Ok ok.. just now update some of the scenery of Hong Kong.. very nice right? their night view..


Yesterday night met up with nerd at Hougang Point to had kfc.. over there having renovation le.. kinda nothing to walk.. anyway we sit at kfc and eat quite long there be.. mostly catching up with what nerd been doing and where we have gone shopping.. after that haad a walk at NTUC b4 we go to a block to take photos.. keke have not see all photo yets.. but we did have some fun bah..remember i say dun take le lah.. then i still pose for her.. whahaha.. what am i doing man..

Shall update later of the photos..

My office colleagues... Kinda less of our group photos...

26/08/06 was also my colleague Chuiyen bdae.. So we went to her room to celebrate with her.. We bought a Hello Kitty Cake.. so KAWAII right??

Back back .. Finally back from Hong Kong.. well actually there not really that "mai tong xi chi tong xi" actually i did not get to eat much of their food other than those three meals we have to take.. but i have to say... Hong Kong really need a good pair of shoes.. over there need to keep walk walk walk.. ha ha

ok update some photos


This my colleague Mei yee.. she is part time account.. due to her busy study she only come two times a week to office.. I like to disturb her .. she is a very cheerful ger too.. hope she will keep continue to stay in the company..







Zilian while waiting for my Dear to come in office and pose loh.. haha
5.30pm.. off we left office and heading to airport to board plane.. kinda rush so did not take too much photos during the journey..

On plane.. hehe posing time again.. did you see my nails.. ha ha


Our staying hotel ...


Our room.. Very nice hor?? get a surprise when we saw the bath room..

TADA!!! The bathroom is transparent!!! hehe good for the couple but bad for those who are not loh..

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Day 2 we had dim sum in the morning.. see their dim sum.. really very nice loh.. and we ate quite a lot but it only cost us each S$10 only as many ppl sharing ma..







after a full meal.. of cos not to forget those empty dishes..





After that while walking along the street i was thinking.. hey should take down their bus stop too.. kinda cute.. and you know.. their bus is 24hrs de..


I am a BARBIE GER IN A BARBIE WORLD.. haha.. no no is on the chair only.. keke..




Day 3


My dear is already too tired while waiting for other and he just slept on the sofa.. haha snap shot..




6.00pm.. leaving hk le.. after this gate we will preparing to on board and leave here.. I still have not shop enough..




Last photo b4 we leave the airport.. to pass the gate.. i dun wanna leave..

Again.. it is friday.. and again it is time to say bye bye again.. haha going Hong Kong soon.. in a few more hours time.. i will be getting ready to leave for airport.. hehe so shiok.. already dreaming of it.. but sad to say today we still have to work today.. haha

lalala... lots of shopping list to buy.. hmm Sis wanna have watches and for Dear buddy also watches.. and as for my nerd.. maybe something more special.. watch and clothes?? hehe and not to forget Dear family de gifts.. and my family that two kids and my mom too.. all this gift hehe wait till i finish my shopping got enough then buy for you all hor.. haha just joking lah..

Nice ma?? Yesterday went to OUB centre to do it.. French manicure.. also it is full set de.. so shiok.. they wash and massage and take out our dead nails.. took about a hour plus to complete.. when i got home it is still not complete dry yet.. but.. hehe i find it kinda cute.. cos the colour i choose is like our normal nail.. so the outcome like never paint like that.. keke

Q: Why did the man put his money in the freezer?
A: He wanted cold hard cash!
Q: What did the porcupine say to the cactus?
A: Is that you, mummy?
Q: What do you get when you cross a snowman with a vampire?
A: Frostbite.
Q: How do crazy people go through the forest?
A: They take the psycho path.
Q: What do prisoners use to call each other?
A: Cell phones.
Q: What do you get from a pampered cow?
A: Spoiled milk.
Q: Where do polar bears vote?
A: The North Poll
Q: What did Geronimo say when he jumped out of the airplane?
A: ME!!!
Q: Where do snowmen keep their money?
A: In snow banks.
Q: What's brown and sticky?
A: A stick

Bubble Week

Why is it Bubble Week? haha cos this week will be a kinda tired week.. actually now i am having headache too.. kinda not enough sleep.. and it make me kinda sleepy and wanna flare my anger to ppl.. haha but cannot.. this is not good..

