Back back ..

I am back.. recover and a strong ger again.. haha well cannot say total recover.. as eat those heaty food will lost my voice until i drink water to regain back.. other than that all thank to dear of taking care of me and forbid me to eat anymore heaty food that why i am now back to my jumpy style keke siao char bo..

But Dear today let loose abit.. i am entitle to eat ock.. hee that is my fav.. hmm somemore hot hot so nice.. but hee a bit pain in my throat now.. oops.. heehee

Today going to hospital for a review again.. dunno what will the doc say.. anyway.. alot of ppl ask me to have heart prepare.. haiz.. i know.. i know.. sometime i feel why my sis can take it so easily .. it is really what my dear said is right?? she feel nothing for this family?? and mom?? only care for herself.. this home going to "san le" it is unlike in the past.. everyone is happy.. now everyone is hiding inside a mask.. like my sis.. if i no do housework she will suan me but then when she know i teaches her kids school work she will say ok ok nvm.. very what right?? no matter what.. i still a part in this family.. hope it would go back to the same as b4...

Sometime i find woman really "wu li qu nao" maybe i should say guys too?? well back to the woman.. why when get together still dun wanna trust their guy.. trust is the most important in a relationship.. though i broke it b4 , i am trying hard to mend it back.. but a guy who has never do any wrong why will a woman keep thinking he did something wrong.. i dun understand.. at a point, i do think this man done wrong too.. but i did not blame him.. but till now.. the fact is there.. he did nothing .. sometime thing goes this way bah.. Actually there is nothing at all but human keep thinking there is.. and there will be a imaginery fact there and we might really thought it is the truth.. why just we dun trust ouselves??

Oops sorry i guess you all will not understnad.. this is something i thought of yesterday.. *yawns* after lunch so tired.. i feel like sleeping again.. guess what yesterday i slept at 8 plus.. so early hor.. and sleep the whole night through.. so shiok.. long time no like that le.. got to bet back to work.. bye..