Christmas !!!

Hey hey Merry Christmas!!!!!

This yr Love gift to me not bag anymore .

Is watch.. Time is Love 

First time I get watch from him :) 

A new chapter for start of 30

Age number getting bigger year by year

Recent work is getting on the nerve of my head. Soon I m not able to take it.

Had a new hairstyle for a change

Hope it change my luck on work too.

Jus a hope.. 

Though not all like my hairstyle

Alot find it old n mature .. But I do like it alot really!! 

I already been planning my trip to Taiwan what should I wear with my new hairstyle

A change for the start of new year

Doesn't have any new pending resolution for myself next yr. But I do hope to improve my work and hopefully I get promoted? Haha

Toward the coming to an end of this year. I hope to have some changes in my image n life... 

Wednesday - 12/11/2013

So many things have happen during this few weeks.

Lynn has given birth to a little cute boy.

Currently doing her confinement at home.

I m getting excited with the newly join member so cute 

 

But we are guessing we will have lesser time to go outing together as they have a new born to attend

There is a new life , there a end life 

Got the news that Meiyee daddy pass away on Monday morning. Sadness is there though all along have prep this day might come. Pity that she didn't get to see her dad for the last time as she is in China.

Uncle in Heaven , pls take care !

Saturday - 02/11/2013

Sadness day... We lost a little nephew .. 

A lost to how to console them but wishes them to be able to get another one soon again.

I m feeling excited !!

Oh yah!!! Holiday book!!

Start of Jan a nice holiday to start my year!!

Counting down to my Taiwan trip!!

My resolution has pass

For this yr , my resolution is simple.

To re-cap my driving and able to drive.

At first wanted to go enrol for refreshment course. Now I guess doesn't need already.

Jus yesterday, I manage to self drive to changi airport to fetch Love . I think I consider passing at 60 marks bah.

Need more practicing 

Tuesday - 24/09/2013

Last week my heart was going roller coaster up n down

To my conclusion I think I got lazy sickness not pregnant. Haha

Been sick for the third week, at first still thought is pregnant then I keep coughing but in actual I m not and so I m real sick n tired.

Been hearing lots of good news for next year newcomer will be joining this world :)

When is my turn to declare to them I m joining the group?

Last time I feel guilty so I doesn't want to be pregnant again. Now.. I feel useless, y I can't get pregnant ? I know I shouldn't be stressing so much giving myself too much stress. But it just.. When u want it , it doesn't always going ur way 

Listening to others to have a child of our own might improve our relationship.. Will it really help? 

I think the recent dating we had is much better.

I feel more enjoy n relax 

Dating on 07 Sept 2013

PGuess... We been officially married for 5 years. 

It has been some time we go for a date jus like when we r young. 

Super excited! 

Venue is chose by him. 

I didn't comment much. 

Just waiting for the surprise

Dinner at DOZO, located at River Valley.

Ambience super nice so when it is nice it is equal to Dark. Unable to take much pic . It is a 7 course dinner, Japanese n French fushion. The chef is really goodn because of the price I think the food is worth it too!

Ending the dinner with the waiter provide a complimentary surprise cake with the wording " happy anniversary " sweet !!

Gathering for ex-TVL

Well I think this is the first bond colleague I had over all this year. Even though we have all left the co. We still keep in contact n so excited when we see everyone.

Jus like the gathering we had at YT home. Once another party come, we will start to get noisy again. 

Still waiting for Weian to upload the group photo. This is the one we took while waiting for the rest and food.

YT is seriously generous with the food. Wide spread n nice !!

This sauce they get is nice too!

Highly recommend 

Lastly end with me n Love pic of cos

Trouble Mind

I think it been some years since I last saw "him". Wasn't sure did he see me that day but I m sure I saw him.

Didn't say "Hi " didn't wish him happy birthday. 

First Love, still jus stir up my mind for sometime 

Sunday - 25/08/2013

We had done something at home again this weekend. Felt happy n more closer to Love

First is we bought some sticker n stick on our plain wall

How is it? 

