Haha kinda shock by the title? no lah actually no MIA just simply dun have time alone in front of pc to write about my personal things.. well congragulate me first bah frenz.. i will be promote to Shipping Clerk from 01/12/04 onwards.. haha finally i am able to tell my frenz i am no more a small receptionist... but my "dai jia" is to go for further study and more OT than in the past..
Have not been to DB for two weeks liao.. bro when are you bringing me to DB or other fun places again.. well i know you very "fan" i am too so let enjoy loh.. keke but hor.. now then i know other than going out with frenz enjoy study can also made my mind not to think of something i should not be thinking about too... well thanks for my colleague who always been nagging to me to go further study and thanks to myself to decide to study Logistics.. now i find the course is something i am interested in.. and well hope i am able to fullfill what i promise to myself.. finish my cert. and proceed to Diploma... keke..
Okay let stop about the study things.. and talk about what happening around me recently... actually also not much.. only last saturday went with nerd and jasper to suntec to have lunch and i finally get to eat the "san shui ji" at "San Chong Liang Jian" well nothing that fantastic a feeling like the chicken rice chicken with lettuce nia.. haha.. but okay lah.. i like the soup there.. best of the best.. and that day.. i find even though i seldom meet nerd.. i miss her as how much she miss me too.. keke a bit thick skin but true wor.. she start to keep chatting with me of what had she done during the past week i was at Phuket and lots of other things.. and all this was all done on our journey to Suntec..
Okay. i shall stop here and i am looking forward to this saturday outing to sunset bay, hope will not spoilt by that "someone" and it be a sunshine day.. cya
Friday, November 26, 2004
Thursday, November 18, 2004
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
My feeling..kinda sad..
16/11/2004 - A day that shows I have already broke off with him for two months..(-_-) well my feeling and mood kinda down today.. guess is due to not enough sleep and guess part of it is becos i know.. "he" is attach...haiz.... just two months he has a new gf.. how envy of her now...
In the noon, i got to know another news..."Wee" have finally bought up the question .. haiz.. feeling kinda sad now.. i dunno why...
In the noon, i got to know another news..."Wee" have finally bought up the question .. haiz.. feeling kinda sad now.. i dunno why...
Back from Phuket 13-15/11/04
Well I am back from my trip ,Phuket? well got take some photo maybe when they load into pc i chose a few nice pic to put in here.. (^_^)
Day 1
Wake up very early to prepare to go airport.. keke and at least i got someone to send me off.. haha i would not write who he is.. guess it on your own bah.. when it is about time to leave to board the plan i got those feeling like i dun wish to go.. want to accomapany him more.. cos i dunno when we will lost contact again..
Got off the plane around 10 plus (Phuket time) and straight away we head to some wholesale shop to buy some of their local stuff.. after that was temple and then lunch... nothing much kinda sian at first cos was like getting on bus, getting off bus again...but while in the bus we saw PIGGIES haha whole lot of it think is preparing to get to the factory for slaughter bah.. haha (not me hor) and in the evening we were finally check into the hotel to refresh ourselves b4 we go for our night tour... (^_^).. Phuket Fantasea
Not bad for the show, mostly attract those who came to Phuket for the first time cos the show is always the same.. but it was my first time there.. quite magificent and the effect is good... but there is a part where it is dancing only got me to doze off on the chair since i am already have a long long day my eyes could not hold it anymore... keke and all the way back to hotel i was already Zzzzz.....
Day 2
Another day to wake up early in the morning
Went for breakfast and there we set off to Phi Phi Island... The island is so beautiful.... the water is clear and not polluted, you can even see those fishes swimming below.. and will have the feeling to jump into the water and catch them keke....
Day 3
Slept till very very late...
