Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Monday, May 30, 2005
Thursday, May 19, 2005
Extreme Jealousy overcome into my head.. haiz.. yesterday Toro san came to my work place to fetch me .. on our way to Bishan J8 we saw... his ex.. very very pretty one.. haiz.. me compare to her is like nothing.. sad sad sad...
Jealous came into my mind.. so unhappy.. eee.. argh.. hump.. blehz...
Tonight be meeting Toro san to have dinner again.. although it is a happy thingy but i feel heart pain.. cos he stay at jurong.. all the way came to my place to meet me.. then after that still all the way go back home.. it is a tiring thingy ..
haha recalling this afternoon what my colleagues say might be true.. guys always tend to say .. "as long as you happy, I will be happy" so this sentance is so sweet right? but it is all fake.. !!! cos the actual meaning of his happy is when the ger are happy with what they have they will have less trouble to please the ger.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz... why can they think and say all this man.. i dun fully agree loh.. cos i feel happy when my partner is happy.. sometime might be things i do or say.. but definetly not this.. haha.. dun you all agree??
Haiz.. still very trouble.. wanted to give my dear a surprise.. for his bdae.. still cannot think of one.. haiz.. trouble.. anyone got any suggestion?? any romantic thingy to suggest to me?? he not gers lehz.. if not i give him flowers, chocolate.. teddy bears.. hahaha Toro san you like all these ma??
Jealous came into my mind.. so unhappy.. eee.. argh.. hump.. blehz...
Tonight be meeting Toro san to have dinner again.. although it is a happy thingy but i feel heart pain.. cos he stay at jurong.. all the way came to my place to meet me.. then after that still all the way go back home.. it is a tiring thingy ..
haha recalling this afternoon what my colleagues say might be true.. guys always tend to say .. "as long as you happy, I will be happy" so this sentance is so sweet right? but it is all fake.. !!! cos the actual meaning of his happy is when the ger are happy with what they have they will have less trouble to please the ger.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz... why can they think and say all this man.. i dun fully agree loh.. cos i feel happy when my partner is happy.. sometime might be things i do or say.. but definetly not this.. haha.. dun you all agree??
Haiz.. still very trouble.. wanted to give my dear a surprise.. for his bdae.. still cannot think of one.. haiz.. trouble.. anyone got any suggestion?? any romantic thingy to suggest to me?? he not gers lehz.. if not i give him flowers, chocolate.. teddy bears.. hahaha Toro san you like all these ma??
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Wednesday again.. middle of the week.. so how is this week going on??
yipee be meeting Toro san today to Bishan for teppanyaki.. heehee my fav. food.. still remember the last time i eat was also with him and nerd cum KQ.. still cannot figure why Toro and KQ nothing to chat.. haiz..
Hmm lets update about yesterday..
haha gers gers.. i got the 50% discount voucher for U2 .. so led three other pretty gers to Bishan yesterday to grab stocks to replenish to fill my wardrobe... heehee i got myself 4 tops and 2 bottoms.. keke not really consider office wear as this time round i find U2 clothings quite causal type.. and imagine we four ladies bought up to 400+ dollars of clothing .. haha lucky got discount so we paid half of that price.. guess i am the one who bought the most.. 90 dollars.. dun worry will send invoice to Toro san at the end of month then claim..haha
hmm looking more and more forward to the chalet le.. only main worry is that the food is not enough.. it be a paisei thing if not enough bah.. haha so got to plan.. i know Toro san very worried too.. dun worry hao ma got me.. no matter it is towards studies or chalet.. i will help and give suggestion to you..
Ok ok about time to meet him le.. so good that he be fetching me today.. kekeek.. tata
yipee be meeting Toro san today to Bishan for teppanyaki.. heehee my fav. food.. still remember the last time i eat was also with him and nerd cum KQ.. still cannot figure why Toro and KQ nothing to chat.. haiz..
Hmm lets update about yesterday..
haha gers gers.. i got the 50% discount voucher for U2 .. so led three other pretty gers to Bishan yesterday to grab stocks to replenish to fill my wardrobe... heehee i got myself 4 tops and 2 bottoms.. keke not really consider office wear as this time round i find U2 clothings quite causal type.. and imagine we four ladies bought up to 400+ dollars of clothing .. haha lucky got discount so we paid half of that price.. guess i am the one who bought the most.. 90 dollars.. dun worry will send invoice to Toro san at the end of month then claim..haha
hmm looking more and more forward to the chalet le.. only main worry is that the food is not enough.. it be a paisei thing if not enough bah.. haha so got to plan.. i know Toro san very worried too.. dun worry hao ma got me.. no matter it is towards studies or chalet.. i will help and give suggestion to you..
