Additional to the coming out Chris bdae.. i have accidentally let the cat out of the bag to let him know that there will be staying over at "somewhere" on his celebration.. oh gosh that was very stupid of me.. to leak out that secret I have been hiding for a few months..

Surprise surprise.. I have been planning alot of things in my mind keeping alot of stuff in my heart.. just to see that day.. to see his greatest smile and feel his happiness ..

hahaha oh gosh.. I am more like a guy than a ger.. but I only know.. i wish to give him all the happiness like what he has wanted to give to me too..

Also .. yesterday have finally made up my decision .. after receiving a call from the agency.. letter will be tender on Monday.. really trouble and stress what will happen after Monday.. and I feel so sorry to give such a big surprise to YT as she has so many things to worry on her oncoming wedding.. but.. the fact this.. after deciding to leave apart from feeling sad to leave those fellow colleagues.. I feel a sense of relieve ..