Monday.. it is a new year eve.. but no half a day for us.. haiz.. cos.. got meeting later on.. so sad but anyway.. office things must solve first too.. anyway today will be quiet day so can have a better chance to talk and will not scare got work pending ..

Hope the coming year will be a good year for everyone

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008


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Something to rant.. very long time got thing to say le.. last weekend was terrible Dear was working 2 days without much rest.. off work on Sunday still have to eat with me then try to pei me as much as possible before able to rest.. but i try to done my part not to disturb him and let him rest and not to forget NOT TO MAKE HIM ANGRY.. so no going to JB, no going to mj session with my colleague.. just simply slack at home..

Actually i prefer this way.. just lying on my bed and keep hugging my dear (shy) make me happy already.. but.. i think he dun quite like it.. when i am too sticky.. haiz aiyo why like that..

Merry Merry Christmas

Ho Ho Ho!!! Merry Christmas everyone..

How was your Christmas? Mine celebrate with a hearty dinner with Janet and boyfriend eating steamboat, play DOTA (3 matches) and coffee at Mr Bean.

Most of the photos are with Janet as she is the one keep snapping with her hp.. haha but also mine is quite blur where i tot it should not be but it did happen..

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS....

1.Ipod Nano Ear phone
2.A HP pouch
(cos i lost mine while on my way to Airport)
3.A good dinner with Dear

This time round.. had a much simple wish to let whoever read this fullfill it.. ha ha cos now this few items is what i have been wanting as I am in need of one.. hehe.. Will my christmas wish comes true??

My Weekend

Last sat was very tired.. but i still decided to go for the ktv outing and as for Dear he went to the Expo IT fair.. where he comment lucky i did not went.. as there is a lots of ppl there.. he intend to buy a portable HDD but the way how those ppl handle the HDD put him off.. haha thanks to those sales.. hehe as for me.. i dun think i quite enjoy the KTV too.. feel a bits lost.. Dear was not with me.. so weird.. cos where ever i go dear is always there with me.. that causes me sometime hope i could be alone so that i am more independent ma.. but it seem.. i getting use of him liao.. the moment he accomodate and let me go sing with my frenz.. i inturn feel lost.. haiz..

A late post.. of what had past.. cos now I am at home alone then remember to upload the cam photos into the pc.. hehe a bit lazy lah..

Was my first time to receive colleague baby one month cake.. hehe,... i guess it cost quite a bomb bah... as the box is in such a pretty and those things inside.. how can you resist it.. hehe..






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I guess my forgetfullness is back.. guess I am too stress again.. that why my mind is so busy with things and i have the tender to ask ppl the same question twice.. haha

Fews weeks ago, one fine Sunday:

BB: Dear, do you want "zhu gan" on your "Bee Hoon"?
YS: no, *shaking head*

*****5 mins later*****

BB: Dear, do you want "zhu gan"?
*YS looking at BB with unbelievable face*
YS: Dear you just ask me that question 5mins ago, and I have told you no....
BB: ........... (-_-")

Today lunch time, thinking where to eat:

BB: So go where eat?
YT: Shall we go Amoy?
*BB walk to the import dept*
CA: Where eat?
BB: Golden Shoe
*BB turn back to YT dept*
BB: Go Golden Shoe!
YT: Orr.. You dun want to go Amoy?
BB: ..... Amoy ok ah! Wait didn't you just tell me that just now..

@#$%& what the hack happen .. I was like not paying any attention on ppl..

I need a break bah.. (^_^)

Which is happening within 48 hrs time.. wahahaha

19/11/2007 - Monday ~blue~

Now.. it is a very good weather to sleep.. how I wish i am now on my cosy bed wrap around my cosy blanket.. keke.. but this is only wish.. even though my stomach is pain of cramp i cannot dun come to work.. just becos I am now fighting alone in my world.. and with a very in-coperative colleague who is going to leave us in 2 weeks time..

Looking forward for this weekend.. hehe.. cos I hope i be able to throw work stuff behind my head and truely enjoy the holiday.. but can I? Can't help but to feel worry..

**4 more days to Hong Kong**

Thursday - The forth day of the week..

today not that busy so have time in the later of day to surf here and there.. and happen to see my dar post a short post on his blog.. target to get his CISSP and MCSE by end of next year.. abit disappointed leh.. not by mid of next year ma?? Actually school fee or exam fee wise.. should not be a problem.. as we have been saving recently too..

**8 days to Hong Kong Disneyland **

It is tuesday and my office got only 4 pax haiz.. one of the import guy MIA , the other one today birthday take leave but quitting too.. so stress for the three of us (Carine, YT) there seem to me this year not a good year for us.. hopefully the coming year it be better

Last weekend went to Novena Garden to eat Tom Yam steamboat.. dunno why dear insist not to try the chilli sauce .. actually it is not spicy at all.. i can even dip a lot to eat.. but overall 4 of us had $80.00 bucks of lunch.. not much stuff yet 20 dollars per person.. should have order 4 pax set lunch.. not enough then order more.. ha ha mis calculate..

*10 more days to hong kong*

Monday blue of the first monday of November..

Note really happy today cos everyone seem to talk to me like i owe them a lot of money.. sob.. am i those person easy to push around?? so angry.. hump hump

Dear having a bad headache now.. hopefully he get home with better if not .. i will massage for him.. hehe..

a secret to tell you.. Dear finally get himself a new phone.. W910i.. but i am not going to change a 3G phone.. wahahah

bye bye *winks*

Last weekend of October

And I will be looking forward for my holiday to Hong kOng next month.. yipee.. but this time round going for the trip make me kind suffer right now.. cos got to save save save.. nothing much actually just feel like blogging and the whole day of friday i have been surfing net doing nothing.. cos i dunno what more new ideas i can come up with to find more cargo for office.. running out of mind le.. boss keep nagging to send out mail to agent.. if they have they should update us right.. i mean use us.. dun tell me they are switching to other.. haiz.. after this month got to worry for next month how to get more business.. why am i doing work like my supervisor le?? headache..

