurt anyone..
Thomas finally cannot take it and bring out why i always ignore him recently.. i dunno frankly speaking i really dunno.. but i feel really i should let him go.. although we have happy moment i guess this fews years there are more unhappy than happy bah.. (-_-) he told me he want to find a gal that can be his future wife.. yet the person he find want only to play now and not settle.. deep in my heart i feel pain i cry but not letting him know.. i guess last night was a painful night for three person cos three did not sleep well after that bah...
IF
In this world there is a lot of "IF"
If i did not left Thomas i will not get to know Jasper, Mingjie, Ah Wee and i will not go out that often also...
If i am still with Thomas i will not get hurt by "him"
If i am with Thomas guess i am already preparing to get married already...
So much of IF and yet there nothing we could do to turn back the time.. but i never regret to know you all guys k.. and "him" not from him i will not know i am actually so bad and hurtful when i break others heart... not for "him" i will not know.. misses is a so hurtful and painful thingy.. i will never want to hurt anyone..
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Haha.. Fate really exist?
hmm well finally went to eat pizza yesterday night.. and guess who i saw? Daniel.. Avan frenz... i remember there is once i could not met up with him cos i have to meet nerd and he is meeting his frenz but both is at amk.. so i say.. see we got fate to meet loh... in the end we did not see each other.. i thought he long forget about the fate thingy but last night was so "pong qiao" when i was looking up and i saw him... and he sms me.."hmm... fate" whahaha yah... fate...
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Fate Game.. (-_-)
well.. i deeply insdie my heart i believe in fate very much.. and it has actually proven... that day friday i was actually very down in mood.. that day was the first time after i have break off with Lex and i use the helmet he had bought for me.. and fate made fun of me by letting me saw his bike at Gain City ... and i got a stupid request to ask Eric to made a U-turn to let me double check... and my heart shatter once more.. it is confirm that was his bike.. his fav white horse which i dun have chance to sit on it anymore.. *sob* to me.. it was really all so fate as after so long i did not wear the helmet and just when i use the helmet i saw his bike.. the feeling was.. i was actually so near to him but his heart to me is so far... (T.T) cannot stop myself from thinking of him everyday ... misses start to pile more and more in my heart.. sometime even cannot stop myself to actually wanted to go to Gain City and just to look at him.. but what is the use to look when i cannot even to talk to him.. even i talk what is the use if i cannot hug and kiss him the way i used too.. it is like human are greedy they want more and more thing from ppl they just cannot stop..
Thursday, January 13, 2005
Heart is broken again and again, When will it get repair?
Was very busy in the morning ... just to do the LC cost my morning gone ... after lunch was rushing another LC in order to take both to bank for submit... and while on the cab back to office it some sort pass by suntec and sim place... well the place Lex used to work and bring me to... memories start to flash back to the time i was with him... recall what they say about him at the coffeeshop.. those games we play.. those guessing game and his action... i guess the taxi uncle must be thinking i am crazy cos i can't help to smile when i recall.. it was kinda like paisei.. haha
Hmm now began to feel ah jie a bit processive too.. (-_-) ytd night i was chasing him to go sleep.. guess he know i might call others if i not sleeping yet and so keep chatting with me .. refuse to turn in too... i dun like to be like this... kinda have those being control feeling...
This morning... nothing much le.. just wanted to note now inside this blog actually i still remember those bits and pieces of Lex.. when will i have a day i might forget him and those memory slowly fade away... i guess.. hard bah...
Hmm now began to feel ah jie a bit processive too.. (-_-) ytd night i was chasing him to go sleep.. guess he know i might call others if i not sleeping yet and so keep chatting with me .. refuse to turn in too... i dun like to be like this... kinda have those being control feeling...
This morning... nothing much le.. just wanted to note now inside this blog actually i still remember those bits and pieces of Lex.. when will i have a day i might forget him and those memory slowly fade away... i guess.. hard bah...
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
Project And Running Out Of Time..
Haiz... project need to give a draft on thu.. yet i still have not do much.. haiz... worse no PC..
Help!!!
Haiz... i am trouble by problem ... ytd meet up with ah wee... get to know what happen to him that time.. b4 we lost contact and he tell me.. wants to woo me another time... i dunno what to answer him.. ppl scold him BAKA.. yes i find him is... i agree i am not good.. but i did believe me.. i did tell him to accept who is good to him rather than me.. but he say.. anyone can say that but not me cos he be very angry to hear it from me.. well.. i am sorry.. i really very bad.. he treat me very good too... the mousse incident.. i did not know about it till ytd night.. i get "gang dong" again... so who and who... who i should chose who i should avoid????
