Tuesday, December 21, 2004

How Should I Made You All Happy??

This is what i ask Ren about... well answer is he wish to go back to the past and live without worries.. well this is something i cannot make it happen cos i cannot turn back time and worries is just things that get involves with us when we grow up.. knowns as "the parts of growing up"

I dun like to see unhappiness in my frenz eyes cos.. sadness is not good... i try my best to be happy when i am with them.. not wanting them to worry for me.. but on the other way round "ni men ye yao xin fu wor" have happiness will have no sadness...

Yesterday night was chatting with Thomas... well told him what i was thinking and the problem now we are facing... well communication is something most couple will face when come to long term relationship bah.. sometime tend to mind so much what he/she say and in the end get angry or even quarrel...

He agree.. but i got a very bad habit wor.. while talking to him i was watching tv too.. so haha i did not catch some parts what he is telling me.. cos he is like mumbling too so in the end i chose to forget not to catch what he say liao, or he going to scold me.. ;p

Today have a urgent thingy happen... hmm.. trouble about it and thinking how to make the person happy... future things we will not know what will happen and do... we can only go through step by step but... if i know if walk this step i will get hurt i will not do it.. that is partly my reason why i dun wanna call "him" again... just standing far away to know he is alright and happy.. (although he is not happy [-_-] ) if i call i will a hurting answer so i rather run away.. and grief over those thing what i should not done...

Okay lah going off liao , hope everything will turn out well for "that person"...


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