Ok ok about time to meet him le.. so good that he be fetching me today.. kekeek.. tata
The fundamentals of love.
Think back to the day when you first laid eyes on her. You found yourselfcharmed by the way she talks, the way she dresses herself to show off herbest features and the way she embraces life with her laughter. It seemed as if a mysterious "chemistry effect" has suddenly developed to draw you closer to her.You two then began to meet regularly, and you discover more things that youadmire about her. Her clever ideas, her healthy values and the way she stands up for you when others doubt you. You find yourself thinking of her not just as a normal friend, but a very good friend. It is often during this period that a boy and a gal will start thinking of bringing their friendship to another level. After all, the kind of wonderful experience you have between each other can only become even better if it develops into a romantic relationship. In other words, the feeling is really unique - no one else seems able to replace her in yourheart.So both of you agree to go steady and work even harder on the relationship.You "graduate" to become a couple, and are the envy of the sea of singles.
When You Forget The Fundamentals
However, at some point in your relationship, you forgot how it all began.You start to take your partner for granted. Why can't she laugh in a moreladylike manner? Why doesn't she dress herself more trendily? Why mustshe assert her views and point out your silly mistakes? Is she really the one for you?To be fair to yourself and to her, take some time to reflect on your "love memory". The "love memory' contains all the reasons that you fell inlove with her right from Day One. It contains rarely accessed snippets of how your life has changed since meeting and loving her.Pre-steady days, did you heap compliments on her for the brave way shespoke her mind on bullies and snobs? You probably did. Did you like her unusual fashion sense that makes her stand out from the crowd? Right-o. So why are you criticising or finding fault with her now that she is your girlfriend?Because you have forgotten the fundamentals of love, like so many of us. You have forgotten the reasons you admired her during the friendshipphase.Instead, once you went steady, you put your "love memory" in cold storage.As her boyfriend, you take up a new set of demands and expectations abouther. These new ideas are not necessarily better; they could put your relationship at risk.
The Secret Of Strong Relationships
A healthy relationship, like learning to walk properly, follows a step-by-step development. You can't possibly become part of a couple if you aren't friends in the first place. Ok, I know some of us break the rule and plunge straight into whirlwind courtship, but how many of those couples can go the distance? Couplehood works well when there is something you like about her (and vice versa), and I'm not referring to merely the physical aspects.So whenever your relationship hits a rocky path, don't give up withoutchecking on your "love memory". Rediscover the reasons why you fell inlove with her, and watch your relationship flourish with a newfound vigour.
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L-Listen O-Overlook V-Voice E-EffortLove is to listen to the needs of the other party: giving without asking for returns, overlook the faults and find the plus point of the other party, voice out & say sweet things and express your happiness and words of encouragement for the other party, putting in effort, keep putting in more time to find the world of love.
Think back to the day when you first laid eyes on her. You found yourselfcharmed by the way she talks, the way she dresses herself to show off herbest features and the way she embraces life with her laughter. It seemed as if a mysterious "chemistry effect" has suddenly developed to draw you closer to her.You two then began to meet regularly, and you discover more things that youadmire about her. Her clever ideas, her healthy values and the way she stands up for you when others doubt you. You find yourself thinking of her not just as a normal friend, but a very good friend. It is often during this period that a boy and a gal will start thinking of bringing their friendship to another level. After all, the kind of wonderful experience you have between each other can only become even better if it develops into a romantic relationship. In other words, the feeling is really unique - no one else seems able to replace her in yourheart.So both of you agree to go steady and work even harder on the relationship.You "graduate" to become a couple, and are the envy of the sea of singles.