After breakfast we went to the beach for a walk b4 go back hotel to check out (*_*) a bit groggy after sleeping for too long... and after that we went shopping and massage... well and that the end...back to Singapore again... in sleepy mode (",)
Day 1
Wake up very early to prepare to go airport.. keke and at least i got someone to send me off.. haha i would not write who he is.. guess it on your own bah.. when it is about time to leave to board the plan i got those feeling like i dun wish to go.. want to accomapany him more.. cos i dunno when we will lost contact again..
Got off the plane around 10 plus (Phuket time) and straight away we head to some wholesale shop to buy some of their local stuff.. after that was temple and then lunch... nothing much kinda sian at first cos was like getting on bus, getting off bus again...but while in the bus we saw PIGGIES haha whole lot of it think is preparing to get to the factory for slaughter bah.. haha (not me hor) and in the evening we were finally check into the hotel to refresh ourselves b4 we go for our night tour... (^_^).. Phuket Fantasea
Not bad for the show, mostly attract those who came to Phuket for the first time cos the show is always the same.. but it was my first time there.. quite magificent and the effect is good... but there is a part where it is dancing only got me to doze off on the chair since i am already have a long long day my eyes could not hold it anymore... keke and all the way back to hotel i was already Zzzzz.....
Day 2
Another day to wake up early in the morning
Went for breakfast and there we set off to Phi Phi Island... The island is so beautiful.... the water is clear and not polluted, you can even see those fishes swimming below.. and will have the feeling to jump into the water and catch them keke....
Day 3
Slept till very very late...
After breakfast we went to the beach for a walk b4 go back hotel to check out (*_*) a bit groggy after sleeping for too long... and after that we went shopping and massage... well and that the end...back to Singapore again... in sleepy mode (",)
Saturday, November 13, 2004
Isolation Period...
Well i am back from Deepavali... ^_^ keke wednesday was a enjoyable night.. met up with KK, Jasper and news frenz from Jasper.. but btw Jasper, where is your gf?? hahaha...
um... quite enjoy that night.. although my dancing not good but who care.. everyone there is to enjoy themselve and all they do is drink, dance and know ppl...after that we even sit at starbuck to chat while jasper go throw up haha..
Be going oversea tomolo le... kinda not really looking forward... it dun seem like me at all.. i always like to go oversea and somemore with colleagues.. but well.. maybe i am unable to put down some ppl in sg bah.. haha sound like i am dying like that.. just a trip to Phuket be back on monday why my feeling so lost...
I had a bad dream this morning... very bad one.. when i wake up i almost broke into tears.. and till now i am still in a daze... thinking of the dream what it meant.. Do you believe in retribution? i guess i began to believe..
Well maybe i should go for isolation for some time liao.. recent got quite a lot of things happen around me.. although i feel happy to be out with my frenz guess it might be time to go alone... know new frenz.. think over my way of treating frenz regardless of guy or ger frenz am i treating them good enough...
Okay lah shall write again when i come back from the trip.. that will be on Tuesday.. guys out there dun miss me too much k...
um... quite enjoy that night.. although my dancing not good but who care.. everyone there is to enjoy themselve and all they do is drink, dance and know ppl...after that we even sit at starbuck to chat while jasper go throw up haha..
Be going oversea tomolo le... kinda not really looking forward... it dun seem like me at all.. i always like to go oversea and somemore with colleagues.. but well.. maybe i am unable to put down some ppl in sg bah.. haha sound like i am dying like that.. just a trip to Phuket be back on monday why my feeling so lost...
I had a bad dream this morning... very bad one.. when i wake up i almost broke into tears.. and till now i am still in a daze... thinking of the dream what it meant.. Do you believe in retribution? i guess i began to believe..
Well maybe i should go for isolation for some time liao.. recent got quite a lot of things happen around me.. although i feel happy to be out with my frenz guess it might be time to go alone... know new frenz.. think over my way of treating frenz regardless of guy or ger frenz am i treating them good enough...
Okay lah shall write again when i come back from the trip.. that will be on Tuesday.. guys out there dun miss me too much k...
