Saturday Blue

Ever heard of saturday blue?? kinda dreadful to wake up on a saturday to go work.. why dun Singapore govermnent implement 5 days working too.. just like TW.. but if i not working today i will not see this le..

Was taking bus 70 to work.. at serangoon station there saw a indian lady very panic looking for something.. should be her family members ba.. those who get down from the bus she will keep looking and even us on the bus de.. i guess everyone will find her a crazy woman.. no one dare to get close to her at all.. I saw the look those ppl have .. depised and a distance away from her.. maybe scare she might attack them.. Come to think.. maybe i will do that too.. if i was there.. just like there a uncle always at my house that bus stop.. sitting there and will mumbering things.. soemtime even scold ppl.. we classifed those as mad ppl.. but we never try to find out what the behind story of what changes them to be like this.. Did we even think??

Above is just my morning thinking.. today mom not at home again.. i be the cook tonight.. *flip* Menu today

Dong Gua Tang

Qing Chao Xiao Bai Cai

Tofu Zhen Rou

Anyone interested?? Kindly made reservation.. haha i siao le.. Dear will be going back his home later to eat.. so he will not be eating with us..*sad*

How ia dad condition?? He is not getting any better... and can see he is getting thinner and thiner.. from size 31 to 28 now.. very heart pain.. but he cannot eat we cannot force him too.. known that he is so much in pain.. i dun wanna see that.. Morphine can be addited.. but how long can he still be addicted to that.. i dunno.. as long now can relieve his pain.. i think it be better to keep drinking.. seeing his condition getting worse i feel helpless.. i guess itf they are not your close kin you will never understand it.. Dear always say.. have to face the fact and there nothing we could do.. but the feeling and thinkign is always there.. i find myself dun wanna face it and run away.. like my sis they all.. pretend all this will get better soon.. no tears no sadness.. really can ma?