HI Everyone..

Surprise to see me in here bah.. well have to share something worth a laugh that happen yesterday. But to share this laughter I guess i will get chop by Dear.. as he say cannot tell.. but I just cannot help it..

We went Hougang Poing that supermarket yesterday evening.. to buy something to cook tonight and KFC for snack.. haha so he intend to withdraw some cash for this week.. and I told him ok you go withdraw i queue for the KFC..

~10 mins later~

He walk back to get the stuff I was carrying after shopping at NTUC and was on the phone.. getting curious I ask who you calling.. then he told me his atm card got retain by the machine.. hahaha and the worse part of all, he only key in one time the pin, get to chose withdraw how much and even saw his balance of account yet the atm did not dispense any cash to him and his card. He got so upset that thru out the way back home.. he was grumbling why it happen to him.. why must be him.. (did not know Dear could get this naggy too)

**hehe, now he have to maintain half a pack of cigarette for the rest of the week**

Thursday.. this week passes very fast.. but my pms mood very jialat too.. kelian dear have to tolerate my nonsense.. :( this week not that busy too.. not sure why.. the whole month was seem to have cool down without my colleague here.. (as she is currently having her materity leave..) everyone in the office is complaining about my boss.. though he is good.. but he at one go employ 3 new staff and put pressure on us (the old birds) so envy my colleague go on leave without having to trouble by all this..

Tomorrow dear eating dinner with his colleague.. he did ask me along.. but i reject due to those ppl i also dunno them.. but trouble by i have to stay alone at home to wait for him.. which now i began to regret to agree to stay home wait for him.. maybe i was still hoping.. hoping he will let me go out with other frenz other than janet.. ha ha i think i have already know the answer.. Fat hope..

Monday again.. so sian.. it is not that blue but nothing much to do too.. weekend was staying home watching vcd if not watching movie "underdog" at AMK early in the morning and went PS to shop level 1 and 2 and later part meet his mom to go Bugis shop at OG for ladies and computer for him..
Dear was in a confuse state now to decide which Nokia phone he should buy.. N95 or N6110 purpose.. to get a gps phone so that when go Hong Kong we will not get lost there..

Oh oh heard Janet organizing a company trip too.. dunno going where as heard she ask from Dear how much was our Hong Kong trip.. and due to this year company profit heading downward.. we will not have any company trip.. was intending to go for cruise on Nov.. after that I go Hong Kong.. but it all changes it mind.. nvm spend lesser save more for my next year Taiwan..

Friday went out with my mom to Chomp Chomp to had our dinner.. well sis went to TP eat dinner and with the 2 kids i guess she will not feel good too.. so we eat our self.. order lots of side dish and lucky we still manage to finish them.. also Dear know I wanted BBQ chicken wing and bought me 2 pcs to tapao back home.. hehe thanks dear that was sweet

Have I been complaining to you all my work hiccup and the stress level increasing?? I am having serious problem to cope with the work I have having now.. began to wish I am still in the past department without having to worry all this much of work and trying to cover my colleague too.. Began to feel everyone in the office dun quite like me too.. maybe I am too naggy and too much complain heard from me.. something that I must change and learn to accept more to tolerate my colleague and not to flare up or too kan chiong for nothing.. WHERE HAS THE COOL HEADED AMY GONE TOO??

Also did I tell you i actually quite like Dragonfly atmosphere too.. it just that.. budget.. this month we have been overbudget again.. that is why when choon ask are we interest to go Double O on saturday we hestiate... save save save.. in order to be big spender when we are at hong kong.. feeling dear quite looking forward to it.. and becos of this trip we have bought a lots of stuff.. camera and the new upcoming HP.. mine wishlist?? hehe a K850 handphone when it is out.. but not so soon.. waiting for my contact to end first.. hehe..

Oops it seem I nag too much this time round.. better stop..

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Was having another fun to post up the Mid-Autumn festival photos to see who do I look alike.. wahaha i got a much asian face this time..

October 2007

Oh it has already been the month of October already.. and this is my first blog of this month.. haiz last week has been very busy.. it seem like one week i will be busy like hell another week smooth and safety..

Was thinking tonight going to watch movie or tomolo watch two movies at one go. but first of all tonight have to pei mama eat dinner and iron my mountains of clothing first..

So tired still .. recently lost of mood to eat again.. i guess i will start to go skinny again.. i am so sorry to Dear.. he is trying hard to make me grow fat.. but it seem he has to restart again.. maybe make me not to feel so stress for start bah.. haha

Oh oh did i ever tell you all I went St James Power last weekend?? Oh we both like Dragonfly as the song suit us.. but later part when we intend to go back to Dragonfly the whole room was too pack to be able to go in already.. haiz so sad..

Monday blue... ha ha now i am feeling blue cos kinda finish most of my work.. today my colleague not here again.. hope she is fine this morning heard she is feeling contraction.. hmm so scare.. cos she should work till this week then go on leave le.. left me and one more guy.. ha ha hopefully this three months passes smoothly.. if not my staying here at the export side for 3 months plus have been a waste..

Ok wait , Dear if you are reading this blog i got a question to ask you..
How long have we been together now?
3
2
1
Answer !!!

If you think more than 3 sec.. i am ok lah.. cos i forget le too.. who bothers to count everyday right.. most important is to remember each and everyday i am with you and the important dates that is not meant to forget..

