Counting down to the days.. 3 more days.. it be the decision day.. i guess there is nothing much to talk about le.. no point.. have you ever ask yourself are you happy now? Happy with what you have now? Contented with what you get?

I am greedy.. guess human nature all human are greedy.. they will not be satisfied by what they have now.. there is always room for improve.. Nothing is Enough.. even love...

Mind game i am tired to play le.. Tactics to get what i want i dun wish to do that le.. Force a person to make a decision to get a force i dunno how to handle le..

What i want to do now? Disappear with someone i love and he love me too... but who thats? who is that i love ?

From the start of my life.. never want anyone to get hurt.. never to hurt anyone.. tryign hard to protected everyone around me.. but it seem i am hurting them more through the way i am protecting them.. Stupid of me.. no wonder Toro always scold me that.. i am stupid.. always a pig!!!

While typing i heard dao dai.. was it fated? I once promised a guy i will learn this song and sing to him.. till now.. i still not able to do that.. to sing for him..

It is hard to make a decision.. hard to give a answer.. cos in this world there a feeling call regret.. whoever that i let go.. i might regret.. cos human will always treasure those that are not able to get and not those they have now.. Right?

Think back.. who dun always think of their past loves .. and ask themselves.. if this does not happen... will we still be togehter?