Well.. there two things happen in the morning I would like to blog bah..

First

While browsing friendster today.. i suddenly think of a frenz i seldom see him online in msn le.. well I have not met him b4.. or should i say i did not met the person using this identity?? hmm must be thinking what am i talking about right?? Let me say something about a past i had ..

I had this primary school frenz name "Qiang" and we once had those kinda "puppy love relationship" during our secondary school days.. I guess that time of me has been very playful and i am those kind always need my partner to be by my side during my free time.. but as we are not in the same school our relationship has gone into a strain as he is more on those studies and basketball type.. and then me bah.. so our relationship did not last long and we decide to remain as frenz still.. but contact is lesser and it was after our 'O' level then we started to gain contacting and this kind of things last for a few years.. till the day he is enroll into army and was going to be out station to Burnei for his service.. He called and we kept in contact thru email.. that time i was single.. but soon i got attach with a new bf.. he was sad and he does not wanna kept in contact while i am still having a bf and guess he tot i was lying to him so again we lost contact again.. The last conversation i had with "Qiang" i guess is last year.. I was having a relationship with dear le.. Fate has been playing around with us.. as i remember once he said " if that time we did not break up, i guess we have been together until now.." It was a surprise that day he called and told be he is back from brunei.. and intend to settle back in singapore le.. but the timing is not right again.. I am with Dear le.. and Dear is my last love..

So what does this past has got to do anything to it right?? Before "Qiang " called me the last time.. i receive this invitation from this frenz in friendster.. we talk in friendster and slowly change to msn.. one day we suddenly talk about this past.. and i dunno why i told him about this frenz "Qiang" of cos no mention his name lah.. and he sort of.. telling me what "Qiang" really thinks and told me maybe "Qiang" is looking for me.. he might just call me tonight.. it happen a few times bah.. but i think i always not free and not at home.. so i told this friendster fren.. even he call i will not be at home too.. and so i guess shortly after that i receive a call thru hp and it was "Qiang"...

I cannot stop myself from thinking is this friendster frenz really "Qiang".. a lot of "qiao" things happen during that time.. he seem to be able to guess "Qiang" calling and this and that...well he dun tell and i did not ask.. so till today i dun have the answer.. i dun wish to know too bah.. i am scare i be angry.. cos i hate ppl to lie to me..and today i saw his status was put married.. though there is no photo put on the friendster other than piggy photo.. i saw his profile a column he put.. " I have finally put her down and glad I have stop thinking of her anymore, thanks for making me a stronger person... " My heart kinda sank but at the same moment happily to know he is attach.. I dunno.... at first i wanna send him some message.. but i guess i shouldn't do anymore thing now.. i just wanna blog this in.. to note.. this frenz of mine did passes my life once.. "Qiang"

***************Sadness passes thru Baobei on 16/08/06***************

Second

It was a happy thing...it is here!!! it was a surprise i am going to give dear, Hope he like it... i took a photo of the surprise.. haha must be thinking of what it is.. it is a personal cashcard.. hehe..