Next was the roast pork second attempt and we did it! Nicer than the previous time. Sis n jia jia love it alot.

Saturday - 17/08/2013

Darling have propose we should start to find  stuff to do at home other than keep going out. So he propose to try new cooking with the help of YouTube.

Today we try to complete ourselves by cooking Alio Olio.. Hmm mom prefer mine but I guess cause I her daughter hahah 

Ingredient needed. We both prep our own stuff

The competition start!!

Top is Love style 

Bottom is mine 

Mine is full of overdose chilli padi

Hahah my poor arse tomorrow morning going to suffer

Friday - 02/08/2013

越来越难开心起来。

开心果去了哪里？

(｡-_-｡)

31/07/2013 - Wednesday

Mid week, it marks the last day of July also the start of second half year.

My resolution yet to be done .. Which is get my driving back.

I hope to get it done by Dec. can drive Love n Cooper out without any worry 

ヾ(＠⌒ー⌒＠)ノ

My interview at the bigger company still no news. Guess I can stop waiting n thinking. Hope they get someone suitable too bah.

I m so confuse recently 

Saw a spec real nice but couldn't make up my mind to buy or not

Should I trust you?

Well .. Maybe I m thinking too much

Anyway things is never the same as past again

Everytime goes I tend to feel it is worse

No longer the same, no matter how hard I try to be friendly. I really hope I can not to attend those fake outings. 

I already have enough stress at work

No point continue to gain more stress for nothing.

I believe everything is fate. 

If fate meant we end it here.

There is no chance no matter how hard we try to improve it. It will still be the same.

I m tired!!

Confuse

Went to another bigger company for interview. 

But well yet to know the results 

And I guess I might fail the interview as I said I planning for family n want a better job title 

So well shouldn't have think so much 

Though this year increment is a disappointment 

Time to stop

Had enough. Time to prep for the next journey 

Thursday - 18/07/2013

Gosh.. This time round my period super delay late !! I tot Auntie forget to come visit me today !!!

After a total late of 14 days, she finally came.. This few days feeling of tiredness was all becos of period not pregnant.

Happy n sad .. Mix feeling

But well .. Guess will try harder on our Bintan trip n hopefully good news on the coming month.

Monday - 15/07/2013

I m late for period for 11 days.

In a contradicting mind now

Victoria ask me I tot I nv wanna a baby

I say yah.. But looking at our relationship , maybe having one can bring a bond between the two of us.

But two side of a coin.. It might be worse..

But never try will never know.

A child might able to stop all nonsense.

It is time to halt a stop.. 

Friday - 12/07/2013

Sigh.. Morning was bad.. 

My first time in my life I rush for my morning like mad.

Cos I change three times in order I can finally find something to fit myself in. 

Omg 

Thursday - 11/07/2013

It been some time I have not blog down my feeling.

Something is bothering me recently..

Am I or am I not ... Sigh .. 

Waiting is a torture .. I hope the answer come quick.. But if it is a YES , would I be more stress?

Side track

Meiyee jus update me with Heather new pic (^_^) 

She looking so sweet 

Anger

My recent tots of divorce is getting stronger 

Tuesday - 25/06/2013

Couldn't understand .. I think straight once I realise he was typing in the wrong window my only reaction to comment u in the wrong window

But it became my wrong to have said that in the chat. BUT WHY!

In the first place it is ur fault not to see which window u r in and start chatting 

It become my so wrong fault to have mention in the window u r not asking in the correct one! Ur embarrassment become my mistake?

Should I not inform, wouldn't u be having more mistake?

Sigh...

I really couldn't understand u more n more.

My feeling of u r u jus treating me as an ATM. Keep drawing money for ur luxury items. Sick of it

U mention u want a kid? But I cannot see any of ur action u really wanted one.

Getting pregnant is not one side me can do it. It isn't

I felt last sat, was becos of HER that why u treat me so good on that day.

I m sorry to have think this way.. But that my thinking.

