hee hee just did a very very bad thing.. even it happen to me i will react more than Dear .. that is been disturb by ppl while sleeping.. But Dear already good enough for not shouting at me.. just maybe time to time a bit of attitude.. ha ha.. still can laugh.. actually i also dunno what has got into me.. i just finish my work and find that dear has been a long time not given me a reply in msn so i call him.. while waiting was feeling " why he can sleep in peace when everything has not been done??" I am here worrying until which year then he is able to find a job and when will him really buck up.. i was being raise in a poor family i know how important when there is not job for the ppl.. cos no job = no money.. budget so tight to make everyone happy.. need extra cash also dun have so i was very angry at the moment.. but guess what make my anger down.. heehee after Dear finallly say he has wake up and i dun talk and he keep giving attitude i was smiling.. am i bian tai?? or have i change from the person i used to be when i was with me??

**what is lying inside me??**

ok ok.. this is another piece of good news.. and is something really good to be share.. no pain on other to get happiness k.. I finally get my increment le.. haiz been here almost going to be two years.. nothing much have happen only the usual AWS so saving up for me is really hard.. finally.. after so long.. after from temp convert to perm then confirmation of perm staff all no increase of pay.. ha ha and yesterday my superior broke this good news to me.. from April start i will then get my incresae of pay... aren't you all happy for me??