One more funny thing was... ahwee told me i can see ah jie like you a lot .. i was stunt..!! he has been observing since the day i start to get sms from him.. he is angry abt ah jie.. haha why will we talk about ah jie.. orr i ask wee will he do what ah jie do? ( the nuts thing) haiz... each has is good point...
But think bro is right.. everyone is possible except him... i saw his status... guess actually he has been single all this while.. heart broken..but guess might not becos of me.. but i am too... i am not sure does he know... i know... after so long i still care about what he will put in msn... try to figure how he is now... i still remember that is once he put "waiting for you, waiting for you to kiss me in the night" well recently den i know it was not what he want to say but a song lyrics... maybe it might to others gals to kiss him bah... not me.. i am not that lucky...
Well i shall end it here.. b4 i start to think wild again... i have not been sleeping well.. always wake up in the middle of the night thinking of him.. kinda tired out myself so i always make myself occupied in the day and tired so that i can sleep in the night....
tata wish me luck that i will not fall asleep in class bah.. keke..
Help!!!
Haiz... i am trouble by problem ... ytd meet up with ah wee... get to know what happen to him that time.. b4 we lost contact and he tell me.. wants to woo me another time... i dunno what to answer him.. ppl scold him BAKA.. yes i find him is... i agree i am not good.. but i did believe me.. i did tell him to accept who is good to him rather than me.. but he say.. anyone can say that but not me cos he be very angry to hear it from me.. well.. i am sorry.. i really very bad.. he treat me very good too... the mousse incident.. i did not know about it till ytd night.. i get "gang dong" again... so who and who... who i should chose who i should avoid????
One more funny thing was... ahwee told me i can see ah jie like you a lot .. i was stunt..!! he has been observing since the day i start to get sms from him.. he is angry abt ah jie.. haha why will we talk about ah jie.. orr i ask wee will he do what ah jie do? ( the nuts thing) haiz... each has is good point...
But think bro is right.. everyone is possible except him... i saw his status... guess actually he has been single all this while.. heart broken..but guess might not becos of me.. but i am too... i am not sure does he know... i know... after so long i still care about what he will put in msn... try to figure how he is now... i still remember that is once he put "waiting for you, waiting for you to kiss me in the night" well recently den i know it was not what he want to say but a song lyrics... maybe it might to others gals to kiss him bah... not me.. i am not that lucky...
Well i shall end it here.. b4 i start to think wild again... i have not been sleeping well.. always wake up in the middle of the night thinking of him.. kinda tired out myself so i always make myself occupied in the day and tired so that i can sleep in the night....
tata wish me luck that i will not fall asleep in class bah.. keke..
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
Secong Week Of January 2005
Hmm i know... you all going to scold me for not updating of my blog everyday.. but you all got see or not.. everytime my blog will sure be a long long one.. so need time mah.. lydat so no need to write everyday heehee all the excuses... haiz.. maybe going to have less time to write blog this few weeks too... rushing for project and my dear nerd nerd and jass has already come up a conclusion not to go out that often during weekdays and weekends... haiz... kinda sian but time for me to rest too.. very tired and not enough sleep.. everyday like wah kaoz.. i look like a panda man.... hahah
Well bro.. I hereby swear too.. I WILL NOT GO DBL O AGAIN !!!
wah kaoz... it is really sucks there but the drink really cheap but probably not everyone find out those volka also not much of alcholic inside too.. but me.. haiz.. poor drinker also can get drunk... and the history repeat itself again... i got drunk (-_-") wei... stop laughing if you are k? it is not i want.. who ask me to be a poor guesser too.. keep lose so drink loh... and drink liao vomit loh.. make myself so cham.. think i can go on diet liao.. after that night i eat very small portion of food.. and always got to force it down... and worse of all.. i get hungry easy ...
