Suddenly got those down down feeling.. guess better note it down.. so when people dun know what had happen to me and i have a change of attitude they will know why...

This morning get into office have not eat my breakfast already got lots of stuff to rush.. in the end.. haiz.. my breakfast turn to be my lunch.. den after lunch break got to rush for my shipment.. so again i start to pack, prepare invoices again for the rest of the afternoon till now.. so tired... already no mood to smile le.. even smile make me feel tired..

And i just call my dear 5 mins ago.. guess this the first time i show him my attitude.. *bleh* he told me he is busy, call me back later.. and i hang the phone after saying bye.. normally i will wait for him to say bye too.. haha guess i will get a scolding again later.. but it is ok.. that my fault... haiz...

Do you all ever heard of the "cave" thingy??
Last fews days dar was just saying he will seal up his cave in order not to go in.. cos when guys go into their cave we gers really got no way to pull them out.. and their attitude have the great change/.. it might hurt us too.. haiz.. i guess i might be going into my cave too.. but i am forcing hard not to go in.. not good.. i be very cold... cold feeling...