23/02/05 ( Contain a bit of sadness)

Just finish writing a story.. haha it is a bit lousy .. well this is my first time to write this kind... i did not even draft out anything ust what come into my mind i type it in....

Princess.. is someone describe to me.. telling me i was like a princess to him.. Am I? (-_-)

I am not sure... kinda down today... why? I thought i am getting more happy as finally i can chat with "lex" today like a frenz.. he be going hong kong soon... at first i thought it was a trip... but now.. it is for work.. and it was not a day or two... it might be a long long period of time.. if i say i dun mind is bluff you.. totally 100% bluff.. cos my heart was feeling sad when i read it ... and i know i am in no position to say anything.. just able to say a sentance take care and all the best...

I know it is kinda stupid... but getting hard to control my feeling "him" someone who have finally have the ability to make me not to think of lex for two weeks? actually shorter.... i dunno what the right thing to do and i dunno what really i can do ... maybe just wait and see.. let time to decide what will happen next... maybe i should just find a bf ... den i will not think so much and i will know my bf will love me more than i love him.... (^_^) am i right? or i am wrong.....