When You Forget The Fundamentals
However, at some point in your relationship, you forgot how it all began.You start to take your partner for granted. Why can't she laugh in a moreladylike manner? Why doesn't she dress herself more trendily? Why mustshe assert her views and point out your silly mistakes? Is she really the one for you?To be fair to yourself and to her, take some time to reflect on your "love memory". The "love memory' contains all the reasons that you fell inlove with her right from Day One. It contains rarely accessed snippets of how your life has changed since meeting and loving her.Pre-steady days, did you heap compliments on her for the brave way shespoke her mind on bullies and snobs? You probably did. Did you like her unusual fashion sense that makes her stand out from the crowd? Right-o. So why are you criticising or finding fault with her now that she is your girlfriend?Because you have forgotten the fundamentals of love, like so many of us. You have forgotten the reasons you admired her during the friendshipphase.Instead, once you went steady, you put your "love memory" in cold storage.As her boyfriend, you take up a new set of demands and expectations abouther. These new ideas are not necessarily better; they could put your relationship at risk.
The Secret Of Strong Relationships
A healthy relationship, like learning to walk properly, follows a step-by-step development. You can't possibly become part of a couple if you aren't friends in the first place. Ok, I know some of us break the rule and plunge straight into whirlwind courtship, but how many of those couples can go the distance? Couplehood works well when there is something you like about her (and vice versa), and I'm not referring to merely the physical aspects.So whenever your relationship hits a rocky path, don't give up withoutchecking on your "love memory". Rediscover the reasons why you fell inlove with her, and watch your relationship flourish with a newfound vigour.
^*^^*^^*^^*^^*^^*^^*^^*^^*^^*^^*^^*^^*^^*^^*^^*^^*^^*^^*^^*^*^*^*^
L-Listen O-Overlook V-Voice E-EffortLove is to listen to the needs of the other party: giving without asking for returns, overlook the faults and find the plus point of the other party, voice out & say sweet things and express your happiness and words of encouragement for the other party, putting in effort, keep putting in more time to find the world of love.
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Tuesday.. raining day.. from ten plus already been cloudy till now.. hmm now is 1745 why am i still here?? waiting for time to reach b4 i go out of office to meet nerd.. heehee.. hmm so tired today.. very very sleepy.. think yesterday slept too late le.. so this morning so sleepy.. but lucky manage to get a free ride from my office colleague.. save my transport again.. hee..
So interested to know how the photo look?? did not bring to office to scan cos it does not look nice.. *sad* think put too much hope on the photo so haiz.. very disappointed.. only a few looks not bad.. wait till i get back all photo then i scan those nice nice one into pc ..
Tonight going J8 to shopping..heehee.. actually this month income quite a lot expenses.. haiz.. oh yah.. my satay.. heez guess only Toro know what i am talking about.. haha better call later.. gonna save a bit.. ok i am still waiting waiting for Toro call.. ticks ticks ticks kekeke.. better stop here and get my butt out of here.. tata..
So interested to know how the photo look?? did not bring to office to scan cos it does not look nice.. *sad* think put too much hope on the photo so haiz.. very disappointed.. only a few looks not bad.. wait till i get back all photo then i scan those nice nice one into pc ..
Tonight going J8 to shopping..heehee.. actually this month income quite a lot expenses.. haiz.. oh yah.. my satay.. heez guess only Toro know what i am talking about.. haha better call later.. gonna save a bit.. ok i am still waiting waiting for Toro call.. ticks ticks ticks kekeke.. better stop here and get my butt out of here.. tata..
Moody moody now... I know i should not go into friendster to views other profile anymore.. but just now when browsing.. i saw one of my frenz deleted me from his list.. guess does not want me to have any link to him already le bah.. guess i should delete him from msn too.. maybe he already block me.. dunno why.. kinda sad to know all this.. whatever i do.. haiz.. i should have expect all this outcome..
just simply sad.. letting out here.. dun ask me..
just simply sad.. letting out here.. dun ask me..
Monday, May 16, 2005
Ello ..!!! It is monday again.. so how is your weekend?? It is a happy one?? For me, friday night i rush back home to cook for two importants guys in my life.. that is My dad.. and haha Toro.. hmm overall the soup and fish is nice.. but the bean spouts was a bit bland.. haiz.. cos me blur.. fry the bean spouts without adding too much seasoning.. haiz.. poor Toro got to finish that.. but i found out one thing wor.. eat too much bean spouts will be "ben ben" hahaha so as you all see.. My Toro was a bit "ben ben" this weekend..
So we went Taka to buy a new piece of bikini.. with much bargain with Toro manage to buy the bikini which both of us can agree too.. haha it is able to flip front and back to wear.. those like.. erm.. two sided clothes.. but agree with him i cannot wear white.. why huh?? i ask him too.. he say cos he like to see gals to wear white so he scare other guys will keep looking at me..