Saturday went out with Ah jie.. keke just me and him.. very long time did not go out just two of us le... well mostly i will drag nerd and jass alone.. i can see sometimes he want to go out just me and him... but i always give stunt.. haha overall not bad..haha manage to drive my way down to orchard.. i was so panick when come to parking.. but he assure yes i can do it.. and indeed i did (",) ....we went to watch that "Baobei Zai" so lame.. okay one thing i have to mention.. he bought two nuts to eat in the cinema and he know that i only eat peanuts and you know what he did? the mixed nut.. b4 the show start he already keep munching with the others and pass it to me and say " nah all the peanuts.." deep down in my feeling i was touch by the way he treat me since day 1.. really 'Gan Dong' but... i dunno i still dun wanna settle down.. (-_-")
After that was to changi to see "pretty gals" .. they are really so pretty k... i look so down down on myself... and while we are on our way out heading to changi airport.. his phone rang.. it was a gal.. well a bit jealous.. i can say but we have our freedom to have others frenz mah.. so what it is a gal right.. dunno le.. after he told me about this gal i was a bit like angry down down mood.. haha got a moment feel like aiya you send me home.. den go meet her and send her back too.. but i did not cos did not wish to quarrel... den went to Changi airport to have our breakfast at Burger King at 3 am in the morning... haha kinda cute right.. hmm not bad lah.. but i still perfer my mac big breakfast... it has been a long time i did not eat that liao.. if weekend i did not go out too late should be able to eat.. haha
hmm next was sunday... kinda sian.. wake up a few times becos of phone.. alarm, call... sms... and more sian got to meet up CLM classmates to discuss of project thingy... haiz... tired... very low moral...
Well bro.. I hereby swear too.. I WILL NOT GO DBL O AGAIN !!!
wah kaoz... it is really sucks there but the drink really cheap but probably not everyone find out those volka also not much of alcholic inside too.. but me.. haiz.. poor drinker also can get drunk... and the history repeat itself again... i got drunk (-_-") wei... stop laughing if you are k? it is not i want.. who ask me to be a poor guesser too.. keep lose so drink loh... and drink liao vomit loh.. make myself so cham.. think i can go on diet liao.. after that night i eat very small portion of food.. and always got to force it down... and worse of all.. i get hungry easy ...
Saturday went out with Ah jie.. keke just me and him.. very long time did not go out just two of us le... well mostly i will drag nerd and jass alone.. i can see sometimes he want to go out just me and him... but i always give stunt.. haha overall not bad..haha manage to drive my way down to orchard.. i was so panick when come to parking.. but he assure yes i can do it.. and indeed i did (",) ....we went to watch that "Baobei Zai" so lame.. okay one thing i have to mention.. he bought two nuts to eat in the cinema and he know that i only eat peanuts and you know what he did? the mixed nut.. b4 the show start he already keep munching with the others and pass it to me and say " nah all the peanuts.." deep down in my feeling i was touch by the way he treat me since day 1.. really 'Gan Dong' but... i dunno i still dun wanna settle down.. (-_-")
After that was to changi to see "pretty gals" .. they are really so pretty k... i look so down down on myself... and while we are on our way out heading to changi airport.. his phone rang.. it was a gal.. well a bit jealous.. i can say but we have our freedom to have others frenz mah.. so what it is a gal right.. dunno le.. after he told me about this gal i was a bit like angry down down mood.. haha got a moment feel like aiya you send me home.. den go meet her and send her back too.. but i did not cos did not wish to quarrel... den went to Changi airport to have our breakfast at Burger King at 3 am in the morning... haha kinda cute right.. hmm not bad lah.. but i still perfer my mac big breakfast... it has been a long time i did not eat that liao.. if weekend i did not go out too late should be able to eat.. haha
hmm next was sunday... kinda sian.. wake up a few times becos of phone.. alarm, call... sms... and more sian got to meet up CLM classmates to discuss of project thingy... haiz... tired... very low moral...
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Happy New Year!!
*yawnz* a belated greeting huh? yah i agree.. erm ... all becos i dun have a pc at home.. so got to wait till when i got back in office to work den i am able to use... haiz... a bad starting though... got sick.. down with cough.. and flu...
okay a recap what i have been spending my holiday too..
Friday 31/12/04
A bad planning for the dinner.. was expect to meet up at 7pm to go MS (not mohd sultan, but marina south) for dinner... and last min there was changes yet no guys told the gals about it and in the end.. i got to ask the other frenz of mine to send me there... well i know.. he is really good to me.. this was the first good he done for me.. later have more...
Bad bad day... just started to eat for about.. erm... 15 mins? it start to rain again... zzzzz....
Decide to pa pool first to let the rain stop first... in the end it was about time to countdown we were still rushing down the food into our stomach..
KK and Jass went down to Frenz place first and me plus two gals was waiting to sit another frenz car down.. well i understand how nerd feel.. actually wanted to bring her sis to count down have a feel of the atmosphere but was pull back by me.. (-_-") kinda guilty.. but never mind.. we will have another one again soon.. :)
btw.. jass where is the mahjong?? always did not get to play...