This week kinda shiok.. friday went play dota , saturday work but went back Serangoon to sleep , sunday went to dear home for dinner and travel back to Serangoon again.. sleeping on my own bed feel better than staying at his home.. i guess dear should feel that way too.. and with his didi POP and staying at home.. the beds is not enough for so many of us.. i hate squeezing..hehe
So why shiok? cos all the way is sleeping at my home.. though marketing have to go NTUC to buy.. and it was raining.. :(

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Mid-week of the day (Wednesday)

Yesterday finally dear went down to have a short run.. well the route i guess is not long enough cos he was back in 10 mins.. but pants for 30 mins.. which means he need more exercise in the coming future.. Today is his didi POP day.. was planning for a dinner of celebration but in the end his mom reject.. reason : stomach cannot digest wait till a better day bah
Wahahah well that reason was given on Monday and she can foresee the rest of the week not well..

So how is your work recently?
My dear has already began to feel boring on his work.. which only started at his new company for about two months only.. haiz he truely fullfill Gemini character.. haha can't stay on routine job for long.. but guess he will still tahan till his company move to BB bah..
For me.. it has not really been good for the past few days.. or weeks.. always ask Janet to check her work be careful.. actually i will have mistake too de.. my mistake haiz not to mention le.. and now is internally our colleague and colleague relationship getting a bit bad.. i feel quite hurt.. cos i dunno why it happen this way.. i guess guys just could not accept gers as superior bah.. but i was not even a superior to him as i just a backup for everyone in the office.. ha ha pathetic loh.. but what to do.. i enjoy working her.. enjoy the company of all the company here..

Pray with me to hope that things get better soon.

Ello blogger it is Thursday le.. so fast for a week to past.. today i am extreme FREE FREE with my time that i got nothing much better to do to blog in here.. lol

Saw Janet blog on the "ghost call", was happen to read in on the chinese papers of this.. if i was the one i call back OMG cannot imagine what i will do.. haha throw the phone on the floor.. "SADAKO" wahaha...

Went online to view a few blogs and check on some adv. dip and degree/master course.. no amount state in the website.. guess have to call up and check.. but haiz.. am i ready for another study again.. just finish one.. yah so why so fast fall into another one.. haha cos dear is taking one exam soon during Dec.. well his is so good.. no need to attend class just to take exam.. and guess what Dear told me yesterday haha he say from this week onwards mon,wed,fri study and tue and thu going to train his running.. Hmm wonder will he really will be doing all those.. lol HE IS A LAZY PIGGY HOR... wahaha..

Well going to stop writing soon ... tataz

Friday again..

This should be posted on wednesday de.. but in the end got so busy i give up.. and so now friday i try to relac a bit here i am to blog.. future i guess will get lesser to be able to be online as there will be one colleague sitting behind me.. i do not like to be spy on working.. haha...

Haiz my colleague going to go on materity soon.. so stress.. really afraid when she really go on materity leave what will happen in our office. Hopefull it be a smooth 3 months days bah..

Monday there will be a new colleague coming in.. but dunno for what purpose.. haiz make us so heart itchy who will that be.. "how fan ah"

finally our new clothes is here.. but never expect i have buy so so many white clothes.. now die.. cos their white very translucent.. hump dear making a fuss of it... and yesterday he was sick still insist to go on the course and come in our office.. cos our print server die le .. make our moring so busy.. in the end need two foc IT personnel to come and see.. haha

Ok got to get back to work again.. cya

Busy week

Have already passes 3 days and now then i came into online to blog.. it is actually 3 days i have last come online to surf around.. so busy.. everyday work till 6 plus 7 then go home.. back to home have a quick dinner then rest and relax with dear le..

Last week had very little sleep.. saturday need to work then poor dear came to my office do free labour by carrying file into cartons then put on top of shelf... haiz then after that we went Funan IT to shop for BOOKS yes you did not read wrongly.. no novels or comics is IT books.. wah now then i know there is such place sell those IT books .. all thicker than dictionary.. ha ha.. had KFC lunch.. it sucks.. therefore when we got home and his dad back i told his dad i am hungry le..

Sunday waited till quite late to wait for his dad to wake up to market.. in the end too late so decide to ask my mom to self buy instead... haiz broke le.. when is pay day coming.. mom herself also stop work for a few months already.. i know she is broke too.. so whenever i can i try to give her some and unburden by buying veg. home.. myself less go out loh.. then in the end "pei" dear to library again to look for his IT books again.. he is kinda keen to take those test.. hope his 3 mins can last till he finish all the exam.. haha..

Friday again..

Another week has past.. but this week passes much faster as we have a holiday on Thursday.. :). Met up with Janet on Wednesday, before that went to Robinson to buy a gift for dear.. ha ha sometime have to be sweet to him ma.. but be full of surprises.. but guess i gave the wrong surprise cos he tot i would buy him a jacket.. but i really dunno he is still feeling cold at work as have not heard him complain for quite some time.. was waiting for Chirstimas ma.. so dear tolerate some more..

So met with Janet but i was not late k.. cos she say she will be reaching at 7pm.. lol.. so i reach about 6.45pm with a bagful of thing.. lucky got Janet to help me to take the things.. ha ha.. Went Serangoon Garden Sushi Tei to have dinner.. purposely wait for a sofa seat for 20 minutes then start to have our dinner.. haha and we really sat there for a long long time.. after that we shift place to coffee bean that is our turn to have all the surprise coming on.. but nothing much to put it in here.. waited till 12+ we finally cannot wait anymore and urge to go for some singing.. frankly speaking Serangoon Garden there isn't any good place to sing with all those auntie.. haha so we took a cab to stadium there lol.. wah there a lot of ppl there.. stay till it close but i can say it is not a happy one.. as i dun feel everyone is enjoying.. maybe not the correct group or not the correct place for each and everyone bah..

Anyway after that night, i found myself very "tight" again.. haha what "tight" huh? is no money le lah.. spend quite a sum that day and dear also.. not to forget previous few week all he spend his money.. OMG when is pay day coming.. my clothes still have not make payment yet.. zzzzzzz

Friday again..
It have been some time i have since last update.. in the past use to update daily with my happening around me.. but now.. things that happen around me has been lesser..
Today have decide to bring my mom out for dinner.. just mom no sister and her kids.. began to detest them.. they took the home for granted and her attitude toward me when i talk about her kids she was very fed up.. but if her kids is kuai would i need to say them?? dun understand how can she stand them for been so naughty and not do anything.. they are really get out of hand.. everyday can hear my mom complaining.. sian lor.. now have been wishing they will move out.. staying together is actually not as good as what i use to think in the past..

