Sad now.. becos of a lot of things.. an hour ago quarrel with toro .. this is the first time we talk a bit louder and no one wants to take a step back.. guess what.. my heart now feeling mserable and feel like crying... well here come crybaby no 2. why no. 2? cos no. 1 is Janet ma.. haha still can joke should be okay bah...

Another thing is.. Toro san has a ger who loves him alot bah.. I dun wish to say who.. but i guess she hates me alot now.. cos i am with him.. i went to see her friendster profile.. well feelings is to cry out loud.. i guess the one she refers who can never be replaced in her hearts is who.. and now..she is single..
I know i always got stupid idea.. but Gemini is meant to make everyone around her to be happy.. i should just give up.. just like everytime.. cos i know.. we two is always so strong headed
never will give each other way.. but yet trying hard to get along.. just becos of fate... i dunno i dunno.. very mix feeling now... have not been really happy recently.. all those sweet feelings seem to be far away from me.. trying hard to get it back but always when i am close it will go further away...