Tired & Sleepy Mode.. Zzz...

Wednesday liao... getting very tired this week again.. due to? Study and work.. think i am still not use to the timing of sleeping late... today very stone...

Lunch time i have a lot of mixed feeling...

Went out with my two guys to buy lunch.. when get into the car we were listening to FM93.3 (Music Diary) today story was about a gal who are not able to forget her first love and get into another new relationship. The new relationship last for almost two years but during the times there are quarrel and fights... but she knew this guy like her a lot and care for her... what touches me is.. she have the same thinking as me, just wanted to find a guy who cares and concern to her maybe after that get married with him and bear two cute children... ( that was once my dreams too) (-_-)

Think you all will think the story will stop here.. no.. the gal broke off with the second guy and went back to the first love eventually.. but one good thing is she still find that that guy is her "zui ai" and who she really really wants to spend her lifetime with him... it just that they know in the wrong time but one lucky thing is she still manage to find out what her hearts want... and just in time b4 she get to a wrong guy...

I agree not everyone will be able to be like her to live till the end of time with the one you really love... but after i listen to this story.. i feel like crying and a moment of touch... and in my mind all the while flashing with a guy... a guy who always be behind me to protect and love me with all his might... I know how much he stand in my heart.. a lot alot.. but things that happen around me recently make me drop the idea to say all out to him.. and so i always hurting him with my words... i am sorry ... *sob*....

So when i get back to my office... i pick my phone up to sms him... to tell him i love him a lot and i treasure him a lot... Let pray hard to see what the future will happen and hope i could be like the lady ... to be able to live till old with my "zui ai"