Another reason.. Yesterday i bought a bottle of bubble.. haha those kinds we use to play when we were small.. haha blow a few times while Dear is smoking.. haha kinda fun.. but due to space limited.. cannot play much,,

Saturday

Done a bit of shopping with Dear and his mom... went to orchard to shop for Dear things.. haiz.. the shirt bought back.. try with the pants.. well not say not nice.. maybe We are just not use to see him wear pants.. and Dear sort of getting unhappy and easy fed up too.. dun dare to talk much.. Just keep telling him.. "you look great in shirt and pant" *winks*

Sunday

Wake up kinda early at dear home.. i have been wondering why can he always wake up the same time as me.. everytime i wake up i know he be awake too.. haha is it i disturb him?? Walk to market and buy back our breakfast.. on our way there we saw a "la mei" wah the way she wear really.. *drool*

Play DOTA after the 11am show and his didi fetch back his gf home.. haha play a round of mahjong w/o any money.. dear luck seem to get better when he dun play with money.. whahaah but well what the use.. In the evening we get prepare to go "eat table" haha those seventh month de.. his dad got table so we went.. even though dear is feeling unwell.. haiz.. Last year we went together too.. and we miss the yam dessert.. this year the same.. once we left the dessert was up.. argh.. my yam dessert.. but Dear promise to bring me go Gim Tim one day to fulfill my crave.. haha

****Weekend ended in a tiring day with my Dear Dear is sick****

Friday..

A happy day.. cos Dear got his appointment.. now i can annouce him as a real NETWORK ENGINEER.. can feel from the phone he is very happy and excited about it.. Lady Luck is shining on him.. hope it shine on him always... glad that it did not crush with our hong kong trip.. or else i dunno how to plan le.. so now.. Look forward to the trip and start a brand new work bah.. hee hee now he is in shopping mode to buy a lot of shirt and pants le..

**Moving nearer to our target**

Zilian Time

Thursday..

Got class today .. not feeling very well.. but still have to go mark attendance and attend half the class b4 i can go.. if not.. i guess not that good..

Today Dear have two appointment.. his first one.. i hope he be able to get it.. let pray hard for tomolo de too..

He is outside my office.. glad to see him.. can't wait to hug him and tell him how much i miss him.. muacks..

Well.. there two things happen in the morning I would like to blog bah..

First

While browsing friendster today.. i suddenly think of a frenz i seldom see him online in msn le.. well I have not met him b4.. or should i say i did not met the person using this identity?? hmm must be thinking what am i talking about right?? Let me say something about a past i had ..

I had this primary school frenz name "Qiang" and we once had those kinda "puppy love relationship" during our secondary school days.. I guess that time of me has been very playful and i am those kind always need my partner to be by my side during my free time.. but as we are not in the same school our relationship has gone into a strain as he is more on those studies and basketball type.. and then me bah.. so our relationship did not last long and we decide to remain as frenz still.. but contact is lesser and it was after our 'O' level then we started to gain contacting and this kind of things last for a few years.. till the day he is enroll into army and was going to be out station to Burnei for his service.. He called and we kept in contact thru email.. that time i was single.. but soon i got attach with a new bf.. he was sad and he does not wanna kept in contact while i am still having a bf and guess he tot i was lying to him so again we lost contact again.. The last conversation i had with "Qiang" i guess is last year.. I was having a relationship with dear le.. Fate has been playing around with us.. as i remember once he said " if that time we did not break up, i guess we have been together until now.." It was a surprise that day he called and told be he is back from brunei.. and intend to settle back in singapore le.. but the timing is not right again.. I am with Dear le.. and Dear is my last love..

So what does this past has got to do anything to it right?? Before "Qiang " called me the last time.. i receive this invitation from this frenz in friendster.. we talk in friendster and slowly change to msn.. one day we suddenly talk about this past.. and i dunno why i told him about this frenz "Qiang" of cos no mention his name lah.. and he sort of.. telling me what "Qiang" really thinks and told me maybe "Qiang" is looking for me.. he might just call me tonight.. it happen a few times bah.. but i think i always not free and not at home.. so i told this friendster fren.. even he call i will not be at home too.. and so i guess shortly after that i receive a call thru hp and it was "Qiang"...