Next week will be meeting Janet out for dinner.. just me and her.. yeh yeh so happy.. :) it has been a long time we have done so as both of us were attach and bf seem to be in our life from then on.. ha ha that will be a gers night.. have decide to go serangoon garden to have Sushi Tei.. near and somewhere we can sit there for long.. also there is coffeehouse too :)

Not feeling that well this week.. ever since friday i have been feeling very tired.. it has been so long i have not feel this way.. and this is not good.. it means something is changing in my body that make me so tired.. i hope i am wrong.. haiz but if i am right how?? i will be in a lost to decide what to do already.. it will be very.. haiz..

Feeling so weird.. one time got appetite another moment i feel like vomit.. so what is wrong.. and imagine .. it has been so long time since I have slept at 9pm.. but not really too .. cos due to my sis voice i was tossing left and right in my dreams.. feeling pek chey... what is happening to me..

A late post for everything..

I just saw the blog.. JinZhu and HeiZhu.. finally i understand and realise that his angry that day was not really due to the dinner or pub.. but i still dun understand what has happen to make him feel so lost..

Well.. but this make me feel.. i am not doing good enough.. actually i can do more.. be better.. like he has said.. i could really ask "what happen to you" of cos must be in a good way and tone.. but straight away i might foresee him to break out with his temper telling me his unhappiness all causes by me.. this happen quite a few times.. i really dun like too.. cos it will happen into quarrel again.. haiz.. what should i do in future? to ask or not??

Day 1 (Sailing to SCS)

After a year of away.. now again i am alone here to wait for him to come back.. Last night finally manage to fall asleep at 11++ so tired in the morning.. as slept late.. just can't make myself fall asleep maybe my precious pillow is not that to hug me to sleep..

Everytime i always think of leaving him will make me happier.. but i think it is actually not true.. the lost feeling and dunno what i should do make me sad and unhappy.. but lucky this few days will be quite busy as today will accompany our taiwan colleague to Sentosa have a walk and tomolo will be meeting up with Janet and KQ..

Every thing seem so well plan?? I think is qiao.. hopefully Dear would be back by this saturday..

This is a rant for myself.. cos.. I cannot let it out to others cos there is no way and no one for me to vent out..

1. I hope my loved one is understanding to me.. just like how i am to him.. if not how can a r/s could last? I am at work.. he is at reservice i know he will have lots of free time.. but not me.. and always it was so lucky that he call when i am not at my desk.. due to this problem i think we have been kinda unhappy over this few days..

2. I know i have made him worry due to not answering.. and i been trying hard to pls him.. yet there is a saying .. you give ppl a yard they want a mile from you.. this is the case.. on the way back home.. a lot of time i got very fed up.. cos i know he is unhappy with me.. and it seem the way he talk always have thorn.. and i have to keep swallow and swallow.. why should it be me always.. i almost shout back the last time when he keep grumbling about i did not tell him we have reach the station and compare me and nerd case with his.. ridiculous.. alot of assume causes.. like i tot he know we have reach the stop , he will follow where i walk even though i did not hold his hand.. I dun deserve all this loh.. if it was normal days i bet he will not say those things.. but why vent anger on me??

I have been thinking the whole of yesterday (friday) why are we together.. are we really suit for each other?? should i still take all this .. is this what i want?? why will i tolerate all his anger.. every thing reacted by me is all so different from what i will usually do.. no one will shout at me.. no one will dare to flare up on me.. i will not swallow all this yet trying to talk to him in the low tone.. I feel like i am a toy to him.. when he is at work busy.. he dun even have time to call me a single phone call during working hours.. yet.. when he is free he call and i must answer his call immediately and not to return the phone call too late.. what is this?? this is not
my fault not to purposely not to answer.. i am working loh.. to strive for a better future.. but just why can't he understand me a bit.. when he is at work i try not to disturb him and even though he dun answer i just let it go..

Maybe it all end up with man ego.. where woman have to put their man in first priority than the other things.. well alot i have put le.. i totally lost my frenz when he does not.. there is not fairness at all.. he have lots of guys frenz so all same gender can go out together then mine is all guys not the same gender they have motive on me so no no to me.. my frenz is only janet , ivy and office colleague.. what life do i have.. a control life.. like a toy.. who i can lend this toy to.. when the owner have time will take out the toy and play with the toy.. no time will lock the toy at home not even to share with other frenz.. cos the owner must be there when lending the toy.. Do i still counted as a human?? a body of my own??


It come to a conclusion.. we are not ready to really go into the next step.. cause.. things are hidden not solve.. whenever there is things happen problem come up.. unhappiness surface.. it scar the relationship a lot.. but does he know what he does hurts me too.. will he realise because of this i rather give up this relationship.. when i really cannot tolerate anymore.. and not to get into marriage.. or into any other relationship .. guys are just.. i dunno..

Happy Father's Day

Dedicated to my late beloved Dad who is in Heaven watching over us.. A letter for him (^_*)

Hi Dad,

How have you been? How is life up there? Is sis doing fine too?? We gers down here misses you and sis alot.. sorry that recently I have been busy and no time to go find you.. But i promise i will find time to go find you. Yesterday was Father's Day.. lots of misses to you.. and happen that friday Yong Sheng 's didi using the phone i save a message to you de.. and while reading that i started to cry again... i never tot i have get over you.. even though it has been a year.. misses is there but just that did not bring up about you at home to control the tears we had for you..

