WHEN THINGS LIKE MEMORIES ARE TO BE GONE LET THEM GO. NO POINTTHINK ABOUT IT CAUSE IT'LL NOT BRING YOU TO ANYWHERE BUT A WHOLE HEARTLY OF SADNESS. I UNDERSTAND MEMORIES CAN'T BE FORGOTTEN NOR OVERWRITE BYANOTHER, BUT THERE'S WAYS TO LET THEM BE SWEET RATHER DEN SOUR. KEEP THINKING OF THESE SAD THINGS WILL ONLY BE CRUEL TO YOURSELF AND SELFISH TO PEOPLE WHO LOVES YOU. THIS MORNINGI'VE BEEN WONDERING WHAT MAKES YOU SO UNHAPPY... IT IS NOT AS SIMPLE AS FLOWER DROP, IT IS SAD MEMORIES THAT COME BACK. HUMAN NATURE IS LIKE THEY ALWAYS TREASURE MOST ON THOSETHINGS THEY ARE UNABLE TO GET. SEEING YOU LIKE THIS HURTS ME TOO.. MAYBE SADNESS COME TO YOU IS PART OF MY FAULT TOO, THE HAPPINESS I BOUGHT TO YOU IS NOT ENOUGH TO TEMPORARY ERASE THEM. BUT THERE IS SOMETHING I WANT YOU TO ALWAYS REMEMBER, IF ONE DAY SOMEHOW IF I AM GONE.. WHENEVER YOU NEEDEDME, I WILL ALWAYS APPEAR NO MATTER FOR WHAT REASON.

This message was actually from a sms i got from Toro san yesterday.. after i had lunch with him.. i sense something was wrong.. and indeed he read my blog.. but he did not say anything more.. other than understanding me and trying to make me more happy yesterday.
As a compensation.. i cook dinner for him and not forgetting my dad.. we did enjoy yesterday night dinner.. as i manage to cook within an hour with the help of Toro... and it does not taste that bad.. everything was finish .. hee hee lucky.. kekek no more dou ya experience..

As for the story.. i saw the blog.. so it has been move.. Princess have to do something in order to save the Prince.. I am wondering what will the Princess do.. i wish that to have a happy ending too..
Trying hard to get over.. i am trying.. i dunno what should i be doing actually le.. there a time limit.. a limit or a so call deadline.. haiz.. i dunno.. i really dunno.. although at this moment i should not have say dunno anymore.. no chance to run away from all this responsible le.. no escape..