Thursday, November 11, 2004
Hoilday Tomolo... I can see the sun coming out (^_^)
Yeh.. tomolo Deepavali no work.. and one good news is Thomas be back tomolo morning (",) so i be going to the airport to fetch him.. haha not intending to sleep liao.. 7 am got to reach leh... and well back from the clinic.. test outcome not back will have to see this fews days.. and as plan go ahead for the Phuket trip.. (although I dun feel like going.. why ah? well long holiday in SIN i might able to accompany a lot of ppl... and my sunset bay "pao tang le"... never mind i will arrange on 27/11/04)
How is your day??
.......... My morning was not a good one. While on my way to work, my shoe broke lucky is already near my office or else.. haiz.. really dunno how to work.. and lucky i manage to get my frenz to send me back later too.. (^_^)
Tonight going DB.. haha began to like that place.. to drink, to dance and to enjoy with frenz... two weeks no go liao.. going to dance till mad.. anyway no sleep mah.. and so i be not able to write blog tomolo due to no pc at home.. haiz.. will write a long long one on friday if there is any funny thing happen in DB or tomolo.. (*_*) so cya tata..
How is your day??
.......... My morning was not a good one. While on my way to work, my shoe broke lucky is already near my office or else.. haiz.. really dunno how to work.. and lucky i manage to get my frenz to send me back later too.. (^_^)
Tonight going DB.. haha began to like that place.. to drink, to dance and to enjoy with frenz... two weeks no go liao.. going to dance till mad.. anyway no sleep mah.. and so i be not able to write blog tomolo due to no pc at home.. haiz.. will write a long long one on friday if there is any funny thing happen in DB or tomolo.. (*_*) so cya tata..
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
So sad
Haiz... today i am early to write a blog.. maybe i cannot tolerate anymore bah... I cry again yesterday night.. (T.T) well i think i saw "him" riding his bike pass me..and sadly there is a gal behind.... haiz.. i hope i see wrongly but well i cannot ask him.. i can only think on my own ... was it him... ??? or was it not?? I think i will not have the answer but it is just kinda heartbreaking... my heart was in pain since last night.. *sob sob* those tears just fall when i look at the white helmet thinking of all the past i have with "him".. The first meeting is at J8 but he had wait for me at the ESSO station just outside my office.. and the most comical thing is i brought an umbrella with me (xiao huang) keke and till the later part when i am with him den i know he was attracted to me becos of my xiao huang..
Today my condition is getting worse.. although now doctor say it is not appendix.. i feel the pain all over my body since this morning.. and my appetite seem getting worse.. no feeling to eat.. in fact after forcing myself finish that bowl of noodle i feel like throwing out back to the bowl... Can a better doctor tell me what is happening to me??
Very tired.. tired to have so many burden on me.. tired to worry for my frenz which in the end they dun even listen to my advice.. i hope she will not chose the wrong way... well what can i say much.. i am a flirt in the past.. what stand can i talk about love? I have only been sad once how would i know about how sad a guy could be when his loved one broke off with him.. I try to stand in the guys position to think for my frenz.. but i find no reason i could persuade myself to believe my frenz decision is right.. (just becos scare to hurt the other party) haha.. well ..........
Okay i shall stop here.. i hope tomolo will be a better day and mood and i will try to write down all about the time i have spend with "him" cya...
Today my condition is getting worse.. although now doctor say it is not appendix.. i feel the pain all over my body since this morning.. and my appetite seem getting worse.. no feeling to eat.. in fact after forcing myself finish that bowl of noodle i feel like throwing out back to the bowl... Can a better doctor tell me what is happening to me??
Very tired.. tired to have so many burden on me.. tired to worry for my frenz which in the end they dun even listen to my advice.. i hope she will not chose the wrong way... well what can i say much.. i am a flirt in the past.. what stand can i talk about love? I have only been sad once how would i know about how sad a guy could be when his loved one broke off with him.. I try to stand in the guys position to think for my frenz.. but i find no reason i could persuade myself to believe my frenz decision is right.. (just becos scare to hurt the other party) haha.. well ..........