From the saved message i save a lot of thing i do not wish to forget about you.. while we are here thinking of you.. are you still thinking of us?? or you have already drank the "meng po tang".. how i wish you were here Dad... sometime misses is so strong while I am alone and tears just drop.. no one know cos I will never wanna let other to see cos they just will scold me stupid.. they never understand our bond we had since i was bond..

Hope thing is going well at your side.. and you are there watching over us.. without you life is not the same as in the past in the family..

Lots of misses,
Bao

This week is such a relac week .. ha ha say say nia.. today till now nothign much to do.. keep yawning and want to sleep.. feeling so tired and shoulder is in pain.. yesterday massage le still pain.. why why why..

this week Ray organising a ktv outing.. but dear dun have much mood le.. but thinking forward.. hey after this week dear would be going reservist.. so how.. no more excuse?? but still have to respect him bah.. let him decide..

last night was quite fun.. dear pants till now then say need to alter.. lucky my mom is at home.. save money by asking her to help him alter.. but he start to complain have to wear in and out of the pants.. lol.. cant wait to see him wear no. 3.. so handsome..

Dear reservist next week dunno got come out ma.. dunno got time for me ma.. dunno will he be tired to stay at my home and go tuas ma.. but i know i ask him so many times he still dun wanna stay at his own home.. ha ha..

Well well.. today is a special day.. and so grab some time after my work to blog in here.. if not.. i really got no time leh.. Dear Happy birthday.. i dunno what should I give you and i dunno what can i give.. haiz.. ask you so many times you cannot give me an answer what you want.. i also dunno what to buy for you le.. but glad that you got a new job and it is somewhere nearer to our home and something you seem to more interested in.. Mediacorp.. i hope it something will not affect our relationship de..

But other than this.. i guess more unhappiness during this start of month.. Dear grandma fall down last week.. from the bed.. haiz not sure she hurt where.. cos now i heard from dear she has blood clot in her body but i am not sure where but doctor advise her to go home eat the medicine does that cure.. my work getting busy and i still struggling with it.. getting use to it... hope i am getting better..

Ello.. a quick blog bah.. since today have some free time and spy is not by my side.. ha ha has made my decision.. and i chose to have money and authority.. haiz this is the second week i am at export.. so far so good.. just the lady taking over me at import is causing some problem for my superior.. she .. haiz better not talk about her if not dear going to say me gossip of ppl again..

Oh talk about dear he is getting busy everyday.. have to wait at home till 7 plus 8 then he will get home.. if not.. have to keep on calling him to "hint" the boss to release ppl... but why his boss will not auto gear if not is dear lying to me... he is actually meeting other., but i think i will chose to believe him.. until i find evidence.. haha..

work work work.. now got new thing to quarrel with dear.. cos he dun like career minded woman.. but i have been thinking for a few days.. now what i am doing dun really consider very career ah.. i just wanna fight for a better future for the both of us.. and try harder to save enough money to own a car too.. this is one of my wish.. hehe...

shall end here le bah.. hehe this week gonna be a happy week celebrating with office ppl on friday for my bdae and my superior de.. and then saturday with dear and janet and some friends.. and i can go shopping on saturday to buy till you drop.. yes... yipee..

Ello friends.. today is already saturday again.. now i am sitting at a new place in my office.. from monday onwards will have to start learning export.. and i hope history will not repeat itself.. I am fighting for my future.. trying to learn as much as i can and climb as high as i could.. haha giving myself too much confident le bah.. hope have a change in my job scope i can still be as happy as last time.. :)

Oh yah almost forget.. tomolo is all mothers great day.. i guess dun have any mom will view my blog.. but will celebrate the mother's day with dear family.. my side.. my mom is working lah.. haha and we dun have this practice.. maybe will just send a sms to make my mom happy a while bah.. wahaha...

Monday Blue

Dear is having monday blue today.. dun ask me why or what.. cos i can feel.. ever since in the morning he has been complaining about the hot weather and his temper has not been quite good.. though he call me while he is on his way to work and i walk to my office.. he sound quite unhappy.. but things he has said is sweet.. cos he is worry for my safety of the way i walk to office.. always have to dash across the road.. i guess his dream last night should be about this bah.. ha ha ok dear i promise k .. i will walk with care and try to remember to sms or call you when i reach office bah.

Yesterday celebrate Janet bdae.. went party world to sing haiz just the four hours dun quite seem to be enough for us.. ha ha cos there is 5 person and all grabing the mic.. quite a enjoyable day cos get to see Janet and glad to know she like the present i have chosen for her.. but i do feel yesterday was kinda fake talking with the others.. haha esp.. someone.. haha forget about it.. but when i talk to Nerd Nerd is truely from my heart de wor.. I did not take any photos using my hp cos too lousy le.. wahaha hopefully when Janet load onto web i can steal from her.. and our neo print photo!!!

Friday got my DS Lite from dear.. a white colour de.. so happy.. :) it has absorb me into the game for the whole saturday.. and dear self download a game into the psp and also now is addict to the game.. :(

IT IS FRIDAY!! [@_@]

So tired week.. though have a holiday in between of working days but still so tired ever since from tuesday I have been sleeping at 12 am .. My eyes hurts too.. dunno why stupid contact lens.. but have already let them rest for a few day le..

Been watching "Zhuan Jiao Yu Dao AI" , a funny show.. some part at epi 4 has made me cry.. no no should be just 'gan dong' ha ha *oops* dear dunno I have watch so far le.. cos that time he go dinner with company to Gim Tim , while waiting for him I watch and just watch.. haiz.. lonely man..

Guess what.. Dear dear buying me a DS lite tomolo.. dunno how true.. but actually do not quite wish to make him spend so much le.. I told him i want the wallet shop bag is enough but still insist to buy me DS.. haiz..