"hao xiang ta wor".. everytime after he go back we will start our misses for each other le.. haiz.. also dunno why.. heehee.. tian mimi bah..
ok ok back to where i stop.. hmm then after that went to Ivan (his frenz) bdae party stay for an hour or two and we head to fp le.. know what? One of Ivan's god sister was my secondary junior.. kekeke still manage to recongise her.. too bad she forgotten who i am le.. well not a important person bah.. As for fp .. really got to agree with nerd le.. that place begin to sucks.. still the Eski bar not bad.. heehee.. cooling and cute.. but too bad fully pack with ppl and so cold outside due to raining.. Overall i still enjoy that night.. just scare toro might be unhappy of anything..
Sunday was a stay home day for both of us.. we slept till 12 plus then went out for our meals.. and haha small world.. saw a guy who we play pool with him on sat.. real small.. den i do my housework.. he help me to reinstall back my PS2 and he start playing Dark Cloud..
As for today..i have finally tender my letter to the company.. hope i did not make the wrong decision.. hmm.. looking forward to see my photos.. hope it be a good one.. well so whether is it a good one .. i shall update again tomolo..
So we went Taka to buy a new piece of bikini.. with much bargain with Toro manage to buy the bikini which both of us can agree too.. haha it is able to flip front and back to wear.. those like.. erm.. two sided clothes.. but agree with him i cannot wear white.. why huh?? i ask him too.. he say cos he like to see gals to wear white so he scare other guys will keep looking at me..
"hao xiang ta wor".. everytime after he go back we will start our misses for each other le.. haiz.. also dunno why.. heehee.. tian mimi bah..
ok ok back to where i stop.. hmm then after that went to Ivan (his frenz) bdae party stay for an hour or two and we head to fp le.. know what? One of Ivan's god sister was my secondary junior.. kekeke still manage to recongise her.. too bad she forgotten who i am le.. well not a important person bah.. As for fp .. really got to agree with nerd le.. that place begin to sucks.. still the Eski bar not bad.. heehee.. cooling and cute.. but too bad fully pack with ppl and so cold outside due to raining.. Overall i still enjoy that night.. just scare toro might be unhappy of anything..
Sunday was a stay home day for both of us.. we slept till 12 plus then went out for our meals.. and haha small world.. saw a guy who we play pool with him on sat.. real small.. den i do my housework.. he help me to reinstall back my PS2 and he start playing Dark Cloud..
As for today..i have finally tender my letter to the company.. hope i did not make the wrong decision.. hmm.. looking forward to see my photos.. hope it be a good one.. well so whether is it a good one .. i shall update again tomolo..
Friday, May 13, 2005
Ok ok time for update again.. cos my dear Toro hope to read it before he be coming out from home to meet me.. heehee.. today mah able to meet him for dinner then he got to go home le.. so sad.. 3 hours to meet only.. but well tomolo we have plenty of time bah..
hmm can you smell it??!! Saturday coming le.. yipee... heheeheeh... shopping..!! gonna buy some stocks to replenish my cupboard.. think two months no buy le bah.. then got to start thinking for the chalet thingy what to buy.. have to go do some shopping.. think next saturday bah.. as for food.. hmm guess i have already cater..
Yesterday we are back to normal le.. hmm chat happily without those unhappy thingy everything all solve.. just hope no more all this unhappiness.. i am so stress.. makes my mood so down..
hmm as for today.. going to take back my PS2 from ah wee den maybe tonight can play my Darkcloud again.. haha last time have ah wee to play with me.. teach me all those tricks and play.. guess i am a "game bai chi" lol... from now got to learn on my own.. hope i will not be "san fen zhong ri du" well me always like that to games... hahah
hmm.. have to start work le.. today most of the time should be in store do those stock.. just wanna do sth for the company b4 i left here.. a place i have stay for 2 years..
hmm can you smell it??!! Saturday coming le.. yipee... heheeheeh... shopping..!! gonna buy some stocks to replenish my cupboard.. think two months no buy le bah.. then got to start thinking for the chalet thingy what to buy.. have to go do some shopping.. think next saturday bah.. as for food.. hmm guess i have already cater..
