Today is tuesday le.. yesterday just went to office for a fews hours and i go back home.. my stomach pain is back.. and again they cannot check what is going on in my body.. haiz.. endure endure..

Well guess a month of sweetness in my relationship.. here come the realistics of this world.. although we tried not to quarrel .. but guess we both have the limit.. i am wondering who will blow up first.. i am so scare it be a bad outcome.. i dunno.. alot of things i do will make him unhappy.. and unhappy is not a thingy i want to give him.. standing between those things i do and his happiness.. i really dunno what to do.. but i dun wish to lie.. so everytime when i tell him those things he will tends to get angry.. and i know he is swallowing all inside .. but that is not good.. in the end.. when he blow up.. everything that he is unhappy will all come out.. cos he is just like me.. i really dunno what i can do le...