I dunno.. i know i should not be thinking all this.. but i really have to ask.. where has the promise gone to? When you promise me you will quit.. was it just to stop me from nagging at you or you really want to? Looking at you everyday holding the stick on your hands make me more and more irritated.. i wish i could throw it away for you.. but i can't cos i know this is not what i should do.. i should be the one standing beside you helping you to quit.. but as days goes by you slowly change from asking me "Can I?" into a habit thingy .. the asking part have skip.. if you cannot change.. what should i do? Tolerate it or go along with you and smoke.. ?? WHy just i cannot fulfill this dream...why??