Yesterday we are back to normal le.. hmm chat happily without those unhappy thingy everything all solve.. just hope no more all this unhappiness.. i am so stress.. makes my mood so down..
hmm as for today.. going to take back my PS2 from ah wee den maybe tonight can play my Darkcloud again.. haha last time have ah wee to play with me.. teach me all those tricks and play.. guess i am a "game bai chi" lol... from now got to learn on my own.. hope i will not be "san fen zhong ri du" well me always like that to games... hahah
hmm.. have to start work le.. today most of the time should be in store do those stock.. just wanna do sth for the company b4 i left here.. a place i have stay for 2 years..
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Well no matter what it is.. i always try to update my blog everyday to tell frenz how am i be doin gbah.. well ytd was really a bad day for me.. although the interviews went smoothly.. the things is not.. haiz.. the helping out.. led to me and toro argue for two days le.. i know his stand i dun wanna hurt him and i know.. i would not wan tto lose him.. deep in my heart was fighting.. to go for it or not.. Toro win the battle.. i dun wana lose him because of work.. i will try k.. to avoid those places..
Hmm other than that.. Monday i will submit my letter le.. then from then just work a month more and i got nothing to do with this company.. what a relieve.. phew.. it really is a pain to me.. to see all colleague like that.. recently in office ... the atmosphere was like.. any time will blow.. and this morning i almost blow le.. haiz..
Hmm ok dun want to drag anymore.. looking forward to chat wiht Toro le.. going home too.. so tired.. guess this few night i did not sleep well bah.. so sleepy now.. tata
Hmm other than that.. Monday i will submit my letter le.. then from then just work a month more and i got nothing to do with this company.. what a relieve.. phew.. it really is a pain to me.. to see all colleague like that.. recently in office ... the atmosphere was like.. any time will blow.. and this morning i almost blow le.. haiz..
Hmm ok dun want to drag anymore.. looking forward to chat wiht Toro le.. going home too.. so tired.. guess this few night i did not sleep well bah.. so sleepy now.. tata
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Wednesday .. the middle of the week.. it tell us weekend is getting nearer.. heehee so i have planned what i be doing on saturday.. all fully pack.. going shopping.. so happy..
Yesterday got a bit of unhappiness happen between me and Toro.. haiz.. all becos of the interview today.. hmm well i know he is worry for me.. that is why from start i did not get angry of him at all.. i talk to him with the tone we use to chat and try to make him happy.. some how.. i can feel how he felt too.. so i dunno wanna hurt him more.. tired of worrying for each other is one thing we dun wish history to repeat again.. i know.. i am trying to find my way out.. hope everything will turn out fine..
haha suddenly think of yesterday.. Toro talk about Janet.. he is getting crazy.. say want to kill nerd le.. cos those guys around her keep giving her surprises.. heehee in order Toro san to make me happy he is thinking hard for the surprises for my bdae too.. hump.. do i really able to get some surprise??
work work work..everyday have to work.. so tired.. hmm hope weekend can come fast then i can go out with Toro to enjoy.. ok i got to stop here and prepare to go for interview soon.. cya
Yesterday got a bit of unhappiness happen between me and Toro.. haiz.. all becos of the interview today.. hmm well i know he is worry for me.. that is why from start i did not get angry of him at all.. i talk to him with the tone we use to chat and try to make him happy.. some how.. i can feel how he felt too.. so i dunno wanna hurt him more.. tired of worrying for each other is one thing we dun wish history to repeat again.. i know.. i am trying to find my way out.. hope everything will turn out fine..
haha suddenly think of yesterday.. Toro talk about Janet.. he is getting crazy.. say want to kill nerd le.. cos those guys around her keep giving her surprises.. heehee in order Toro san to make me happy he is thinking hard for the surprises for my bdae too.. hump.. do i really able to get some surprise??
