Why hasn't the RainBow appear ??

Sorry was busy over the last few days so did not have the mood and time to blog.. now while waiting to go off work.. maybe blog some to past time..

Thursday my dad went to start his first treatment .. I guess no one can understand my feeling.. just like i cannot help to unburden his pain.. We waited qutie a long time b4 our turn to do the Chemo.. well you will start to think chemo is an injection right? but it is actually not.. it is like a bag of liquid inserting into your body through those blood veins.. Dad was complaining pain when the chemo liquid goes into his body.. I feel like crying at the moment.. cos my heart feeling so pain when i see his expression.. I must say.. he is a man who can endure pain.. so when he start to complain.. it must be really very pain.. nightmare started after we got home.. do not know due to what cause.. dad started to develop fever.. and was shivering with cold.. to make him feel better.. i put on blanket, socks. and more clothes.. this does not help.. his temperture hit to 38.8 (this is when they start to wake me up and inform me dad fever gettign higher) I have to send him to A & E straight.. haiz.. and we spend half of our night in there waiting.. Now how is he le? Going on fine.. i just afraid his fever will occur anytime.. but he still unable to go back home today.. yesterday his fever came back and it is quite high.. so doctor advise to stay in hospital to observe.. hope that he be able to go back home tomolo bah..