Nothing much to do now at work.. so came here to blog a bit.. just now crying again.. haiz.. was calling my dad as i told him about the medical report thingy which then i know Dear was toking to him about it too.. and he was crying.. at the moment of time.. i find my Dad sound weird but i did not ask much.. after the call i call Dear then i found out Dad was crying becos he know i am very hard up now.. i find myself useless.. cannot even fork up 100 .. zzzzzzzzzzzz when is my pay coming? guess today not able to get le.. got to wait till next week.. some more this month dun earn that much.. i still have to attend a wedding .. ang bao.. sianz..

Tok about that now den i find out.. my second sis bdae fall on the same day as Janet's sis.. dec 4th.. haha so qiao.. hmm but two of them is heaven and earth character.. zzzzzzz haha..

Yesterday went to hospital with Dad again for check up.. and went for interview too.. at Kinokuniya.. (oops did i got it right) at first was hoping i be able to get in.. but now.. haiz kinda hard.. 6-10 mon to fri.. even though it is the best time i can hope for but for me to go work i guess really hard.. and even weekend i chose to work.. the time is not compitable to mine current job.. and thinking if my place here in future turn to be 5days.. i will have to work till 6pm.. which is another place work time.. well.. we shall see loh..

Hospital side.. finaically we know how we can unburden le.. but heard from the doctor.. this is unable to complete cure as we have to keep doing chemo to control.. so it be a long run thingy.. i just hope.. dad be able to withstand the chemo treatment..

Ok let talk about soem happy things.. hmm.. ooh yesterday we went to a place near the Mustafa there.. there have one stall selling "ruo ku mian" if you got stay hoem watch every sunday the "jie tou mei shi xing" you will know.. wah although the soup not that fantasic but the "zhu gan" really ichiban !!! very soft.. and juicy.. yum yum.. and that is the place my dad use to work bah.. then at there we talk about a lot of his past memories.. he used to live near the seaside.. but he does not know how to swim.. keke we was laughing when we know that.. lucky i did not propose to bring him go swim.. haha.. and a lot like what jobs he use to work..and those hardship... *sobs* dunno why still feel like crying.. let me cry finish then write.. Bye bye..