work work work..everyday have to work.. so tired.. hmm hope weekend can come fast then i can go out with Toro to enjoy.. ok i got to stop here and prepare to go for interview soon.. cya
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Tuesday le... finally really made up my mind ... just one day i have arrange my road.. tomolo going for an interview.. although is frenz.. still scare will be able to go through.. and dunno what the job be like ... but one thing good is it be at toa payoh... heehee no need change bus.. one straight bus to work.. but my life seem to be not able to run from toapayoh.. ever since i was born i know toa payoh.. haha so toa payoh my lucky place ma??? kekeke
Not much to update today.. cos nothing much happen other than the unhappiness in office.. ok lah going home to rest le.. no more school..!!!! Toro today go out but refuse to tell me where.. so sad... i go home loh.. cya
Not much to update today.. cos nothing much happen other than the unhappiness in office.. ok lah going home to rest le.. no more school..!!!! Toro today go out but refuse to tell me where.. so sad... i go home loh.. cya
Monday, May 09, 2005
Monday again le.. so tired almost dun feel like waking up this morning to go work.. lucky got my colleague to send me to work.. so at least i am able to sleep 10 mins more.. haha (piggy me)
So tired now.. it is almost off work time le.. guess i got food poisoning le.. i have been running to toilet for three times le.. so uncomfortable .. hope it will end soon.. dun tell me go see doctor k.. i got a way to self cure.. it is like when there is nothing to digest it should be recovering le..
Saturday Toro and i went to the Jurong swimming complex only.. not much ppl playing le.. guess all have gone to the WWW.. it is like those past scene where it is cramp with all kiddo and youngster is no more there..
Well after swimming I went back to Toro home to rest and we watch vcd.. was thinking to go out but guess both of us just too tired and lazy cum dun wanna spend too much.. heehee so slack at his home loh.. kekek... well the result of going swimming again.. haiz.. as usual got back those tantan look.. although heathly skin look but i just dun like.. guess nerd will envy cos she always complain not tan enough.. but i envy her always so easy to get back fair.. i cannot imagine three weeks later we be going WWW ... my tan will be more dark.. maybe i will go back to the fate to be mistaken as malay.. haha
Starting to invite my frenz to my chalet le.. hmm at the moments my sec school classmates already confrim le.. CLM one also.. now left with outside frenz.. actually i dun find it is my bdae chalet.. i actually just wanted to find a chance to refresh those times i have with frenz..
Hmm sunday was Janet bdae.. so envy leh.. saturday i got impt mission leh.. haha help my kor to make a surprise for her.. and that Alex.. cal me on saturday asking me what is nerd nerd unit no. paisei paisei me myself forget too.. haha i dun rememeber the unit loh.. i remember the way there.. keke.. so good.. everyone creating surprise for her.. I WANT SURPRISE TOO... hahaha.. actually where got gals dun like surprise?? gers like all this and those create the fun in the relationship.. i too plann surprise for my loved ones.. hor dear?? *bleh*
hmm thinking of surprise.. i need to have an "evil planning" for my dear too.. his bdae is coming .. right after mine.. so actually we be celebrating together.. guess it is the first year he really celebrate after so long.. i hope this be a special one.. wei wei you all got any good ideas tell me hor.. heehee
hmm 5.10pm le .. must get back to do my quotation le.. well update quite alot today too.. so tata and take care...
So tired now.. it is almost off work time le.. guess i got food poisoning le.. i have been running to toilet for three times le.. so uncomfortable .. hope it will end soon.. dun tell me go see doctor k.. i got a way to self cure.. it is like when there is nothing to digest it should be recovering le..
Saturday Toro and i went to the Jurong swimming complex only.. not much ppl playing le.. guess all have gone to the WWW.. it is like those past scene where it is cramp with all kiddo and youngster is no more there..
Well after swimming I went back to Toro home to rest and we watch vcd.. was thinking to go out but guess both of us just too tired and lazy cum dun wanna spend too much.. heehee so slack at his home loh.. kekek... well the result of going swimming again.. haiz.. as usual got back those tantan look.. although heathly skin look but i just dun like.. guess nerd will envy cos she always complain not tan enough.. but i envy her always so easy to get back fair.. i cannot imagine three weeks later we be going WWW ... my tan will be more dark.. maybe i will go back to the fate to be mistaken as malay.. haha
Starting to invite my frenz to my chalet le.. hmm at the moments my sec school classmates already confrim le.. CLM one also.. now left with outside frenz.. actually i dun find it is my bdae chalet.. i actually just wanted to find a chance to refresh those times i have with frenz..