Janet wedding 22 June 2013

It has finally come to the day, Janet is getting married ヾ(＠⌒ー⌒＠)ノ

Lots of things happen over all this years. But I m still happy for her to get married to someone she love n will care for her.

Wishing her a blissful marriage

Have a happy ever after wedding 

Oh my god

Sigh what has our environment becoming to?

I start wearing mask on Friday even in ofc. Our ofc bldg have some issue on window so the haze some how get into our ofc.

How? Do I look like a nurse?

This is taken when we got home.

Force love to wear on his mask.

For the sake of our future

人啊。。。

想记得的就是记得的特别清楚。

想要忘掉都难。

就只记得你的好吧！

Everyone jus wanna be speaker, then who be the listener?

Been listening to all friends r/s problem.

Then who listen to mine? 

好痛苦

As mention on the post title

That what I m feeling now.

Mix feeling.. Appreciate what u have now .. I know but .. Some things jus doesn't go in common.

I did mention before .. I dun do it jus because need to. If there is no LoVE , I m sorry , I be out for revenge too.

Just too bad

我

Realise a weird thing

我是一个不会问怎么办的女人

Shit.. It matters alot at work cos alot of thing I would solve it myself than pass to other to do

A belated birthday celebration

Due to all busy schedule, few 38 finally got time to arrange for a meet up after a week of my birthday. 

I decided to go somewhere different to celebrate my birthday. Xian De Lai @ Nex

Maybe is the different of company , I super have mood to eat .. And we order many round n I jus keep eating without feeling full hahaha

Recently I jus got a weird stomach ., never feel full.. 

Anyway after that we went to our usual Happy Daz for cake cutting 

Did I miss out to mention Love was there to sing Birthday song to me? 

(((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o))) 

My step to 30

Well Happy Birthday to Me !

Getting older by a year n my big step to 30s.

No longer able to act cute, must start to dress more mature n maybe at times I can be sweet? Haha

Thanks for the Pre-advance gift by Lisa n YT 

 

What more so bad about working on ur birthday? 

I get bless with colleagues celebrating for me. Yeh

Women!!!!

Couldn't understand why is there such kind of greedy woman in this world 

Doesn't know what is sharing. Why must have all by herself 

Selfish!!!

Tsk tsk

Wednesday - 22/05/2013

Supposing to be mid week, but lucky to have a Public holiday on Friday so tomorrow is the last working day for OL 

We can get to have some break on Fri/Sat n Sun

This weekend pack with all appointment n stuff to do too.

Hopefully I will not get too tired plus period wouldn't come on time.

I wanna celebrate my birthday!!!

Well got letter from ICA to change my IC

Happy n sad

Happy - cos I get to change a nicer photo for my ID

Sad - stupid love keep using this to make fun of me

Was waiting too.. For BFF to jio me out to celebrate.

But it seem all have long forgotten about it.

Well forget it then. Anyway my way of living is to let others be happy n I will be happy too (((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o)))

Monday - 20/05/2013

Sigh.. Last weekend so busy with stuff till today I feel so hangover with tiredness.

Ah yi pass away, meet up with Doris and washing our new baby.. Omg the washing part is a killer.. We spend almost 3 hours to wash and do the nesscessary 

protection. My arm is having serious muscles ache.

But luckily I was reward with a cup of Lavender Earl Grey for my hard work. 

This is good enough

Our new baby - Ah Guan

17 May - our new family baby has arrive 

It seem so unreal to us.. Haha 

Hope Love like it alot

冥冥中的安排

Tuesday we had the bad news from mom that our ah yi has pass away. 

She is one of my respect n beloved ah yi.

She has always been helping us since I was young. Really appreciate her good heart. 

Before she pass away, my mom has been taking care of her for the pass few weeks. Last night when I go to the wake . Seeing the photo of my ah yi n the coffin, sadness jus overflow my eyes n uncontrollable flow out.

Today was the farewell for her.

Memories is the killer , once I start recalling how she use to treat us, her laugh her action , it jus make me feel how bad that I have lost this respectable ah yi.

But it really show me a big difference from a hooligan family n respect family can react.