Okay i shall stop here.. i hope tomolo will be a better day and mood and i will try to write down all about the time i have spend with "him" cya...
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
It is still so pain to me...
Well I have been asking myself recently.. is physical pain more painful than heart pain?
Haha i did not have the answer till now.. although i feel physical pain more painful now.. whenever i passby his house i just cannot stop myself from turning to look there.. the first time i saw his bike.. second time saw him in front of his com... even though i know i cannot talk to even or even to tell him i was admitted to hospital and wanted so much he could visit me... but seeing him from far made me at least happy to know he is alright...
I got ask by my frenz yesterday night.. do I still love him? I dun have an answer.. Do I? I feel sad everytime i think of him.. I wish those thing did not happen and my mind did not run wild last time... and all these unhappiness will not happen and i be still happily be with him... i find he is the best.. no one can be compare with him.. (how i wish he know) i never compare him with others.. i just feel he is the best...
Time flies past so fast... this coming weekend be going Phuket.. but haiz.. guess the trip with my company got to cancel.. still so unsure my condition is appendix or it is just a normal stomach upset.. but everday i will have pain.. and my face seem to turn pale when i am in pain... (told by my frenz) I guess my planning to tolerate the pain till back from the trip going to be waste... haiz.. so scare of operation.. so scare i might not able to see him again... haha i think i am worrying too much .. just a small op mah hor..
Okay lah, i should stop here to prepare to go home.. cya tomolo (*_*)
Haha i did not have the answer till now.. although i feel physical pain more painful now.. whenever i passby his house i just cannot stop myself from turning to look there.. the first time i saw his bike.. second time saw him in front of his com... even though i know i cannot talk to even or even to tell him i was admitted to hospital and wanted so much he could visit me... but seeing him from far made me at least happy to know he is alright...
I got ask by my frenz yesterday night.. do I still love him? I dun have an answer.. Do I? I feel sad everytime i think of him.. I wish those thing did not happen and my mind did not run wild last time... and all these unhappiness will not happen and i be still happily be with him... i find he is the best.. no one can be compare with him.. (how i wish he know) i never compare him with others.. i just feel he is the best...
Time flies past so fast... this coming weekend be going Phuket.. but haiz.. guess the trip with my company got to cancel.. still so unsure my condition is appendix or it is just a normal stomach upset.. but everday i will have pain.. and my face seem to turn pale when i am in pain... (told by my frenz) I guess my planning to tolerate the pain till back from the trip going to be waste... haiz.. so scare of operation.. so scare i might not able to see him again... haha i think i am worrying too much .. just a small op mah hor..
Okay lah, i should stop here to prepare to go home.. cya tomolo (*_*)
Friday, November 05, 2004
I promise to treasure Food & Drink
Finally got out of hospital and today straight away went back to office to start my work.. kaoz.. so many work pile in my tray and got to finish all by today or else next week my boss be back will be more busy as only four working days next week.. and during my busy friday i still manage to take out some time to create a blog of my own.. hope to share my feelings and thinking with all the frenz here.. ^_^
Haha after not eaten for three days.. began to cherish the time i be able to eat and drink.. what the cause of my sick i still not clear... everyday till now i still feel the pain.. i hope to tolerate after the trip den go for the op.. haha.. better not start to pain when i am in phuket...
Okay this is roughly my intro first going back soon.. cya again.. (",) tata
Haha after not eaten for three days.. began to cherish the time i be able to eat and drink.. what the cause of my sick i still not clear... everyday till now i still feel the pain.. i hope to tolerate after the trip den go for the op.. haha.. better not start to pain when i am in phuket...
Okay this is roughly my intro first going back soon.. cya again.. (",) tata