Recently office having some problem.. dunno what should i do or handle with it.. should I or not.. so stress out now.. :(

PS: Be celebrating Janet bdae this weekend cos her actual is on a tuesday.. I have already bought her a gift.. hope she like it.. :)

2 Year Anniversary.. Went out yesterday wah to alot of places.. Bugis.. suntec and marina square.. so tired.. but we actually did noting much leh.. went to had prawn noodle for breakfast then walk to bugis to shop around and took neo print.. (a new machine hor) and then tcc playing bomberman.. haha after that head to marina square to buy some stuff.. dear keep asking me to choose a gift but i need nothing too but chose to have a set of wallet with card holder instead of DS Lite.. cos i feel that one too ex le.. after that went suntec play basket ball.. really tiring after just 3 games.. haha and head to Pearl River to have our dinner.. this is the only buffet i guess Dear feel worth the money and delicious.. we had 10 course of different foods.. so full..

Getting prepare ,.. just finish tying my hair.. going to put on make up.. ha ha so long no zilian le..

Shh.. man at game.. ha ha see he is so concentrate on the game.. cos we are fighting the king hard to counter it.. tried so many time.. until we finally win and that was when we almost finish our coffee le.. ha ha

Did you notice something??? My head seem to be bigger like this.. someone know hiding behind can hide his big big head.. wahaha oops.. gotcha..

Saturday was the last day my ex colleague Doris staying in SIN.. she is returning on saturday so early morning we borrow car car from Dear Dad and went to fetch her to go Vivo City.. was hoping to bring her to our newest shopping centre for her to shop.. yet nothing caught her eyes other than the two small pieces chocolate from The Cocoa Tree.. haha buy for her bf de.. Can you imagine she is same age as me?? Ha ha ya we two are really same age.. just not born in the same country.. trying hard to make her feel at ease and enjoy this trip to SIN.. the other time when i went HKG it is a pity she has to work.. but we make a pact .. the next time i go will stay at her home and she will bring me around.. haha Disney Land and Ocean Park.. After sending her off to airport really cannot tahan le and lay on the car seat while Dear dear drive us home.. has been sick for quite long (around a week bah) and that day had alot of sinful food so the cough had actually erupt into a more worse cough.. in the end went to buy some cough medicine to stop the cough.. ha ha



Out of fun.. I did this photos .. haha did you all realise i wore the same clothes.. on a different occasion.. wahaha.. and the lady beside me always wear black.. haha purple and black.. matching ah.. bleh

深信不疑
蔡健雅

寂寞习惯
变成自然
我走在大街上
整夜车灯辉煌
只剩思念
忽明忽暗
不再那么喧嚷
却不代表已释放
我是深信不疑的回想
爱情不是偶然
经过了多少酝酿
让我们爱得那么狂
一半甜蜜一半感伤
叹相见恨晚
我还是深信不疑的联想
分手不是必然
因为自尊受了伤
所以才会那么惆怅
久久不能忘

多少话
多少的梦想
现在还没有讲
多少年还有多少年
我才能够释放
我还是深信不疑的幻想

beautiful love
蔡健雅

看住时间
别让它在再流浪
从前我太适应悲伤
你的出现在无意中
却深深撼动我
一起走着没说什么
心是满足的
这个世界
随时都要崩塌
我没有其它的愿望
假如明天将消失了
趁现在我爱着
只想记得,被你抱着
温热的感受
love‘s beautiful
so beautiful
我失去过
更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我
被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手
不要放手
永远守护我
love‘s beautiful
so beautiful
我很快乐
你会了解我
我不会再哭泣
是因为我相信
我们勇敢的爱着
每秒钟
都能证明一生的美丽

这个世界
随时都要崩塌
我没有其它的愿望
假如明天将消失了
趁现在我爱着
只想记得,被你抱着
温热的感受
love‘s beautiful
so beautiful
我失去过
更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我
被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手
不要放手
永远守护我
oh~~~~
ah~~~
oh!!
oh~~
ah~~
oh
ah~
love‘s beautiful
so beautiful
我失去过
更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我
被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手
不要放手
永远守护我
love‘s beautiful
so beautiful
我很快乐
你会了解我
我不会再哭泣
是因为我相信
我们勇敢的爱着
每秒钟
都能证明一生的美丽
love‘s beautiful
so beautiful

yippee.. I have finish my sets of the Doraemon magnet.. I wanna announce to everyone every where in the corner of the world.. so happy.. hehe.. hope i could get the guitar too.. but if i get that what should i do with it.. haha.. yesterday Doraemon Korea got lost.. make dear so panic he keep asking why i like no feeling.. no angry cos at home lost de must be the two kids.. end up i say lost at home will sure found it back at home.. and yes with my dear not willing to give up he went to the kids room to serach for it.. haha not caring will it disturb them from their sleep.. and he found it.. we are thinking should be the Mr. RR took it.. cos he has been eyeing my magnet everytime he walk pass the kitchen.. keke but why Korea.. we dunno..

Must be anxious to know my assigment result bah.. hehe did not disappoint me.. I got 22/30 one of the highest scorer in class.. ha ha la la la.. but still have to study hard for my exam in order to pass with high flying colours.. :) cannot slack..

Today going to exchange quite a number of magnet.. now only lack of The netherlands and Singapore Skyline.. just two more and I will be able to complete my set le so happy.. recently has fallen sick.. sore throat but still bearable but sometime feel like vomit..haiz not bb lah.. is itch until want to vomit out.. so xinku..

Today class again.. OMG i guess my teacher is going to give back our assigment le.. i am so worry... he say got ppl fail.. 9/30 OMG hope that is not me.. I spend so much effort on my work.. hope it pay well.. if not i sure die.. two more months and i will finish all lesson le.. and then one more month i will have to sit on the exam was wondering why the exam is a month later.. so weird.. ha ha but it be on my lucky date 27.. I took my driving TP on the 27 and it pass.. so hope it work for my exam too.. haha..

A special edition.. Gay photos..





So gay right??? Wahaha bleh..*run away*

Hehe.. update those photos taken that day.. happen to see such a big doraemon at the shop.. he he secretly took this photo.. cute ma?? i mean doraemon hor not me.. i am pretty wahaha



A full meal then start to have some snap shot..