Saturday 01/01/05
Kinda down down mood... not able to jio ppl out to accompany me.. but still manage to get one "Toro"... but i just dun undertsand ... really meeting a person can be so hard... i wanted to pass him things... and yet he was not out yet.. and worse of all.. i waited till night to ask what time they be meeting.. he told me might not be going to ktv.. and i ask wanna go clubbing @ DB? he reply i call you back in five mins... this five mins is so long.. (-_-") Zzzz.... till now the five mins is not up yet... i was so sad and down.. lucky there is "Toro" to chat with me throughout the journey to DB...
Met up with some wlny (new short cut i have learn) frenz.. well i know.. i was a bit AS (anti social) yah sorry frenz... really not in the mood to get to know.. cos.. i am not myself.. ?? no bah.. was thinking where and why he did not call me... that night think was the night i drank the least but dance the most already bah.. i was hoping through dancing i could forget all about my worried... those problem i have last year.. and not to think of him.. i guess i am just stupid of me..
But... got touch again by him... we were sms-ing again when i was sitting outside 7-11.. he ask why i still not going home.. i told him.. they still sitting there drinking and i was so tired... minds are runnign wildly.... he say he come and fetch me... was touch by that cos.. in the evening i told him i not meeting him.. after so much planning of fishing...i know he got a bit of angry of it.. but haiz... i wanted to meet the other so badly... yet in the end... i still not able to meet.. what is the use??
Sunday 02/01/05
woah.. never again i am able to sleep till so late... i woke up at 3pm.. half my day was gone.. but the weather is so good... to sleep... Zzzzzzzzzz.... sms ah jie again.. met up with him and his frenz to eat my so called breakfast... haha... after that went pool again and ktv... but this time i did not sing.. i know i cannot liao.. my voice all gone wrong.. haha i dun think they wish to listen to killign chicken and ducks.. wahahah and there goes my sunday.... so tired....
okay a recap what i have been spending my holiday too..
Friday 31/12/04
A bad planning for the dinner.. was expect to meet up at 7pm to go MS (not mohd sultan, but marina south) for dinner... and last min there was changes yet no guys told the gals about it and in the end.. i got to ask the other frenz of mine to send me there... well i know.. he is really good to me.. this was the first good he done for me.. later have more...
Bad bad day... just started to eat for about.. erm... 15 mins? it start to rain again... zzzzz....
Decide to pa pool first to let the rain stop first... in the end it was about time to countdown we were still rushing down the food into our stomach..
KK and Jass went down to Frenz place first and me plus two gals was waiting to sit another frenz car down.. well i understand how nerd feel.. actually wanted to bring her sis to count down have a feel of the atmosphere but was pull back by me.. (-_-") kinda guilty.. but never mind.. we will have another one again soon.. :)
btw.. jass where is the mahjong?? always did not get to play...
Saturday 01/01/05
Kinda down down mood... not able to jio ppl out to accompany me.. but still manage to get one "Toro"... but i just dun undertsand ... really meeting a person can be so hard... i wanted to pass him things... and yet he was not out yet.. and worse of all.. i waited till night to ask what time they be meeting.. he told me might not be going to ktv.. and i ask wanna go clubbing @ DB? he reply i call you back in five mins... this five mins is so long.. (-_-") Zzzz.... till now the five mins is not up yet... i was so sad and down.. lucky there is "Toro" to chat with me throughout the journey to DB...
Met up with some wlny (new short cut i have learn) frenz.. well i know.. i was a bit AS (anti social) yah sorry frenz... really not in the mood to get to know.. cos.. i am not myself.. ?? no bah.. was thinking where and why he did not call me... that night think was the night i drank the least but dance the most already bah.. i was hoping through dancing i could forget all about my worried... those problem i have last year.. and not to think of him.. i guess i am just stupid of me..
But... got touch again by him... we were sms-ing again when i was sitting outside 7-11.. he ask why i still not going home.. i told him.. they still sitting there drinking and i was so tired... minds are runnign wildly.... he say he come and fetch me... was touch by that cos.. in the evening i told him i not meeting him.. after so much planning of fishing...i know he got a bit of angry of it.. but haiz... i wanted to meet the other so badly... yet in the end... i still not able to meet.. what is the use??
Sunday 02/01/05
woah.. never again i am able to sleep till so late... i woke up at 3pm.. half my day was gone.. but the weather is so good... to sleep... Zzzzzzzzzz.... sms ah jie again.. met up with him and his frenz to eat my so called breakfast... haha... after that went pool again and ktv... but this time i did not sing.. i know i cannot liao.. my voice all gone wrong.. haha i dun think they wish to listen to killign chicken and ducks.. wahahah and there goes my sunday.... so tired....
