I am so free today.. after not much document come in.. so make some time to update blog later still got to go dear dear blog to say something too.. huh say what? cannot tell you all lah.. sh.. dun ask..

Was chatting with nerd nerd now.. so boring.. i mean me.. then she should be busy as boss should be in office bah.. not like me.. haiz.. oh ya.. telling her i miss "tian ji zhuo" a lot.. eversince MJ use to bring me go.. no more chance i be able to eat.. now rarely touch.. cos dear dear dun eat those kind of thing ba.. oh yah do you all miss the "hao tan" hmm.. yummy yummy.. *saliva dripping, pass me a tissue pls* hahah

Yesterday was the second treatment of chemo.. i suddenly got this kind of thinking.. asking dad to do chemo is it a wrong.. although this time it is not that painful as the previous time.. but the after effect still the same.. he got fever and shivering with cold ... i am so helpless as i cannot do anything other than covering him with blanket and giving him medicine to eat.. if later the fever still not going to suside ,.. i guess have to take cab send him to A &E again le.. i know he hate to stay in hospital.. but for his health.. i have too..

hmm nothing much to write le bah.. very sleepy now.. as i did not really sleep well last night too.. keep waking up to check on dad.. the second time i wake up due to i dream of dad and his face was swollen .. haha scare me sia.. hmm hope everythign will be alright soon.. the third treatment.. i am already dun dare to think of it le..