Hmm sunday was Janet bdae.. so envy leh.. saturday i got impt mission leh.. haha help my kor to make a surprise for her.. and that Alex.. cal me on saturday asking me what is nerd nerd unit no. paisei paisei me myself forget too.. haha i dun rememeber the unit loh.. i remember the way there.. keke.. so good.. everyone creating surprise for her.. I WANT SURPRISE TOO... hahaha.. actually where got gals dun like surprise?? gers like all this and those create the fun in the relationship.. i too plann surprise for my loved ones.. hor dear?? *bleh*
hmm thinking of surprise.. i need to have an "evil planning" for my dear too.. his bdae is coming .. right after mine.. so actually we be celebrating together.. guess it is the first year he really celebrate after so long.. i hope this be a special one.. wei wei you all got any good ideas tell me hor.. heehee
hmm 5.10pm le .. must get back to do my quotation le.. well update quite alot today too.. so tata and take care...
Friday, May 06, 2005
LA LA LA (Happy Mood)
In good mood today.. heehee Toro accompany me to work today.. haha.. hmm why ah? Cos yesterday night i met him up for dinner.. at my home.. keke give him a surprise by cooking for him.. and there goes him keep smiling all the way while eating..
After that, we watch some vcd and chat about stuffs.. den i go sleeping mode again.. haiz.. me very lousy not able to keep awake.. guess today we might not be meeting le.. hmm tomolo going to Big Splash with him.. actually kinda surprise that Toro will ask me wan to go or not... cos he never like to sun so much ever since he is in the navy..
Well so since he suggest we shall go tomolo loh.. heehee..
Erm .. write till here suddenly out of words to put in le.. ok old questiion.. got miss me ma?? 2 days no update wor.. guess not much ppl be reading too cos ah kor stay home or go play lan seldom see him online.. nerd nerd seem to still have network problem or server so not online too.. so two important person not reading le who will still be reading??
I got a extreme early morning sms this morning.. hmm.. well was still wondering who is it.. but haiz.. i dunno.. i am not sure whether will i have the chance to see him again.. i guess it be a bit awkward bah.. i dunno..
Ok so everyone have a nice weekend bah.. tata
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
No more waiting.. no more sadness.. well finally he come back on 30 Apr 2005.. after a 3 weeks and 5 days not seen each other.. we turn to be a bit distant at first.. but those feelings was gone soon when we slowly getting back the feelings b4 he left..
01052005
A day he is looking forward bah.. haha he told me he never waited so long for a gal .. well.. i dunno good things are meant to be wait right? guess this is the day we were official together le.. bgr.. hmm i really really hope this is my last relationship and it will be happy ever after...
He gave me a surprise the previous morning by buying breakfast to my home.. early in the morning.. later in the noon den i know he did not sleep much that night.. * heartpain * after the breakfast i went to wash up then get prepare to go buy my nerd nerd gift.. heehee lucky Toro has a copy of the photo so without too much effort manage to get those things done..
That day we watch "Infection" a very very boring show but manage to get to get scare a fews time... bad Toro keep forcing me to open my eyes to watch those scary parts.. keep saying it is a waste of money if you dun watch those parts.. Kaoz.. but now i am wondering how his hand le.. haha got a part i got so "kan jiong" i think i grab quite hard.. haha
hmm den we almost spend our whole weekend together.. but there is a part i know we have our unhappiness.. i am sorry.. haiz.. guess we have ups and downs this weeks.. i got do things that make him unhappy though.. haiz.. my clothing.. my job.. all this i know.. what done has done le.. what i can do is to change..
yah and we went to play pool yesterday.. hmm he really getting very good.. just mange to win him two games and he won le.. we were playing best of 7.. haiz.. i must buck up.. haha kinda guilty cos when going home time.. he look so tired.. i should have care for his feeling to go back early too.. or else i guess his flu will not recover too..
Today feeling very sick.. cough and flu.. and losing my voice to talk.. now guess i sound like a man.. haha hmm so sweet of him that he want to come after work just to accompany me go see doctor.. maybe i can get more medi so we can share.. haha.. Toro say one.. want to share all my things ma.. so share loh.. lol..
hmm.. today i went into Friendster to see the bulletin board.. i saw a frenz that has lost contact for a fews months past sth like miss her.. well who is he missing?? I am not sure was it me.. as i have told him le i am not angry about the things he did not tell me.. but think i am angry about when i want to take back my things i could not get it back.. haiz.. not sure was my phone install wrong phone no. or what.. but guess what past is past.. those things i cannot rememebr much le.. just sad why when we cannot be bgr i have to lose a frenz.. now i dunno how many more i am going to lose le..
Well i shall end it here.. more update guess keep tune in to Baobao Channel bah..