Hey what is nerd nerd poking..



muack muack.. let the guys jealous..



Nerd nerd like this photos best.. but i feel.. abit too bright after transfer to pc..



Last photos on the rest. bye bye.. sexy look from nerd..



On bus to parklane ... my turn to kiss her while she take photos..



After DOTA.. zhilian in the toilet.. haha and go out get scolded by dear.. say us so long lah.. must be inside touch up.. wahaha partly right.. cos we took photos in the toilet.. that why so long.. lol

Good Friday (a long weekend for me and Dear)

Well well.. consider a quite pack weekend holiday though we are in SG.. ha ha went out to bai bai on friday and straight after that meet up with Janet and her dear to have a buffet lunch which was erm consider not bad.. apart from all those dirty talk we had and those auntie keep shooting eye to us.. ha ha well have to say SG is still very conservative on this.. ha ha took quite a few photos i think later shall update..

Double O night.. ha ha no you did not read wrongly... Dear did allow me to go.. of cos with him accompany lah.. no sex dance no sexy move.. ha ha he told me he wanna see he still got clubbing feeling ma.. answer is no.. he dun feel interested at all.. but after the Blue Mountain.. i guess and feel things was a bit different.. ha ha.. Dear went dance floor with me .. and dance with me.. ekek still capturing his look while he was dancing with me time.. a different him bah... after that we headed home much early then in the past of cos..

PS: Dear fall sick after that clubbing.. ok cannot blame him weak but to say all the blue mountian fault.. wahaha

On episode 17 now.. can't wait to finish the episode 20 now is getting so tense.. can YI NING remember the past she have with QISHU? Is MO FAN and SUN QIAN have a happy ending.. and the AH PANG.. haha joker.. get to go back to his bao li gf AH XIANG??

Oh.. so exciting now.. tonight i wanna burn midnight oil to watch..

Oh and my Doraemon magnet.. got two more magnet to join in my collection again.. but one is double de.. i need more luck..

Has been chasing after this taiwan drama recently.. i always have a liking to watch uniform show.. as long as it is doctor, fire fighter or police.. like the trill when they save ppl .. this show has a combination of romance and saving life.. and most of all.. funny.. added in some comical parts make the show even better..



Ever since i have watch An Yi Xuan (Ady) on the show The Outsider i have already deep deep in love with her acting.. so natural and cute.. this time able to see this drama with some of the actor act in The Outsider make me sometime a bit mix up what am i watching.. cos in The Outsider they are bad guys.. now they are doctors.. haha



Overall.. I simply love the show.. just too bad it is only a 20 episode drama and now i am on the 14 episode le.. can't wait to know the ending.. hehe got scolded by dear when i jump to episode 20 to see ha ha

hee hee just did a very very bad thing.. even it happen to me i will react more than Dear .. that is been disturb by ppl while sleeping.. But Dear already good enough for not shouting at me.. just maybe time to time a bit of attitude.. ha ha.. still can laugh.. actually i also dunno what has got into me.. i just finish my work and find that dear has been a long time not given me a reply in msn so i call him.. while waiting was feeling " why he can sleep in peace when everything has not been done??" I am here worrying until which year then he is able to find a job and when will him really buck up.. i was being raise in a poor family i know how important when there is not job for the ppl.. cos no job = no money.. budget so tight to make everyone happy.. need extra cash also dun have so i was very angry at the moment.. but guess what make my anger down.. heehee after Dear finallly say he has wake up and i dun talk and he keep giving attitude i was smiling.. am i bian tai?? or have i change from the person i used to be when i was with me??

**what is lying inside me??**

ok ok.. this is another piece of good news.. and is something really good to be share.. no pain on other to get happiness k.. I finally get my increment le.. haiz been here almost going to be two years.. nothing much have happen only the usual AWS so saving up for me is really hard.. finally.. after so long.. after from temp convert to perm then confirmation of perm staff all no increase of pay.. ha ha and yesterday my superior broke this good news to me.. from April start i will then get my incresae of pay... aren't you all happy for me??

Happy for nerd.. this morning she called me with a very exciting voice.. she has been chosen to be one of the five participant to go on stage and have close contact with Jacky Cheung.. her favorite idol after all this years.. So have to help her print out some notes then she can memorize the words.. good luck.. dun be stage fright k.. and drink more water.. was hoping i could join her to see jacky tomolo.. so that there is someone able to help her keep shooting photos till no memory.. ha ha have to check with dear first then give her a call bah.. also like this i will have to no cook a day and eat out.. it will cost more.. haiz.. trying to save money and grabing my dear stomach by cooking for him.. keke..

Ms Panda

Haiz recently got a very bian tai acts.. i slept at 10 pm then ask dear to wake me up at 12am to watch A Date with My Vampire 3.. Zzzz i know you all will say me mad but just dunno why i will be so attract to that show that i am willing to give up my sleep for it.. ha ha really crazy...

Bought a new fan for my room yesterday.. finally get rid of the noisy fan and i hope i could fall into a deeper sleep now on.. I really got a bad habit of waking up at 3 pr 4am then doze back to sleep again.. haiz.. my panda eyes is like that train out de.. everyday not enough of 9 hours sleep.. so cham.. sooner or later are going to look like dear le..

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Just boring so simply trying out some of the test while waiting for lunch time to come..

You Are a Retrospective Soul

The most misunderstood of all the soul signs. Sometimes you even have difficulty seeing yourself as who you are. You are intense and desire perfection in every facet of your life. You're best described as extremely idealistic, hardworking, and a survivor. Great moments of insight and sensitivity come to you easily. But if you aren't careful, you'll ignore these moments and repeat past mistakes. For you, it is difficult to seperate the past from the present. You will suceed once you overcome the disappoinments in life. Souls you are most compatible with: Traveler Soul and Prophet Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

So Dear which soul are you???