I cannot stop myself from thinking is this friendster frenz really "Qiang".. a lot of "qiao" things happen during that time.. he seem to be able to guess "Qiang" calling and this and that...well he dun tell and i did not ask.. so till today i dun have the answer.. i dun wish to know too bah.. i am scare i be angry.. cos i hate ppl to lie to me..and today i saw his status was put married.. though there is no photo put on the friendster other than piggy photo.. i saw his profile a column he put.. " I have finally put her down and glad I have stop thinking of her anymore, thanks for making me a stronger person... " My heart kinda sank but at the same moment happily to know he is attach.. I dunno.... at first i wanna send him some message.. but i guess i shouldn't do anymore thing now.. i just wanna blog this in.. to note.. this frenz of mine did passes my life once.. "Qiang"

***************Sadness passes thru Baobei on 16/08/06***************

Second

It was a happy thing...it is here!!! it was a surprise i am going to give dear, Hope he like it... i took a photo of the surprise.. haha must be thinking of what it is.. it is a personal cashcard.. hehe..

What Tree did you fall from?
Find your birthday and then find your Tree.
This is really cool and somewhat accurate (depending on how you see yourself) , also in line with Celtic astrology.

Dec 23 to Jan 01 Apple Tree
Jan 01 to Jan 11 Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 Lime Tree
Mar 21 (only) Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14 Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24 Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03 Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 Fig Tree
Jun 24 (only) Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 Cypress Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 Pine Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 Lime Tree
Sep 23 (only) Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 Fig Tree
Dec 22 (only) Beech Tree

YOUR TREE (in alphabetical order)

Apple Tree (Love) -- quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous, sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs affectionate partner.

Ash Tree (Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and much emotional support.

Beech Tree (Creative) -- has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).

Birch Tree (Inspiration) -- vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

Cedar Tree (Confidence) -- of rare strength, knows how to adapt, likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, often impatient likes to impress others, has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

Chestnut Tree (Honesty) -- of unusual stature, impressive, well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.

Cypress Tree (Faithfulness) -- strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it, strives to be content, optimistic, wants to be financially independent, wants love and affection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and careless, loves to gain knowledge, needs to be needed.

Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness) -- pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humour, practical.

Fig Tree (Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit self-willed, honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard worker, loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, few sexual relationships, great sense of humour, has artistic talent and great intelligence.

Fir Tree (Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles stress well, loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them, hard to trust others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness and laziness after long demanding hours at work, rather modest, talented, unselfish, many friends, very reliable.

Hazelnut Tree (Extraordinary) -- charming, sense of humour, very demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics, popular, quite moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has a precise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.

Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

Lime Tree (Doubt) - intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time tousle them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.

Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) -- no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, goodmemory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

Oak Tree (Brave) -- robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

Olive Tree (Wisdom) -- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

Pine Tree (Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company, craves peace and harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.

Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

Rowan Tree (Sensitivity) -- full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

Walnut Tree (Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

Weeping Willow (Melancholy) - likes to be stress free, loves family life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh

What is premenstrual syndrome (PMS)?

Premenstrual syndrome (PMS) is a group of symptoms related to the menstrual cycle. PMS symptoms occur in the week or two weeks before your period (menstruation or monthly bleeding). The symptoms usually go away after your period starts. PMS may interfere with your normal activities at home, school, or work. Menopause, when monthly periods stop, brings an end to PMS.
The causes of PMS are not yet clear. Some women may be more sensitive than others to changing hormone levels during the menstrual cycle. Stress does not seem to cause PMS, but may make it worse. PMS can affect menstruating women of any age.
PMS often includes both physical and emotional symptoms. Diagnosis of PMS is usually based on your symptoms, when they occur, and how much they affect your life.

What are the symptoms of PMS?

PMS often includes both physical and emotional symptoms. Common symptoms are:
breast swelling and tenderness
fatigue and trouble sleeping
upset stomach, bloating, constipation or diarrhea
headache
appetite changes or food cravings
joint or muscle pain
tension, irritability, mood swings, or crying spells
anxiety or depression
trouble concentrating or remembering.
Symptoms vary from one woman to another. If you think you have PMS, try keeping track of your symptoms for several menstrual cycles. You can use a calendar to note which symptoms you are having on which days of your cycle, and how bad the symptoms are. If you seek medical care for your PMS, having this kind of record is helpful.

