Wednesday.. mid day of the week.. still feeling very tired after last week non stop working without any day of rest.. and on monday i woke up at 12 am after i cannot tahan and fall asleep at 10pm.. but not to watch soccer but to pray my dad..

Times do really flies.. it has been hundred days since my dad had pass away.. we try to cook some dishes what he use to like to eat and shift his favourite chair back to the place he use to sit and smoke.. i wonder.. how is he le.. sometime i do still dream of him.. i dunno how to say is he fatter or thinner.. i know that him.. but my dream is always he die.. and never tell me anything more.. I miss him.. very... when i am alone.. my mind wonder.. back to the past and think of him.. and tears will just drop.. and i have tried hard to hold it bad.. stupid right??

Last night , me and dear was home alone.. actually for this few days will be lonely too.. my sis and family went to malaysia.. will be only back on friday morning.. so this few days me and dear have to settle our meal on our own.. and Dear now still so shiok.. sleeping in the cozy bed without anyone to disturb him le.. so good... Lucky i have him by my side now... if not.. the whole house only me at home.. kinda scary.. haha thinking Ju-On part 3 will shown at my home ma.. ok i admit.. when human get older will tend to be more timid.. last time i use to be alone at home.. now cannot.. too much horror movie seen.. my mind will keep wonder around..

Just stalk someone blog again.. haha bo bian too boring at work ba.. or can say kinda KPO.. haha but it is someone related to me de bah.. (in a way) haha ya agree with him.. cherish the ppl around b4 you lose them... but how many ppl can learn to do that?? and .. always having the good life of what you have now.. will you change when nothign happen?? I feel that.. one in a lifetime.. hope to do something i really like and have the fun i want.. maybe like that i will not die in regret.. ha ha.. so what is your opinion??