Always when I c my dad side relative any of the family pass on, on the very last day of the funeral, one or two ppl will sit/ knee beside the coffin n cry out loud .

Really couldnt understand their sadness

Cos between families we have not been contacting for years. Sudden death of a family member the cousin can cry until like is the lost of husband is really such a fake scene.

But today what I saw, is a peaceful funeral. None of them cry fake, all r real sadness. Though we are sad for the away of ah yi. But we understand she left for a better place. A better place without pain, trouble and jus left earlier than us to meet my dad n sis.

I salute to my ah yi, she teaches her children well. Successful n educate!

This is the different of life.

Farewell for Jasper

Last weekend we had a small gathering with Jasper n gang for his farewell to BKK to further his work there.

Wishes all the best to him n hope he find a good Thai Girl (TIGER) in BKK

Haha next time go BKK have ppl to bring around Liao 

Special month of May

Our start of the month of May is special
We welcome our new comer Heather to stay with us.

It is a new experience for us. To understand how it is to feel for us when we have our own..

Dating on 04/05/2013

Nice! Hardly I have mood to shop in SG.
Wake up at 9 plus prep n in hope to have my American breakfast off we go to head to PS. But sad I was late again.. Haha my bad to have take too much time to dress

But after 4 hours shopping we went empty hand home dohz.. The dress I like he doesn't the one he like I dun

I m lost.. (｡-_-｡)

孩子真的是必然的吗？
没有孩子家就不完整了？

有孩子是因为爱而有，还是就为了达到别人的要求？

Saturday - 27/04/2013

ITACHO Japanese night

Guess this is the last time for Japanese food until next 9 months then can start eating with Lynn n Ray again.

Jus had the news breaking of their good news that a new member will join them soon.

Mix feeling .. Happy for them.. On the other hand I will be stress more on nurturing the next generation too.

Will it turn to be a trend for me to go along to have a bb because all friends is having too..

Modeling for Lisa

A very post-dated post.. Been very busy for last week till no chance to really sit down n blog down my stuff

Jus happen that day Lisa ask me abt wanna be her model for her salon. So after much consideration I agree to do it.

I hope my look turn out not bad n useful for her to put on her leaflet. Haha

Oh! She was one of the model for the leaflet too. It is jus like maybe live signboard?

Last but not least, thanks Lisa for giving a chance to be her model o(^▽^)o

老北京 - 19/04/2013

Hahha jus as the blog title !! My long craving mapo tofu!! Spicy n numb together .. Make my misses for Taiwan mala lesser a bit haha

Wednesday - 17/04/2013

Belated Birthday Celebration for Our Victoria Ho

Ya suppose her birthday is on 16 Apr, but due to that day some of us cannot make it, therefore we change to the following day to celebrate for her.

Janet n Tan bought her some gifts. Me? Well At first I tot Janet say combine to buy voucher for her.. So I didn't go search for any gift.. Though I have sth in mind ended up I seem to be the most bo sim friend cos I only get her a birthday cake n grocery voucher .. Sigh

Anyway up some photos taken .. Though not that nice as that place is too dark to take photos

Monday - 15/04/2013

Today was a not so blue Monday.. Uncle Wong which has always been a good advicer finally message me while he is waiting for his time to board the plane.

At times chatting with a old friend is always so comfort . Best of all.. He is a GEMINI too o(^▽^)o

He has jus upgrade to be a papa too., so I
pester him to show me some of his bb photos too!! He is not stingy ., as usual like all parent .. But I like this pic best!

At times I do wonder.. If that time, I chose him over Love.. How will the things goes?
Would we get married? Would we jus break off n I never get settle down?

I m lucky to met Love.. He shower me with lots of love n attention . This is what I
need .. I guess without these .. I might not have been with him so long (^_^)

Sunday - 14/04/2013

As time pass by nearer to the day of welcoming little princess to the world
Was jus talking to Meiyee abt what r the stuff she might need to use .. Little josh come take a pic n say hello to us.. As a return .. We took ours for him to see auntie Amy n Uncle Chris haha