How common is PMS?

Estimates of the percentage of women affected by PMS vary widely. According to the American College of Obstetricians and Gynecologists, up to 40 percent of menstruating women report some symptoms of PMS. Most of these women have symptoms that are fairly mild and do not need treatment. Some women (perhaps five to ten percent of menstruating women) have a more severe form of PMS.

It started with a tired moody monday and a stupid me and my mind to think of those stupid stuff and there it goes for our unhappiness.. though it did not stay long.. but i know.. i am unresonable to let out my unhappiness this way.. haiz.. just cannot help it..

Sunday spend time at home to do housework as said and watch " Xi Jie Shao Nian" with Dear.. actually wanted to watch "MVP Qing Ren" but found out it is not in my house... which means i lend someone and they forget to return to me.. haiz.. I can't remember who borrow from me.. If it is you who is reading it now.. Time to return me le..

Saturday 12/08/06

Haha 13 more days to Hong Kong.. so looking forward to it.. got all those brouchre and maps ready... hehe.. i guess this is the first time i go on holiday with such a big group.. 14pax.. wah.. but did you all watch last night news?? Saw that even HKG and SIN airport check in has become so intense and not able to bring hand carry bag on board .. haiz.. guess i should keep nagging to my boss to leave the airport much early le bah.. keke

haiz.. why saturday have to work?? I got so boring at work.. should have let me sleep at home.. I wanna sleep.. keke.. So this week i will be at serangoon side avoiding to be "gunner" haha i guess only dear understand.. and then have to be the maid for my two niece and nephew bah.. to cook and to iron my own clothes.. so much things to do.. oh.. and to clear my room rubbish.. haiz.. began to regret why i buy a black furniture.. they collect dust so easy...

Tuesday 08/08/06 (Pre national Day)

Yep... tomolo is National Day.. so it mean a holiday for us to rest a day. So tired out this week.. dunno why.. maybe becos i sleep late and work bahh.. haiz need to replan my HKG schedule.. aiyo aiyo.. you all got go b4 ma..?? tell me what there good to eat and shop...

Blog stalker has something to share.. remember before my dad just contract cancer.. he found out one of his M1 line he open for his frenz has been secretly change mobile number without his knowledge.. and you know if you gonna change anything to the mobile line you have to personally go down but what have those stupid M1 customer service done?? My dad did not even appear to go change and they do it.. haiz.. and that frenz much more bastard to chalk up his bill to 7k dollars before M1 actually terminate it off.. zzzzzzzzzz when my dad know about it.. he almost faint.. kaoz.. so we insisted that not we use.. and they have fault too.. manage to term now to monthly installment pay the balance.. but actually we did not pay at all.. haha.. The most make me anger blow is.. my bill just over a hundred they cancel my line and wait till i paid full before i was able to use.. Zzzzz and charge me a 20 re connect fee.. i guess they really a nuisance.. have already made up my mind.. to terminate my line..(though it has follow me for many years) and sign up starhub.. i guess that is a better choice..

ya, indeed he is a jerk.. actually guys are all jerk.. after you left him.. everything changes and he will say those kind of hurtful words to hurt you more.. always make themselves not in the wrong and you are.. but normally what can we do?? nothing but to bear their words..

Monday Blue...

Blue again.. yesterday play mahjong till 7 plus.. then about 8 plus went back to my home .. yippe dear win that round.. but i lost quite a few.. and so his wining put into mine.. in the end not wining much.. haha and guess what.. we were playing the small mahjong.. so cute..

Saturday i slept till 11 plus.. lihai bah.. i dunno i can be such a piggy.. but once wake up hunger follow.. lucky dear on his way back.. guess his mock exam done quite well.. just hope his CCNA is the same and have confident.. no scare..

Saw someone blog scolding ppl for not responsible.. maybe i dunno the whole story but by reading her part of story kinda angry by what the guy did.. well i suggest should cancel off the line in case he continue to pile up the next few months bill.. and giving those excuses like buying gift for the ger and end up no money to pay bills is ridiculous.. i guess he should fan xin a bit..