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While doing the test saw nerd post on my tag.. hehe thanks thanks.. ha ha thanks of what.. hmm coming into my blog bah.. keke call you ah.. you are busy with bobe and kelvin got time for me meh?? Last but not least when is our Japanese Food outing??? I am interested in that.. got sashimi ma?? ha ha

Xiao Qi de Ah Bao

It is all about me.. Well i totally agree i am quite petty on some things.. once you made me unhappy you have to wait till a long time before i will get over it.. I guess now i am doing that to Dear .. actually i tot i have long get over with what had happen.. but what happen that day keep flashing back into my mind and though i dun mind on that day but i did think of if i do this this this what might happen to our relationship..

I dun wish to say much about that day.. cos i will recall and get unhappy with myself and him.. cos i will recall why would i tolerate as that is not me.. i usually will not tolerate those kind of things yet for dear i swallow it down.. but now i have to forget it... as soon as possible.. if not my dear will have to suffer more cold shoulder from me..

If you have forgotten.. is the mrt incident..

Photos taken quite some time back.. b4 chinese new year bah.. was out to play DOTA and eat.. just a normal outing but this 3 guys got drag by me to take photos.. our first group outing photos.. kinda weird cos we dunno what pose to have.. so while taking the 8 shots we decide to have some mix.. and as i am the only ger and odd one.. some shots i better left it to the guys.. haha

This the best shot of all bah.. as some of the photos my face was cover by the background.. not clear.. if not.. is got bully by Dear.. haiz... see below..

See the big bully.. all got crown only me become a mouse or rabbit.. haiz.. i know where i stand le.. haiz.. but i find out.. everytime i go out with them whatever i request they will fullfill me.. never a time will say no.. ha ha i am a sort of the queen of the group only one keep bulling me loh.. no need i say you all should know who le loh..

Wednesday..

Feel a bit weird .. early in the morning once my sis has waken the kids up, i have woke up le too.. trying hard to get back to sleep but i just can't instead of drifting in and out of sleep i finally decided to wake up and go wash up. On my journey to work.. there was window seat but again i just cannot fall asleep.. i know i am tired cos last night i sleep at 11 plus rushing for my project and yesterday was consider a busy day.. ha ha cos i went to work in the morning then took half day in the noon and went to visit my frenz baby .. so cute.. wish to own one that never grow up.. can ma?? had a chat with her for a short while and she has to go to "learn" breast feeding le ha ha have to learn de.. then me and dear was too hungry so went off to bedok to have our lunch.. very very long time i have not went there le.. then was deciding to go vivo city or to home there de gain city to have a look at fridge.. my home one is going to say bye bye le.. so was planning which one should we buy..

Back at home we was resting and doing my project , my sis call to ask me go SnS to take things.. lucky that she call ha ha and glad that we went straight cos i got to see nerd nerd.. haha it has been a long long time loh..and yesterday i get to see two of my long time frenz ha ha but she did slim down a bit le.. and we had chat thru the journey home was missing her this few days.. ha ha god gave me a chance to see her.. and now we have a date to eat japanese buffet.. haha (propose by her bf) hmm.. ok ok maybe wait till dear dear find a job then that will be a celebration of job finding bah..

Now is 2pm le.. dear should be kanna interview by the DBS ppl le.. hope he can get shortlisted bah... also hope that a not bad job to work.. hehe.. Good Luck Dear..

The Unforgetable Date 06/03/06

Maybe you all have forgotten this date.. to you all this is just a normal day of your life.. but to mean it means a lot.. a year ago on this date.. something happen in my life.. someone important in my life has left me.. and i have to shoulder all responsible for the family..

It has been a year.. so fast.. it just seem like it happen just fews day ago.. sadden has not got lessen within a year.. my misses for him.. my care for him.. and my wish of him to come back has not been less.. Do you believe there is life in another world?? I think i began to believe le.. cos when my dad seem to ask for something.. he will come into our dreams to tell us.. recently i dream alot of him.. and every time i wanted to hug him.. he move away.. but the feeling is so strong that i know is him.. i really miss him a lot.. sorry.. i really did not know what am i talking about now.. i just rumble whatever come into my mind.. i just wanna say to my dad.. "Pa , I still miss you alot.. do you know that??"

Saturday was a busy and tiring day.. haha went to paya lebar there to bai bai then we head to Bugis to the library.. yes for my assignment again.. have to redo everything so went to the most resources de library to find.. thanks to my dear.. I found much much more book than at Jurong de.. but silly us to forget to forward my copy of assignment to my dear email so there is no way i could do my assignment on that way.. end up have to photocopy a lot.. and Ms Blur 9which is me) wrote the wrong number to give dear to photocopy ended up there is a lot of wasted paper being print.. oops..
After that was damn hungry.. so we was thinking where to have our lunch plus dinner.. wah 5pm.. i have been wanting to try the Yaki_Yuki @ MS so we went.. haha guess whose is working?? and what is that??
It is actually Ice cream.. a make-on-your-own ice cream.. but we did it wrongly.. should keep stiring the ice cream instead of leaving it there.. but a surprise to us as they use the same place where we cook teppanyaki to make the ice cream..
There this is a failure ice cream though it is very hard but it taste nice too.. but i dun think will go for a second time.. food variety very few.. maybe just there to have ice cream.. but they control the time you eat too.. buffet is 2 hrs with ice cream + 1/2 hour more..
tata.. this is the pair of working hands who is busy making the ice cream for me to eat.. haha ok lah..sincerity 90 marks ice cream taste 50 marks.. bleh..
Finally he got to eat too.. brain freeze!!!! keke.. but while we were "cooking" ice cream we saw something weird.. haiz two secondary student pour the ice cream mixture into the teppanyaki pan.. please to all who is reading.. a hot pan cannot produce ice cream de.. you have to request a change of pan and they will make the pan to be cold before you can start making your ice cream.. dun be so kuku k.. haha