After 21 years of marriage, My wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you."
The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally.
That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie.
"What's wrong, are you well," she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news.
"I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you, "I responded. "Just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, and then said, "I would like that very much."
That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date. She waited in the door with her coat on. She had curled her hair and was wearing the dress that she had worn to celebrate her last wedding anniversary.
She smiled from a face that was as radiant as an angel's. "I told my friends that I was going to go out with my son, and they were impressed," she said, as she got into the car. "They can't wait to hear about our meeting."
We went to a restaurant that, although not elegant, was very nice and cozy. My mother took my arm as if she were the First Lady.
After we sat down, I had to read the menu. Her eyes could only read large print. Half way through the entries, I lifted my eyes and saw Mom sitting there staring at me. A nostalgic smile was on her lips. "It was I who used to have to read the menu when you were small, "she said. "Then it's time that you relax and let me return the favor," I responded.
During the dinner, we had an agreeable conversation nothing extraordinary but catching up on recent events of each other's life. We talked so much that we missed the movie.
As we arrived at her house later, she said, "I'll go out with you again, but only if you let me invite you." I agreed.
"How was your dinner date?" asked my wife when I got home. "Very nice, much more so than I could have imagined," I answered.
A few days later, my mother died of a massive heart attack. It happened so suddenly that I didn't have a chance to do anything for her. Some time later I received an envelope with a copy of a restaurant receipt from the same place mother and I had dined. An attached note said: "I paid this bill in advance. I wasn't sure that I could be there; but nevertheless, I paid for two plates - one for you and the other for your wife. You will never know what that night meant for me. I love you, son."
At that moment, I understood the importance of saying in time: "I LOVE YOU" and to give our loved ones the time they deserve. Nothing in life is more important than your family. Give them the time they deserve, because these things cannot be put off till "some other time."

Something that i am always unable to put down :Dad

Since i was young the one i always see is my dad.. my mom use to be a factory worker so hardly can see her when i was schooling.. It was dad who buy me food and take care of my necessary.. We used to go out together .. for nasi brani to prawn noodle.. all those nice food is recommend by my dad.. when i get older.. our gaps began to pull apart.. I go out with frenz more and lesser staying at home.. we began to hide feeling inside our heart.. Our last family outing should be years ago.. when our home flooring got spoilt.. we book a chalet and we spend the night there bbq... though my mom and dad did went home.. he dote on us that bought those food for the bbq.. and you will know that not cheap.. Crayfish, prawns and sotong.. all the expensive seafood he will not be stingy with us.. cos we are a family..

When he started to have those fever and colds.. I dunno about it.. that moment of time i always go clubbing and out with frenz.. he did not have time the time to talk to me.. as house to me at that time is a hotel.. He dun like me to drink.. but he did not say.. he want me to stay home to accompany him.. he did not bring up.. till i have dear my weekend began to start going to Jurong and more lesser time at home..

My faults that i did not have the time to acompany all this years.. forgotten when the last time we last had a good chat.. till i found out everything is too late , there is no way to compensate what have been lost.. His last days at home was miserable.. i hold back my tears and held my best front to him.. I know he is boring at home.. i know he feel uncomfortable .. but everytime when i ask him.. he will just say.. No i am alright staying home.. no i feel okay.. At his very last moment.. he still remember me.. i guess this is the only i am contented ..

Now he is with my big sis.. it is her turn to take care of him now.. hope in a different world of us.. he is happy and will come back to see us too..

I miss you Dad

One Year and Three Months Anniversary

Nothing much.. no celebration today anyway it is the 15 months of together not one an a half year or two.. but just wanna mark down today.. cos i think a lot of months i have stop to keep track.. we might almost forget how long we have been together le..

Suddenly recall a joke i have been laughing yesterday... haha "railing" oops cannot say what is it.. cos dear will sure kill me.. haha.. It kept me laugh.. even now.. thinking of it.. haha

Oh .. looking at the date.. OMG... still got 23 days only to Hong Kong.. began to look forward.. time real pass very fast.. the mark of August mean still got 4 more months to Christmas..